copecel2
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And no, it's not a brag post. I'm turning 25 and I feel like I wasted all my youth on nothing. No romantic experiences, no sex, no support, no nothing.
Despite acting like myself, having good hygiene, taking care of myself via gym/diet/reading, despite going outside and talk to people, it feels like nobody is real enough. And I feel like everyone acts the same way, in the same pattern. I'm not sure if they're mean or not, but more like indifferent.
I got robbed of all the pleasant experiences, I'm getting older and for what? The clock is ticking, time flies like a plane, yesterday I was 20, now 25. Fuck.
Despite acting like myself, having good hygiene, taking care of myself via gym/diet/reading, despite going outside and talk to people, it feels like nobody is real enough. And I feel like everyone acts the same way, in the same pattern. I'm not sure if they're mean or not, but more like indifferent.
I got robbed of all the pleasant experiences, I'm getting older and for what? The clock is ticking, time flies like a plane, yesterday I was 20, now 25. Fuck.