Idk why. Perhaps this is a side effect of doomscrolling tiktok and instagram. I have considered trying to be more thorough and desperate in my search for a gf but I have not had the courage or will to do it. My family isn't much help either since they cannot understand inceldom. My mother will propose just being confident as will my grandparents. Maybe I feel so lonely cause I lost a foid who I never dated or really interacted with. I also feel sad about missing out on the important events in hs.
