I remember staying on my laptop and iPad throughout 2012-2015 playing hacked Flash games, web MMOs, and modded mobile games
I was that much of a low IQ retard that I couldn't even play normal Flash games. I had to stick to playing hacked nearly all the time.
My grammar was garbage when I first connected to the internet in 2012-2013, still kinda is today but it's above average in my country and average for zoomers.
I think in 2018-2019 is when my grammar started to noticeably improve till 2020. Some of my messages were still incomprehensible to EFLfags (English First Language) sometimes and to this day I get a few comments from EFLfags online telling me they don't understand what i'm saying.
I cannot read my language most of the time, I am able to memorize most of the alphabet (not in order) but if you give me more than 2-3 sentences to read then it's literally impossible for me to read it for less than 2-4 minutes. In English I can write essays but they aren't easy to read and take a while for me to do. I have no capabilities of ever having a normalfag conversation with anyone in my language and the streets. I'm nearly completely stunted in speaking and typing my native language. Also the fact that my mother never wanted me to speak to strangers so I took it as never if barely wanting to speak with anyone and sperging out frequently. I never understood what was going on my school because I NEVER FUCKING PROPERLY SOCIALIZED. + echodalia. Sperging out and crying in class is the reason why I was sent to special education, prior to this I was in a normal kindergarten and was a bit spergy but it was still 10000 times better than primary school
I turned to be a outcast in my primary school special ed classes and 2-3 people were teasing and hitting on me a lot even though they were fucking illiterate too. There was this one time where some other levantine-looking cumskin teenage classmate who was more taller than me kicked me in the head with his leg repeatedly over and over on the bus and I fucking recoiled to death because of him
Good fucking thing he's probably in high school or graduated, I wouldn't have to see that faggot anymore. His midget fat brother is in high school too as well. I'll meet him next year.
I still mogged other sped students in competitions and classes but they still saw a lower retard on the retard hierarchy through me with their barely higher functioning retarded lens and bullied my fat, shortish ass all the time.
This kept on until I grew to 5'8 (5'10 in shoes and public) lost weight by starvemaxxing and became decent-looking. Nobody wanted to harass me anymore. Everyone just either doesn't mind or is positive to me. I'm still of growing age and i'm still a shut-in sheletered hikikomori mid-functioning autistic pajeetskin 70IQ [] sped.
I swear I hate the fact that I got like 40 concussions in my life total. Fuck brain damage.
My best option is to careermax with my dad who works in an English academy and start getting easy cash. My dad is only a small contribution in this situation though.
By the way if you think I can ascend with a downie or severely mentally retarded girl; I'm in a boys-only school and there's in no way I'm ever studying with a girl in my class until university. Even then I don't wanna raise retarded children with sped girls, that'll be too cruel.
This took me like a hour to type out by the way.
I was that much of a low IQ retard that I couldn't even play normal Flash games. I had to stick to playing hacked nearly all the time.
My grammar was garbage when I first connected to the internet in 2012-2013, still kinda is today but it's above average in my country and average for zoomers.
I think in 2018-2019 is when my grammar started to noticeably improve till 2020. Some of my messages were still incomprehensible to EFLfags (English First Language) sometimes and to this day I get a few comments from EFLfags online telling me they don't understand what i'm saying.
I cannot read my language most of the time, I am able to memorize most of the alphabet (not in order) but if you give me more than 2-3 sentences to read then it's literally impossible for me to read it for less than 2-4 minutes. In English I can write essays but they aren't easy to read and take a while for me to do. I have no capabilities of ever having a normalfag conversation with anyone in my language and the streets. I'm nearly completely stunted in speaking and typing my native language. Also the fact that my mother never wanted me to speak to strangers so I took it as never if barely wanting to speak with anyone and sperging out frequently. I never understood what was going on my school because I NEVER FUCKING PROPERLY SOCIALIZED. + echodalia. Sperging out and crying in class is the reason why I was sent to special education, prior to this I was in a normal kindergarten and was a bit spergy but it was still 10000 times better than primary school
I turned to be a outcast in my primary school special ed classes and 2-3 people were teasing and hitting on me a lot even though they were fucking illiterate too. There was this one time where some other levantine-looking cumskin teenage classmate who was more taller than me kicked me in the head with his leg repeatedly over and over on the bus and I fucking recoiled to death because of him
Good fucking thing he's probably in high school or graduated, I wouldn't have to see that faggot anymore. His midget fat brother is in high school too as well. I'll meet him next year.I still mogged other sped students in competitions and classes but they still saw a lower retard on the retard hierarchy through me with their barely higher functioning retarded lens and bullied my fat, shortish ass all the time.
This kept on until I grew to 5'8 (5'10 in shoes and public) lost weight by starvemaxxing and became decent-looking. Nobody wanted to harass me anymore. Everyone just either doesn't mind or is positive to me. I'm still of growing age and i'm still a shut-in sheletered hikikomori mid-functioning autistic pajeetskin 70IQ [
] sped.I swear I hate the fact that I got like 40 concussions in my life total. Fuck brain damage.
My best option is to careermax with my dad who works in an English academy and start getting easy cash. My dad is only a small contribution in this situation though.
By the way if you think I can ascend with a downie or severely mentally retarded girl; I'm in a boys-only school and there's in no way I'm ever studying with a girl in my class until university. Even then I don't wanna raise retarded children with sped girls, that'll be too cruel.
This took me like a hour to type out by the way.
