Serious trucel trait: never feel you belong anywhere, no matter where you go

[Transcended Trucel]

In all my decades of living. I don't think I have ever felt at home. Felt like I was a part of a group. Felt like I had a brotherhood. Felt like I was a part of a clan. In the end, I have always been alone and will die alone. I don't feel anything meeting any of my relatives. any of my co-workers. Anyone at all basically. In the end I haven't once felt a part of a group. A trucel belongs no where. Even his own family are strangers to him. in the end, I don't think I would shed a single tear if anyone I have ever met or known disappeared. Everyone has always been, will always be, and always is a stranger to me.

Years upon years of isolation lead to such a mindset. But even as a child, I was like this even if to a lesser degree.

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

i am a social drifter.

hide in the toilets in school, have been through 2 care homes (im moving into my third later this year, and then to another 4th planned already)

banned from college, went to 3 schools.

my psycho mother always made us move so on average we spent 1 year in any given place.

longest ive stayed in one home was 3 years

 

[gangrenemax]

In all my decades of living. I don't think I have ever felt at home. Felt like I was a part of a group. Felt like I had a brotherhood. Felt like I was a part of a clan. In the end, I have always been alone and will die alone. I don't feel anything meeting any of my relatives. any of my co-workers. Anyone at all basically. In the end I haven't once felt a part of a group. A trucel belongs no where. Even his own family are strangers to him. in the end, I don't think I would shed a single tear if anyone I have ever met or known disappeared. Everyone has always been, will always be, and always is a stranger to me.

Years upon years of isolation lead to such a mindset. But even as a child, I was like this even if to a lesser degree.

I feel like an indian jew without zion. I won't fit in curryland since I was raised here and my language is choppy there and I'm weird looking in any country. I'm in pain but I feel you. Not having solid friends exacerbates this. Where were you raised and how old are you bro

 

[gangrenemax]

i am a social drifter.

hide in the toilets in school, have been through 2 care homes (im moving into my third later this year, and then to another 4th planned already)

banned from college, went to 3 schools.

my psycho mother always made us move so on average we spent 1 year in any given place.

longest ive stayed in one home was 3 years

damn sorry brocel... but banned ??

 

[Transcended Trucel]

i am a social drifter.

hide in the toilets in school, have been through 2 care homes (im moving into my third later this year, and then to another 4th planned already)

banned from college, went to 3 schools.

my psycho mother always made us move so on average we spent 1 year in any given place.

longest ive stayed in one home was 3 years

brutal and relatable. My trash parents were always moving when I was younger as well. Eventually I just gave up on trying to meet anyone because ugly and if moved away, what would the point of it all be?

 

[Transcended Trucel]

I feel like an indian jew without zion. I won't fit in curryland since I was raised here and my language is choppy there and I'm weird looking in any country. I'm in pain but I feel you. Not having solid friends exacerbates this. Where were you raised and how old are you bro

poorfag USA Muslim currycel family, around NYC area. In my 30s, won't specify too much.
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Only thing, I've learned is that if your life has sucked in the past, sucks in the present, it will always suck. Nothing truly gets better.

 

[gangrenemax]

poorfag USA Muslim currycel family, around NYC area. In my 30s, won't specify too much.
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Only thing, I've learned is that if your life has sucked in the past, sucks in the present, it will always suck. Nothing truly gets better.

brootal man hope you make money to fuck escorts till you die

 

[subhuman]

I am fundamentally disconnected from others and am incapable of genuine emotional connection. I will never live up to the expectations of society and will always be an outsider looking in. I’ve travelled to many different countries and this has always been the way I’m treated.

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

but banned ??

i made death threats to the dicks who were in the college and the police found my journal in which i described my er plan basically.

the only reason the police were investigating me was because i was under investigation for assault, but in their search they found my journal

 

[gangrenemax]

i made death threats to the dicks who were in the college and the police found my journal in which i described my er plan basically.

the only reason the police were investigating me was because i was under investigation for assault, but in their search they found my journal

damn low inhib asf, take some phenibut and accost females to be your stay at home baby momma

 

[Diddy]

I relate with kid Naruto a lot, especially the hostile looks we get from other people, even though we did nothing wrong.

