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fucking hate siblings i wish they fucking die in the worst way possible rn and tortured by life mercilessly
i want to ignore my siblings existencei have 4 siblings yet i talk to them rarely and i talk to my parents the least out of all 5 kids
Legit?fucking hate siblings i wish they fucking die in the worst way possible rn and tortured by life mercilessly
u can have her idc about herDo you have a sister?
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Thank you brocel. I'll take horrible care of her.u can have her idc about her
i want to ignore my siblings existence
Understood.
When I was in my early teens, my father would constantly denigrate my autistic traits. He would often tell me,
"Why are you so shameful all the time?" (I was anxious and kept my head down in public)
"We're going to grandma's house, hurry up!"(He wanted to make himself seem like an excellent father by showing her his son)
"You're moving so slowly"(He would hit me; I was sluggish from ASD/trauma)
"Your cousins are better than you!" (Again, anxiety and depression)
"I'm saying this to be kind. Don't anger me." (If I was struggling to go inside a store due to anxiety)
I once had Pyelonephritis and was fairly weak from it to the point of needing to stay home when my father wanted to visit a store. My father, instead of asking me if I took my prescribed antibiotics, simply told me, "Hurry up, let's go see grandma". He then asked Grandma to patronize me for my "disobedience".
Yes.
My maternal half-cousins and half-aunt would chat with my step-grandfather about myself and Mother living elsewhere. (I heard their conversations often)
"She never does any housework" (Objectively false. I have other problems with her, however...)
"They're leeching from us" (I never asked them for food or even clothing. I very rarely spoke to them.)
He would get upset when Mother would ask him to pick up our prescriptions from stores. He'd also get upset when Mother asked to visit grocery stores. This is despite taking my half-relatives to stores/fast food restaurants multiple times weekly. Medical appointments as well(When medical transportation wasn't an option).
My half-aunt's lovely statements:
"[Mother] sits around all day"
"I thought [Mother] said they had no food" (Me and Mother relied on food pantry boxes/SNAP)
"[Intellau] will tell his mother if we bully him" (Maternal half-cousins; they abused my younger half-cousin somewhat since she was reluctant to do so.)
As a child, my half-aunt would patronize me for my autistic behavior. She would criticize my sluggish movements and depressed demeanor. "Hurry up [Intellau]!" - I also had social cue problems and misunderstood instructions from her.
They are kleptomaniacs; they would take portions of our food home after "visiting".
Lastly:
"(I never asked them for food or even clothing. I very rarely spoke to them.)"
Indeed. I was very grateful when my grandmother stopped giving me meals at the age of seventeen due to her view of me as an ingrate. She often said "[Intellau] was born with a silver spoon in his mouth" because I was anxious and struggling to help her with house tasks due to my NLD(I would help them with laundry, unpacking groceries, washing dishes, fetching items they needed, ...).
Yes; my father would regularly batter Mother and break things. When angry, Mother would grab my stimming objects and shake them in my face while tightly grasping my neck.
Mother moved into a separate apartment and stayed with relatives, at times. We also had to live with my paternal grandparents.
My grandmother would often ask me to do things for her. I obediently tried to follow her instructions and received denigration as a result. She would yell at me and say things like "Look! Use your eyes!"(Because I was anxious and had visual processing issues), "Did you hear me!?! That isn't the way I told you to do it!"(When I would drop things or make mistakes because I was sweating and anxious out of fear of upsetting her). She would tell me "Put your head up. No one did anything to you" because I was too anxious to make eye contact with her.
I do not and have not.
Re: Post here for my honest opinion on you
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Post Count: 6332#150514510Thursday, November 27, 2014 12:26 AM CST
Why not just appreciate the communication between each user without publicly stating your opinion regarding their personality to the degree of borderline-favoritism?Re: @anony
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Post Count: 6332#150787402Sunday, November 30, 2014 7:42 AM CST
Please don't exhibit a degree of favoritism towards me in particular, plenty of users here contribute to the positivity of the Sub-Section and I would prefer if you enjoy the positive aspects of each user equally.Re: Dapperbuffalo for best mod
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Post Count: 6332#151667941Sunday, December 14, 2014 4:41 AM CST
Each moderator can be considered "Good". Favoritism towards a particular one would be unreasonable.Re: Introduce yourselves
AnonyAnonymous
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Post Count: 6332#152980914Thursday, January 01, 2015 4:18 AM CST
Surely we can communicate without exhibiting favoritism towards a particular set of users?Re: Have you ever noticed that Off Topic has cliches?
