SuicideFuel trucel trait: your fondest memories are video game/anime/book related

[Transcended Trucel]

cause you don't have any actually good IRL experiences. Nothing worthy of note at all. No first kiss. No partying. No sex with foid in HS. No traveling with friends. Nothing of worth, nothing of notice. Only games, anime, books left in the annals of the brain. No college dorm fucking. No professors who actually helped you.

 

[Deleted member 21770]

best irl memory is in middle school when i took the entire roll of towel paper from the bathroom, soaked it completely in water, and chucked it at some foid shitting on the toilet

 

[Deleted member 36465]

Getting a platinum trophy in a video game is like the highlight of my life.

 

[lifesucksxd]

I'm trying to convince my brain that my video game and book memories were actual memories that I actually experienced but so far no success

 

[1337hikki]

best childhood memory was catching legendary pokemon at midnight

 

[Transcended Trucel]

best irl memory is in middle school when i took the entire roll of towel paper from the bathroom, soaked it completely in water, and chucked it at some foid shitting on the toilet

gigabased

Getting a platinum trophy in a video game is like the highlight of my life.

similar feeling for me is when I clear out a story game(jrpgs) or action game(Ubisoft)

I'm trying to convince my brain that my video game and book memories were actual memories that I actually experienced but so far no success

same to some degree. I tried that and failed ogre but I am still able to kinda somewhat lucid dream about it sometimes

best childhood memory was catching legendary pokemon at midnight

brutal and relatable

 

[Racial-Identitarian]

cause you don't have any actually good IRL experiences. Nothing worthy of note at all. No first kiss. No partying. No sex with foid in HS. No traveling with friends. Nothing of worth, nothing of notice. Only games, anime, books left in the annals of the brain. No college dorm fucking. No professors who actually helped you.
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None above that becoz my life is basicly tormented no matter how i do it.

 

[Sennacherib]

Other than gaming i don't have any other nice memories that i can think of,maybe the first time i took a xan.

 

[AnotherInsertCel1]

Farming max prestige on CoD.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Farming max prestige on CoD.

beyond over. I used to do that too but gave up as was too hard and got mogged too much

 

[Deleted member 42077]

My life memories: playing guitar, drawing, writing, reading, listening to shitty black metal, staring at my ceiling for hours, wishing I was dead, being bullied, and being yelled at by my parents. I have no other memories. I never liked video games.

 

[AnotherInsertCel1]

beyond over. I used to do that too but gave up as was too hard and got mogged too much

You have no dedication If you didn't skip school just to play.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

You have no dedication If you didn't skip school just to play.

I was raised by broke shitskins, couldn't risk that

 

[ragequiter]

One of my high light of life was when I use to play DoTA 2 and I got out of Legend bracket. I have not played it in last 1 year.

 

[faded]

cause you don't have any actually good IRL experiences. Nothing worthy of note at all. No first kiss. No partying. No sex with foid in HS. No traveling with friends. Nothing of worth, nothing of notice. Only games, anime, books left in the annals of the brain. No college dorm fucking. No professors who actually helped you.
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My favorite memories are with escorts

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Yes. My half-cousins generally disregarded my presence, so I simply refused to see them and started focusing on Dragon Ball/Medicine.

 

[Knajjd]

As I die alone, probably on the floor, gasping for breath and passing in and out of consciousness, I would like to have my few books near me.

 

[Caesercel]

Haven't played that much vidya so most memories are irl. But most of my last decade was a memoryless blurr lost to browsing the intenrnet

 

[pokemondetectivecel]

One of my high light of life was when I use to play DoTA 2 and I got out of Legend bracket. I have not played it in last 1 year.

Dota 2 is equivalent to pushing a rock up a hill only for it to fall down. If you get better you just face better opponents. The only reason to play is bragging rights to other players.

 

[ragequiter]

Dota 2 is equivalent to pushing a rock up a hill only for it to fall down. If you get better you just face better opponents. The only reason to play is bragging rights to other players.

I was not bragging I was just saying about my memories.