 

[MiSKiRaT]

Years upon years of isolation lead to such a mindset.

can relate I was isolated and introverted as a kid most of the time. I always hated going to school when I was a teen because fuck those cruel piece of shit kids. I never feel excited about meeting anyone or anybody of that matter especially if they're related to my relatives. I don't have that much of a connection with my family members either, they tolerate me at least but when I was a kid they fucking left me to rot and bashed me for being a retard.

 

[Med Anime]

i drped out of uni because i couldn't fit in.
i am short but the biggest thing that kept me struggling is my deformed face which lead to me getting a lot of negative attention and a lot of "Ewwwww.." reactions in the street or inside the class

 

[PLA1092]

True, tbh, nowhere to fit in if you're a subhuman with 0 mainstream interests or status. Couple that with years of isolation just like you degrading all the social ability that you had (the last time I belonged in an actual real life group was in middle school) and there's no way I'll be able to fit in anywhere as well as I do on obscure incel forums.

 

[Jotogo]

can relate I was isolated and introverted as a kid most of the time. I always hated going to school when I was a teen because fuck those cruel piece of shit kids. I never feel excited about meeting anyone or anybody of that matter especially if they're related to my relatives. I don't have that much of a connection with my family members either, they tolerate me at least but when I was a kid they fucking left me to rot and bashed me for being a retard.

Literally my childhood word for word man

 

[MiSKiRaT]

Literally my childhood word for word man

 

[Transcended Trucel]

I am fundamentally disconnected from others and am incapable of genuine emotional connection. I will never live up to the expectations of society and will always be an outsider looking in. I’ve travelled to many different countries and this has always been the way I’m treated.

yup trucels don't have actual country men. To be truly patriotic as a trucel is giga cucked ngl. and traveling is indeed a cope in the end. Our problems are too deep for any actual fix.

i made death threats to the dicks who were in the college and the police found my journal in which i described my er plan basically.

the only reason the police were investigating me was because i was under investigation for assault, but in their search they found my journal

fucking brutal. but based and low inhib for doing that.

I relate with kid Naruto a lot, especially the hostile looks we get from other people, even though we did nothing wrong.

yup. we just got fucked due to bad looks and in my case trash parents as well.

can relate I was isolated and introverted as a kid most of the time. I always hated going to school when I was a teen because fuck those cruel piece of shit kids. I never feel excited about meeting anyone or anybody of that matter especially if they're related to my relatives. I don't have that much of a connection with my family members either, they tolerate me at least but when I was a kid they fucking left me to rot and bashed me for being a retard.

same. garbage relatives..They are either leeches/trash or extremely argumentative apathetic narcissistic arrogant scum.

i drped out of uni because i couldn't fit in.
i am short but the biggest thing that kept me struggling is my deformed face which lead to me getting a lot of negative attention and a lot of "Ewwwww.." reactions in the street or inside the class

damn. I can relate but in my case height was the big reason I got fucked over. Plus shit parenting/ moving a lot meant garbage social skills

True, tbh, nowhere to fit in if you're a subhuman with 0 mainstream interests or status. Couple that with years of isolation just like you degrading all the social ability that you had (the last time I belonged in an actual real life group was in middle school) and there's no way I'll be able to fit in anywhere as well as I do on obscure incel forums.

Nothing can be done in this life. Will just hope the next goes better ogre.

Literally my childhood word for word man

Seems most trucels have the same horrible childhoods and ofc their adult life is just as bad.

 

[willystroker]

Even when I had friends in my early school days I didn't really fit in with them. They were just the only ones who tolerated me being around. That's why I got sucked into the internet it was the only place I could relate to other people with the same autistic interests. But I never made friends online either, I always played video games alone, was too scared to even use my mic. Loneliness and isolation is the default for me.

