SuicideFuel Today I went crazy at my first day at uni

[mentally lost cel 1]

After awhile I started to get disturbed by everyone’s eyes looking at me and started crying and spewing random stuff at everyone, had a terrible panic attack, they put me on ambulance, then to my home


university is such a hell for a mentally lost boy like me


and then my family got angry cuz I was like this not that I have any chance of not being like this ,I wish someone understood me

Online education was so good,I wish to go back ,I can’t go to uni phsically,I wish something very bad happens and we go to online forever , or I’m really gonna drop out cuz of my mental state, everything starts to come at me in a moment I can’t stop it



I just wanna go home and do nothing,I wish things would’ve been different

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

I really want to believe this happened. I seriously do. But i honestly can't

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

I really want to believe this happened. I seriously do. But i honestly can't

No problem bro, it might have some mistakes but all of it happened

 

[Deleted member 36514]

Why were people looking at you?
I believe in you, go to uni so you can get money and escortmaxxx

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Why were people looking at you?

Everyone knows each other except me,I also don’t want to talk to anyone I’m so anxious

uni so you can get money and escortmaxxx

Don’t you think I don’t want it? I want it too much but I can’t ,I literally shake tremble and go insane after awhile

 

[mNFwTJ3wz9]

sad shit ngl.
Have you tried youtube video eye contact maxxing?

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Brutal

sad shit ngl.
Have you tried youtube video eye contact maxxing?

Good option also OP should look into (((Jew Pills))), as some of em can help maybe. I know at least for me Ashwagandha had helped with anxiety.

 

[Deleted member 36783]

Jesus Christ bro that's terrible
I can somewhat relate to this because I dropped out of school for similar reasons I really dont like people around me
us incels are born different man we are a different species more a failure in design. On top of being ugly we prefer loneliness. I wish things were different but its just how we are we cant change our personality just like how we cant change our bones

 

[BlackPilledNeet]

University is hell. Full of soys and libtards...Pure hell

 

[Izayacel]

People can get anxious or self aware around Others

See people for what They are : Fucking Shits that Love to Shit On Others who arent Shitters

Ala disgusting and Bland.

Do you Go groceries Shopping ? Just Imagine Uni Like a grocery Store , people Dont give a Shit and so should you.

Anyways , Just My 2 Cents

@Mentally lost cel

 

[Escthectrler]

Get out of college

 

[theundeadburg]

Brutal

Good option also OP should look into (((Jew Pills))), as some of em can help maybe. I know at least for me Ashwagandha had helped with anxiety.

sad shit ngl.
Have you tried youtube video eye contact maxxing?

Eye contact maxxing? What's that?

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Do you Go groceries Shopping ? Just Imagine Uni Like a grocery Store , people Dont give a Shit and so should you.

I’m pretty chill in every other way except a social situation place like uni or work,I lose my shit

sad shit ngl.
Have you tried youtube video eye contact maxxing?

what’s that

Damn, you basically ruined your reputation if this is true... you started spouting nonsense and cried untill an ambulance took you away... over even if you do go back, if you thought the stares were bad then... fuck.

Seriously if you had just kept to yourself the next day would have been completely different.

You fucked up.

Yeah lol I don’t give a fuck, whatever

Jesus Christ bro that's terrible
I can somewhat relate to this because I dropped out of school for similar reasons I really dont like people around me
us incels are born different man we are a different species more a failure in design. On top of being ugly we prefer loneliness. I wish things were different but its just how we are we cant change our personality just like how we cant change our bones

Yep,I hate People being around me

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Get out of college

OP should look into vocational school or blue collar jobs possibly. maybe they suit him better. They also tend to be 80-95% men.

 

[Emba]

Good work bro!


Yer neet check is in the mail!!!

 

[OscarAllius]

is there any uni that has online classes, or some associate or technical degree that is online? here where i live there are a lot that do this

 

[Reprobus]

Damn, you basically ruined your reputation if this is true... you started spouting nonsense and cried untill an ambulance took you away... over even if you do go back, if you thought the stares were bad then... fuck.

Seriously if you had just kept to yourself the next day would have been completely different.

You fucked up.

 

[mNFwTJ3wz9]

Eye contact maxxing? What's that?

what’s that

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=eye+contact+practice

there are videos with guys, but the ones with foids are on top

Also have you tried wearing shades?
It makes me feel a lot more comfortable if people can't see my eyes.

 

[K9Otaku]

After awhile I started to get disturbed by everyone’s eyes looking at me and started crying and spewing random stuff at everyone, had a terrible panic attack, they put me on ambulance, then to my home


university is such a hell for a mentally lost boy like me


and then my family got angry cuz I was like this not that I have any chance of not being like this ,I wish someone understood me

Online education was so good,I wish to go back ,I can’t go to uni phsically,I wish something very bad happens and we go to online forever , or I’m really gonna drop out cuz of my mental state, everything starts to come at me in a moment I can’t stop it



I just wanna go home and do nothing,I wish things would’ve been different

Pretty sad, bro. I feel for you.

Take your time and relax. Stay at home and chill. Forget about college for the moment

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

is there any uni that has online classes, or some associate or technical degree that is online? here where i live there are a lot that do this

That sounds really good

Pretty sad, bro. I feel for you.

Take your time and relax. Stay at home and chill. Forget about college for the moment

I will

 

[Deleted member 34301]

Jesis christ I feel bad for you. If this happens to you it's pretty much over because you will be ostracized and excluded by your classmates and you will have 0 social life.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Jesis christ I feel bad for you. If this happens to you it's pretty much over because you will be ostracized and excluded by your classmates and you will have 0 social life.