 

[pokemondetectivecel]

I was not bragging I was just saying about my memories.

Jfl I never said you were bragging

 

[lemon21]

Its pretty sad but the peak of My life was when i reached Challenger on league un 2017, hardly anything else Will make me happier than that. Maybe if i fuck a stacy but i doubt it

 

[subhuman]

HAHAHAHA this hits too close to home bro. Those are some fucking memories. Before I had sex, this was true for me, but now I think losing my virginity to a whore was the highlight of my life.

 

[Deleted member 42309]

I have memories of bursting crackers with my friends in the school toilet and bunking classes we were in 7-8 grade at that time lol

 

[ragequiter]

Jfl I never said you were bragging

 

[Loner94]

Funnily enough video games are my best memories

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Yes. This was meant to be posted days ago.

Anyway:

One day, Mother was asked by my father to write a check, which she did. However, he was angry because she was drying off after a shower. This led him to shove her onto the floor(She was naked) and kick her legs repeatedly, which I was present for and saw. He also broke her fingers and cut her knuckles, injured her knees and kicked her abdomen. Our utilities were cut off three times due to failure to pay, and the result was living with my paternal grandparents for weeks at a time. On the day we moved in with my maternal grandparents, me and Mother sat in the dark since my father didn't pay the utility bill("Well, then leave"; he left the house after yelling, which I hid from).

Mother used to grab me very forcefully(By the neck, as I was fidgeting with items; I would ache from it) and repeatedly tell me "Do you hear me!?! If people see you doing that, they will think you are men-tally retar-ded!" while shaking me and shaking the item near my eyes. She would tell me how embarrassing it is to have an autistic son who fidgets with items as a form of stimulation.

My grandmother would often ask me to do things for her. I obediently tried to follow her instructions and received denigration as a result. She would yell at me and say things like "Look! Use your eyes!"(Because I was anxious and had visual processing issues), "Did you hear me!?! That isn't the way I told you to do it!"(When I would drop things or make mistakes because I was sweating and anxious out of fear of upsetting her). She would tell me "Put your head up. No one did anything to you" because I was too anxious to make eye contact with her.

At age six, I spent much time visiting fanfiction.net and reading Dragon Ball fanfiction stories, some of which could be considered "literotica".

As a young child(Six-Seven), I spent time using the computer at my paternal grandparent's house to read fanfiction and edit Pokemon ROMS using AdvanceMap, YAPE, and, to a much lesser extent, XSE(Downloaded from WhackAHack). I modified Pokemon Emerald and created a "Rayquaza Village". When I saw my older cousin(Fifteen) playing Super Mario 64 on his PSP, I searched online and discovered the "hard mod" method for installing custom firmware on Playstation devices(Preferred "Lime CFW" softmod. Emulation is how I learned about basic concepts of networking like "WAN" and "LAN"(I used Hamachi VPN to engage in net-play). I recall standing in a book store near Southridge Mall and deliberately searching for game programming books. This was how I learned of the language "C++" and its use for Wiibrew games.

Yes. At the age of six, I recall reading Dragon Ball fanfiction online.

It was about GT Trunks, and Son Pan.

"It was symbolic. The Prince sought to ally with her, and bond with her platonically."

There was much sibling-like closeness between the two.

Shin Budokai 2: Another Road

No, though I did watch The History of Trunks:



(Six)

And Fusion Reborn:



(Six)

And Bardock, The Father Of Goku:



(Six)

And Dragon Ball GT:



(Six)

And Dragon Ball Z Kai:



(Thirteen)

And Dragon Ball Super:



And Dragon Ball Super: Broly

As a young child, I was very anxious, depressed, and suffered from symptoms of ASD. Dragon Ball helped me cope and I spent hours fantasizing about different Dragon Ball scenarios.

Nice. I envisioned many scenarios in the past, myself.

One involved the Millennium Ring and Z-Arc.

I originated a Dragon Ball theory:

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Previously. When I was starving/weak in the commune due to severe anxiety and bullying, I'd start drawing on my little magnetic board and fantasize about the different recipes I would make after I had finally moved into an apartment.