 

[Cunning Linguist]

Good thread, OP. Reading about your experience and the rest of the brutal comments is ironically making me feel less alone and isolated. It feels less terrible when you know you're not the only one going through this horrific hellscape of life being a complete social outcast.

As for me, I've never had a single person who I know would stay by my side during tough times. Not a single person who'd ever give me a pat on the back when I'm feeling down. In school I would spend recess sitting in some dark corner of the staircase or sometimes in the bathroom because I had zero friends and it was brutal to walk around all alone through the corridors filled with people hanging out in groups. I could feel their eyes drilling holes in my back. "Look at that freak, he doesn't belong here with us, he shouldn't be here." I used to hate going to school because it was hours of torture with no way of escape.

I've always been far too weird and prickly/abrasive to get along with and/or genuinely connect with another human being, let alone a foid. It's like I'm some ethereal spirit wandering through this world, with no strings tethering me to anyone or anything. Most people I know could die tomorrow and I wouldn't give a fuck. I could die tomorrow and nobody would give a fuck.

 

[Ci Jey]

im absolutely alone brother

 

[willystroker]

brutal and relatable. My trash parents were always moving when I was younger as well. Eventually I just gave up on trying to meet anyone because ugly and if moved away, what would the point of it all be?

I fucking despise parents who do that. They don't care about their kids having a social life, they just move for muh job or muh new life regardless of how it impacts the kids. Similarly my mother got bored of my dad so she divorced him and married a rich boomer and moved us to an affluent neighborhoods where there were no other kids. It's really the death blow to being ugly since the only way people will like you is if they've known you since early childhood. Every time you have to start over in a new environment it becomes exponentially harder to form relationships as you get older.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Even when I had friends in my early school days I didn't really fit in with them. They were just the only ones who tolerated me being around. That's why I got sucked into the internet it was the only place I could relate to other people with the same autistic interests. But I never made friends online either, I always played video games alone, was too scared to even use my mic. Loneliness and isolation is the default for me.

yup. My "friendship"s were never deep because my family was too religious and trash/poor. Never went to a friend's house except maybe once or twice. Never had a friend over to my house. None of the people I knew talked to me outside school. I wasn't NT enough, not entertaining enough, nor had any resources/IQ for them to leech anything off me either. In the end, by the time I had become an adult, Isolation had become my normal. And I no longer saw any point in even attempting to make relationships.

Biggest hurdle I always run into, was the process of converting a well known acquaintance into a genuine friend. I never got that part down. And at this point, I don't care to try. My life is already 50% done more or less. All my copes are solitary. I

 

[Transcended Trucel]

I fucking despise parents who do that. They don't care about their kids having a social life, they just move for muh job or muh new life regardless of how it impacts the kids. Similarly my mother got bored of my dad so she divorced him and married a rich boomer and moved us to an affluent neighborhoods where there were no other kids.

My father was and still is a sack of shit. He only cared for himself. He is a filthy slum sewer rat who should have been sterilized. He never got an education till I was already born and thus I had to spend my youth in poverty, always moving between places. My family for evicted a few times. And I had to live in a roach, ghetto nigger infested homeless shelter during my middle School years. completely destroying my confidence and then me being midget on top broke me too hard. I never recovered from it.

Parents who aren't established are scum. They basically fuck over their kid's future and most never feel guilty for even a second.

 

[willystroker]

My father was and still is a sack of shit. He only cared for himself. He is a filthy slum sewer rat who should have been sterilized. He never got an education till I was already born and thus I had to spend my youth in poverty, always moving between places. My family for evicted a few times. And I had to live in a roach, ghetto nigger infested homeless shelter during my middle School years. completely destroying my confidence and then me being midget on top broke me too hard. I never recovered from it.