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Post Count: 6332#153814730Monday, January 12, 2015 3:43 PM CST
"We have clicks in the sense that people generally only post on threads made by certain people and only acknowledge people they like." Favoritism is generally abundant throughout civilization due to the simple fact that individuals generally become accustomed to the presence of another person once they've analyzed their characteristics. Hence the formation of cliques, especially on a significantly "Anonymous" medium such as the Internet.Re: Post your top 3 OTers
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Post Count: 6332#158478421Sunday, March 22, 2015 10:32 PM CDT
Why do you consider it necessary to show favoritism towards any particular set of users? There's plenty of positive individuals that you would be restricting yourself from by showing unreasonable bias towards users who you prefer seeing on the website.
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Re: Where did Latin American come from?
UnsourcedAnon
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Post Count: 563#184813661Saturday, March 05, 2016 3:09 PM CST
Simple. They have been tainted with inferior "Amerindian" DNA. It is quite comparable to mulatto hybrids. Various parasitic groups also have remnants of Polynesian DNA. It is quite repulsive.
Re: if the age is on the clock, shes ready for the co_k :^)
Unsourced_Anon
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Post Count: 58#190266129Wednesday, June 01, 2016 7:20 PM CDT
Perhaps you do not understand how to read clocks? I presume that you are a Mulatto, given your stupidity.
Re: I'm a white crayon.
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Post Count: 25#190457403Saturday, June 04, 2016 5:15 PM CDT
Crayons provide a very interesting analogy: The "white" crayon itself provides additional beauty to other colors by brightening them. The "black" crayon likewise darkens the colors and defiles them.
Unintelligent_Anon
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Post Count: 361#185620905Friday, March 18, 2016 11:02 PM CDT
You should not visit Detroit. African American scum has degraded the city. It now resembles Brasil greatly. I would suggest visiting Texas instead. It is much cleaner, and voluntary-labor is well noted.
Re: i knocked this white kid in one punch.
Unintelligent_Anon
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Post Count: 361#185630004Saturday, March 19, 2016 3:33 AM CDT
Boasting about victimizing Caucasian schoolchildren, yes? Typical. Inept animals cannot be removed from their cages.Re: OT SINGS A MODERN POP SONG
Unintelligent_Anon
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Post Count: 361#185671234Saturday, March 19, 2016 6:18 PM CDT
"Time" "won't" "give" "me" "time"Re: Don't do drugs, man.. Seriously..
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Post Count: 361#185671547Saturday, March 19, 2016 6:22 PM CDT
Well, this is to be expected from African American individuals. They cannot perform manual labor without resorting to illicit drug transactions.
Re: does anyone else really like ot
UnsourcedAnon
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Post Count: 563#181985344Tuesday, January 19, 2016 1:08 AM CST
No. The vast majority of users here are narcissistic schoolchildren desperate to magnify their significance on an Internet forum. Truly, Scripters is the superior sub-section.Re: OT is like a white family
UnsourcedAnon
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Post Count: 563#181986121Tuesday, January 19, 2016 1:41 AM CST
"What's the difference between a white family and the rest?" Simple. Caucasian families are genetically-superior to the other types of families. Of course, this would mean that Off-Topic represents an African American family, which is the lowest-quality family of all, given the aggression and impulsion.
Re: Typical white girls
AgnosticAnon
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Post Count: 45#181471876Sunday, January 10, 2016 9:15 PM CST
Discrimination towards Caucasian women? Generally, they are much healthier on a physical and psychological-basis than "Yin" individuals.
Re: any other uk people online
AgnosticAnon
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Post Count: 45#181473370Sunday, January 10, 2016 9:39 PM CST
Do you consider a Gaelic individual living in Brazil as a special exception?
Re: i still think about my first crush from the 8th grade
AgnosticAnon
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Post Count: 45#181473567Sunday, January 10, 2016 9:42 PM CST
Yes it is. When I was a fourteen year-old individual, I regularly fantasized about a beautiful, intelligent Caucasian adolescent girl with brown-hair and blue-eyes that I saw at a grocery-store. It has been six years now, and I continue to have daily fantasies about this beautiful woman.