Yes. Dragon Ball:







When I lived in the youth commune, I would recite the lyrics to "Mind Power...Ki" in my head so I could calm myself enough to do basic tasks like leaving out my commune room to clean myself or eat.



Now I rely on psychotropic medication. When my "chronic headache" is resolved, I'll feel slightly more content.

The singer of the song is Shinichi Ishihara and the writer is Iwamuro Sakiko. It was composed by Kenji Yamamoto.

Lyrics​

Romaji

English

Shigeki ni uete 'ta renzu no naka ni Utsushidasareta kawaii emono Mayoi wo shiranai hijou no okite Andoroido pawaa...... ......Misete yaru Hajime kara inochi sae tsukuru mono (duplicate) Nani hitotsu ushinau mono nado arya shinai Just now warning of danger Omae no subete warning of danger Nakushite yaru! Ore no shisen ni Saa, hizamazuke Just now warning of danger Omae no inochi warning of danger Ubatte miseru! Kono migi-te ni akai shinzou Furuete o-yasumi asu wo inotte Kagerou yori mo hakanai yoake Yume wo miru ga ii Asu wo mitsumete Kibou no hate ni...... ......Deddo zoon Eien no nemuri e okutte yarou (sleep one's last sleep) Sono kata ni seotta akarui mirai-goto Give a warning of danger Omae no yukue warning of danger Oshiete yaru! Sameta honoo de hai ni naru no sa Give a warning of danger Oroka na yatsu ni warning of danger Keikoku shiyou Kore yori saki yami no shihai-ka Just now warning of danger Omae no subete warning of danger Nakushite yaru! Ore no shisen ni Saa, hizamazuke Just now warning of danger Omae no inochi warning of danger Ubatte miseru! Kono migi-te ni akai shinzou Give a warning of danger Omae no yukue warning of danger Oshiete yaru! Sameta honoo de hai ni naru no sa Give a warning of danger Oroka na yatsu ni warning of danger Keikoku shiyou Kore yori saki yami no shihai-ka

In the eyes starving for something to get it started A pretty prey gleams Knowing way of getting lost An uncompromising rule Android power..... ......I shall show you From the beginning I'm made to live (duplicate) Not even one thing is missing Just now warning of danger Everything about you warning of danger I shall annihilate! Upon my glance Go, kneel before me Just now warning of danger Of your life warning of danger I shall rob from you! In this right hand the red heart The uneasy sleep Praying for tomorrow A dawn more fleeting than a mayfly Just dream and stare at tomorrow Till the end of hope..... .....Dead zone I'll send you to an everlasting sleep (sleep one's last sleep) Bearing on those shoulders the bright future Give a warning of danger You whereabouts warning of danger I shall tell you! Turn into ash with frozen flame Give a warning of danger To foolish men warning of danger I shall give a warning From now on you're a pawn of darkness Just now warning of danger Everything about you warning of danger I shall annihilate! Upon my glance Go, kneel before me Just now warning of danger Of your life warning of danger I shall rob from you! In this right hand the red heart Give a warning of danger You whereabouts warning of danger I shall tell you! Turn into ash with frozen flame Give a warning of danger To foolish men warning of danger I shall give a warning From now on you're a pawn of darkness

Yes...

In the youth commune, I'd often eat alone outside with bags of food to escape my tormentors:

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[ionlycopenow]

Getting a platinum trophy in a video game is like the highlight of my life.

I have dozens of them

 

[Mecoja]

Only good memories i have are from playing games or reading books or watching TV.

 

[Kabsacel]

best childhood memory was catching legendary pokemon at midnight

Dude sameand beyblade and ben 10

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

This was a decent thread - I've revived it for newer users to provide their experiences.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8491LVvKBzM



View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q213ToKk-yw

 

[Postmaxxercel50k]

mine are a mix of both

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

mine are a mix of both

Burst Limit was a popular game, though I also wanted to try Raging Blast.

 

[EternalStorm]

Internet memories should be included in this as well