Total humiliation

[Apex.]

We were doing a practical work in class and it was almost 10AM. A group of normies said out loud that it should be time for a break but the teacher was busy and didn't hear anything, I accidentally looked at them and they all wanted me to tell the teacher it was break time because he was near me. So I turned around and they were all 6 watching me as I was about to ask him. And suddenly, my voice kinda broke under the pressure and I just said something like "sir ?". When I asked him again louder, he looked at me strangely and said yes and when I turned around, all 6 normies were looking at me and seemed completely disappointed while exiting the class. They gave me the "you fucked up, man" energy

My "voicecel" name tag is here for a reason, brocels

 

[KinkyKanga]

"sir ?"

Over.

 

[Starfish]

I can't speak

 

[LesorTHEChubster]

Its like your own body doesn't want you to get any.

I broke down and started hyperventilating while giving a speech in high school. The look of shock and pity andsecondhamd embarrassment from everyone (including the teacher) was soul crushing. She didnt shoo me off to my seat or anything though, made me stay up there and stutter and squeak and stumble thru all 5 minutes. I was never looked at the same by anyone, and I knew I could never ask any of those girls out--whod want to be attached to a guy like me -- fat, incompetent and terrified of living?

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

Do foids really?

 

[over_department]

Brutal voicepill

 

[Apex.]

Its like your own body doesn't want you to get any.

I broke down and started hyperventilating while giving a speech in high school. The look of shock and pity andsecondhamd embarrassment from everyone (including the teacher) was soul crushing. She didnt shoo me off to my seat or anything though, made me stay up there and stutter and squeak and stumble thru all 5 minutes. I was never looked at the same by anyone, and I knew I could never ask any of those girls out--whod want to be attached to a guy like me -- fat, incompetent and terrified of living?

Brutal af. The scene must have been horrible to live.

 

[LesorTHEChubster]

Brutal af. The scene must have been horrible to live.

Yeah. I wasnt excempt from speeches after that either. It was always a crapshoot between "bad but at least i didnt have a nervous breakdown" to "another core memory recognizing yourself as the lowest person in the room/hierarchy by far with no way up."

My bullies took my ability to ever be a leader or lover away from me, just by asking "how are the girls?" and laughing when i couldn't answer. They branded me a loser, and Ive been a loser ever since, a self fulfilled prophecy.

Every time I try to better myself, my true nature is revealed one way or another. Women can just smell the miserable legacy of lonely masturbated smegma on me and know to stay away.