Post Count: 108 #190481644Saturday, June 04, 2016 11:10 PM CDT
"3 blue eyes white dragon" Blue-Eyes Ultimate Dragon is a weakling.Re: I have a Riddle for All of you
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Post Count: 108#190481952Saturday, June 04, 2016 11:15 PM CDT
"If a white person were to mate with a black person, it can be assumed that they too, have no brain" It is a mere matter of primitive lust. Sub-ape cretin seems to attract individuals who repress their intellectual-capabilities.Re: [ Content Deleted ]
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Post Count: 108#190485488Sunday, June 05, 2016 12:19 AM CDT
You seem quite fixated with Apsconditus, Nig-ger boy.
The "Cult" mentality ruins our experiences.
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Re: if the age is on the clock, shes ready for the co_k :^)
Unsourced_Anon
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Post Count: 58#190266129Wednesday, June 01, 2016 7:20 PM CDT
Perhaps you do not understand how to read clocks? I presume that you are a Mulatto, given your stupidity.
more_horizRe: If vaccines don't cause autism...
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Post Count: 58#190266413Wednesday, June 01, 2016 7:23 PM CDT
Given the appearance of your avatar, I would expect logical discrepancies to occur. Your premises are unrelated. Please do not argue about significant matters when you have the average IQ of your respective population, which is seventy-five.
Re: yesterday I was hit on by a middle age man
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Post Count: 25#200506105Monday, October 24, 2016 5:38 PM CDT
"really scared"? You must be very vain. I doubt you are as physically attractive as you believe.
Re: Pete Burns has died
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Post Count: 25#200511771Monday, October 24, 2016 7:23 PM CDT
Good riddance. Another LGBT cretinoid has dissipated from society. Much like the Prince of Percocet.Re: Im an alabama _______ Fill in the Blank
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Post Count: 25#200541773Tuesday, October 25, 2016 5:02 PM CDT
An Alabama "Niqqrr" is what you intended to tell us
When I was a four-year-old, my parents and I lived in a duplex, where my father would hit Mother and damage the walls, resulting in holes near a wooden desk she used for sewing. I recall pouring soap in my eyes at this age to stop them from arguing.
When we moved, my father would regularly come home and argue with Mother over anything he disliked. He broke the windows in our living room as well as the windows in our kitchen, he broke a "Leopard Statue", he broke our kitchen table, he broke plates, he threw Mother's computer and clothes into the garbage bin. He'd regularly pound on Mother's room door(Used for crafts). He'd yell at Mother as he was driving her to work.
My mother, as kind as she may be, used to grab me very forcefully(By the neck, as I was fidgeting with items; I would ache from it) and repeatedly tell me "Do you hear me!?! If people see you doing that, they will think you are men-tally retar-ded!" while shaking me and shaking the item near my eyes. She would tell me how embarrassing it is to have an autistic son who fidgets with items as a form of stimulation. Other times, she would hit me. When I said, "Please don't hit me!" once, she started laughing.
One day, Mother was asked by my father to write a check, which she did. However, he was angry because she was drying off after a shower. This led him to shove her onto the floor(She was naked) and kick her legs repeatedly, which I was present for and saw. He also broke her fingers and cut her knuckles, injured her knees and kicked her abdomen. Our utilities were cut off three times due to failure to pay, and the result was living with my paternal grandparents for weeks at a time. On the day we moved in with my maternal grandparents, me and Mother sat in the dark since my father didn't pay the utility bill("Well, then leave"; he left the house after yelling, which I hid from).
Yes. When I was a young child, I'd get into arguments with my half-cousins due to their "favoritism". I once criticized my half-cousin after we visited my half-uncle's apartment in downtown Milwaukee. Her mother said this:
"Hey, Intellau!, Well, you know what? You can leave!"
I was licking a battery as she said it.
I fucking hate my parents because they forced me into this existence. They psychologically and physically abused me. As well as belittled me at every given opportunity. Why did you create me just for me to suffer like this.fucking hate siblings i wish they fucking die in the worst way possible rn and tortured by life mercilessly
Give me her instagramu can have her idc about her