Yeah I know ,I have zero social life for a long time, not that I want any social life,I just want to rest

 

[NorthernWind]

Nigga, never cry on public. Never.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Nigga, never cry on public. Never.

Bro I was shaking and shit, not up to me sadly ,I thought I was gonna die ,I have serious mental health stuff

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

What’s so funny retard

 

[Deleted member 36565]

What’s so funny retard

I just made same thread but I'm in my second year and I got 0 replies

 

[cvury]

What happened when you returned the next day did anyone say anything

 

[Deleted member 34301]

Yeah I know ,I have zero social life for a long time, not that I want any social life,I just want to rest

I basically had 0 friends in 6 years of uni and always isolated myself in my room. I feel like the same fate awaits you

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

I just made same thread but I'm in my second year and I got 0 replies

This stuff happens to me every year since 2015,it never gets better

What happened when you returned the next day did anyone say anything

I didn’t go,and I don’t want to ,I think I might kill or hurt someone if I go no kidding , my hands are shaking and I’m getting into psychosis

I basically had 0 friends in 6 years of uni and always isolated myself in my room. I feel like the same fate awaits you

lol yeah I doubt I’ll finish tho either way I’m stuck for the rest of my life in the uni

 

[K9Otaku]

After awhile I started to get disturbed by everyone’s eyes looking at me and started crying and spewing random stuff at everyone, had a terrible panic attack, they put me on ambulance, then to my home


university is such a hell for a mentally lost boy like me


and then my family got angry cuz I was like this not that I have any chance of not being like this ,I wish someone understood me

Online education was so good,I wish to go back ,I can’t go to uni phsically,I wish something very bad happens and we go to online forever , or I’m really gonna drop out cuz of my mental state, everything starts to come at me in a moment I can’t stop it



I just wanna go home and do nothing,I wish things would’ve been different

How are you feeling now about that? Any better?

 

[HeroinNihilism]

State colleges do the online classes more often, universities want people on campus because it brings business to the towns

 

[SirIncel]

Username checks out.

 

[mortyposter]

It's impossible to get laid in college if you're a 5/10 , 5'11" white male.

 

[blackpillistruth]

It's impossible to get laid in college if you're a 5/10 , 5'11" white male.

Go kys faggot I’m glad you got banned

 

[nice_try]

You start crying and they had to put you in an ambulance because people were looking at you?
This has to be a larp.
If not, get help asap.

 

[Lycan]

brutal if true, university is just npcs, normies, foids, simps, and libshits.

 

[lonelycurry26]

In which country do you live?

In germany university is hell for ugly (ethnic) men.

 

[Lycan]

Nigga, never cry on public. Never.

also this is true. it's hard not to i know but try your best

you kinda fucked up man like if you thought people staring at you was bad now you're gonna be known as the kid who went apeshit and had to get an ambulance called on him, good luck brocel.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

also this is true. it's hard not to i know but try your best

you kinda fucked up man like if you thought people staring at you was bad now you're gonna be known as the kid who went apeshit and had to get an ambulance called on him, good luck brocel.

Yeah who gives a fuck

Hope you get raped by gorillas

What happened about him

You start crying and they had to put you in an ambulance because people were looking at you?
This has to be a larp.
If not, get help asap.

Gtfo

In which country do you live?

In germany university is hell for ugly (ethnic) men.

It’s just the same everywhere

brutal if true, university is just npcs, normies, foids, simps, and libshits.

Yeah sadly it wasn’t that before it was a place for us

 

[BITG]

Top Kek. This is what I would expect from one of us

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Top Kek. This is what I would expect from one of us

Yeah

 

[ArabSander]

Damn if that happened to me i'll rope in a game (DON'T). Find someone you can talk to this might help you

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Damn if that happened to me i'll rope in a game (DON'T). Find someone you can talk to this might help you

I don’t have anyone to talk,I ain’t gonna rope, I’m just going insane

 

[ArabSander]

I don’t have anyone to talk,I ain’t gonna rope, I’m just going insane

Then find someone make some friends, even if you get rejected believe me, staying without no friends will make things worse

 

[Deleted member 38576]

After awhile I started to get disturbed by everyone’s eyes looking at me and started crying and spewing random stuff at everyone, had a terrible panic attack, they put me on ambulance, then to my home


university is such a hell for a mentally lost boy like me


and then my family got angry cuz I was like this not that I have any chance of not being like this ,I wish someone understood me

Online education was so good,I wish to go back ,I can’t go to uni phsically,I wish something very bad happens and we go to online forever , or I’m really gonna drop out cuz of my mental state, everything starts to come at me in a moment I can’t stop it



I just wanna go home and do nothing,I wish things would’ve been different

This is so relatable to me. I used to cry in school everyday and people would always stare at me and ask what was wrong with me or shout at me. It was such a traumatising experience. Nobody wanted to talk to me or be near me everyone thought i was a loser. Now i dont go to school and I think about roping all the time.

 

[Hate_my_life]

What course are you doing?

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Then find someone make some friends,

?????? Just make friends bro!! People are evil

This is so relatable to me. I used to cry in school everyday and people would always stare at me and ask what was wrong with me or shout at me. It was such a traumatising experience. Nobody wanted to talk to me or be near me everyone thought i was a loser. Now i dont go to school and I think about roping all the time.

Relatable

What course are you doing?

Hardest Engineering