That's really all life is determined by, who your parents are. Both the genetics and upbringing they provide you. That's why all this bullshit about equality and fairness and justice is pointless. The only way to achieve it would be for everyone to be clones that are raised by the state.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

That's really all life is determined by, who your parents are. Both the genetics and upbringing they provide you. That's why all this bullshit about equality and fairness and justice is pointless. The only way to achieve it would be for everyone to be clones that are raised by the state.

yup the sad truth. Human satisfaction is heavily dependent on being above other humans. We need someone below us. In some ways I have to admire the Hindu caste system. Back then they told the trash their place and never fed them false hope. Our Western societies do the opposite and feed hope (Disney, trickle down economics, self made stories, romance movies ) to everyone. later on when they become an adult, every single dream they've had gets stepped over and completely demolished. this leads to great disappointment. And many cope with drugs. I cope with games and Buddhism.

In the end, I think it would've been better to never have been fed false hope. Disappointment is worse than feeling like genetic trash who has always been doomed and never had hope for even a single second.

 

[willystroker]

yup the sad truth. Human satisfaction is heavily dependent on being above other humans. We need someone below us. In some ways I have to admire the Hindu caste system. Back then they told the trash their place and never fed them false hope. Our Western societies do the opposite and feed hope (Disney, trickle down economics, self made stories, romance movies ) to everyone. later on when they become an adult, every single dream they've had gets stepped over and completely demolished. this leads to great disappointment. And many cope with drugs. I cope with games and Buddhism.

In the end, I think it would've been better to never have been fed false hope. Disappointment is worse than feeling like genetic trash who has always been doomed and never had hope for even a single second.

Brutal truth. Maybe we will reincarnate as chad after making it through this life.

 

[Roidmaxxer]

In all my decades of living. I don't think I have ever felt at home. Felt like I was a part of a group. Felt like I had a brotherhood. Felt like I was a part of a clan. In the end, I have always been alone and will die alone. I don't feel anything meeting any of my relatives. any of my co-workers. Anyone at all basically. In the end I haven't once felt a part of a group. A trucel belongs no where. Even his own family are strangers to him. in the end, I don't think I would shed a single tear if anyone I have ever met or known disappeared. Everyone has always been, will always be, and always is a stranger to me.

Years upon years of isolation lead to such a mindset. But even as a child, I was like this even if to a lesser degree.

I feel the same way, my gaming is my only cope. But it's getting boring now

 

[Blackpill Monk]

In all my decades of living. I don't think I have ever felt at home. Felt like I was a part of a group. Felt like I had a brotherhood. Felt like I was a part of a clan. In the end, I have always been alone and will die alone

I am literally crying as it exactly happens to me

 

[Blackpill Monk]

A trucel belongs no where. Even his own family are strangers to him

 

[Ellsworth]

In school many of the nerds/rejects/losers would hang out together, I wasn’t even accepted in that group.

 

[Ghostface]

im absolutely alone

 

[Michael15651]

I always keep my mouth in social settings when I’m with family because I’m always afraid of saying stupid and I never fit in with people anyways.

 

[Dramus17]

In school many of the nerds/rejects/losers would hang out together, I wasn’t even accepted in that group.

 

[Dramus17]

Never accepted into any group or with any friends, that's how it is for true social outcasts

 

[The Notorious SLAV]

Such is the lonely truecel life.

 

[Asgard]

I get rejected in this forum as well.

 

[sneed (not chuck)]

i am a social drifter.

hide in the toilets in school, have been through 2 care homes (im moving into my third later this year, and then to another 4th planned already)

banned from college, went to 3 schools.

my psycho mother always made us move so on average we spent 1 year in any given place.

longest ive stayed in one home was 3 years

brutal

 

[Ellsworth]

I get rejected in this forum as well.

Just get some anime pfp and you will be a .is Chad.

 

[BarrelStuffer]

Human satisfaction is heavily dependent on being above other humans

wish normies could grasp this

 

[Transcended Trucel]

wish normies could grasp this

many psycho Normies know this truth on a subconscious level. And the most successful Normies(CEOs/executives) absolutely know this truth but don't speak it.