Last Friday I tried to talk to a girl.
I'm not super lacking in confidence but I'm not very attractive. I was at a mall with a friend and he had just told me got a gf, which kind of triggered me. I'm happy for him but I can't help but feel competitive and mad that he got a girl and I didn't. It inspired me to talk to this broad I saw that was by herself, around my age maybe older, sitting at a table near the corner of the food court. She was a frauded MTB. I didn't really see it till I got close but she had some heavy makeup on. She also had a push up bra, her hair was bleached a kind of orange yellow but her brown hair was peeking through the roots, I think she also had on those contacts that make your corneas larger. I tried to calm myself and walk normally but I kind of ended up approaching her in an awkward gait. She seemed pretty nice and I tried striking conversation about the food she was eating. It was going well until I noticed her eyes shifting. They were darting from one end of my face to the other and she seemed to spend a particularly long amount of time on my epicanthal folds. I kind of saw her muttering some words about upper eyelid exposure and then she paused and just said two words, prey eyes. After that she turned her head away as to stop facing me and left without finishing her food.
Brutal.
I'm not super lacking in confidence but I'm not very attractive. I was at a mall with a friend and he had just told me got a gf, which kind of triggered me. I'm happy for him but I can't help but feel competitive and mad that he got a girl and I didn't. It inspired me to talk to this broad I saw that was by herself, around my age maybe older, sitting at a table near the corner of the food court. She was a frauded MTB. I didn't really see it till I got close but she had some heavy makeup on. She also had a push up bra, her hair was bleached a kind of orange yellow but her brown hair was peeking through the roots, I think she also had on those contacts that make your corneas larger. I tried to calm myself and walk normally but I kind of ended up approaching her in an awkward gait. She seemed pretty nice and I tried striking conversation about the food she was eating. It was going well until I noticed her eyes shifting. They were darting from one end of my face to the other and she seemed to spend a particularly long amount of time on my epicanthal folds. I kind of saw her muttering some words about upper eyelid exposure and then she paused and just said two words, prey eyes. After that she turned her head away as to stop facing me and left without finishing her food.
Brutal.
