Every few weeks I go to the arcade at the mall just because why the hell not, I mean what else is there to do with my life and youth.
But Am already desensitized to all the foids walking around so I don’t really care.
But am Completely invisible this time, my acne has cleared up so I didn’t really get any faces of disgust or people looking at me like I am some sort of rapist/terrorist. If you have even the slightest of acne you’ll get all sorts of disgusted looks. But today i was Just invisible, nonexistent to anyone or anything. I simply don’t exist
Anyway when I got to the arcade the dumbass VR didn’t work so I played “the house of the dead 5” instead. While playing I had this strange realization, “Waifus are better…”
Now in the game there’s a female character named Kate green. Now Kate green isn’t a Waifu of mine. However, Lisa Rogan from “the house of the dead 3” is, Lisa rogan is my second Waifu so I guess it’s pretty close.
But at some point I decided to walk around the mall again and I realized how pointless wanting an actual female is.
Like what’s even the point? Am too lost in my own head to hold conversations with anybody, I couldn’t even imagine talking to a female, like what’s there to even talk about?”
How the hell do I even go about getting one anyway? Like nigga I go up to one of theses females and am either getting filmed and posted on TikTok or am getting permanently banned for “harassment”.
I mean how? No It doesn’t matter because my life is a mess anyway.
The Last of my concerns
There’s 23 years old that got paths toward lots of things and some of them even have their own high paying careers and even their own families with their own kids, a “life” you would call it
Meanwhile there’s me, the 23 year old guy realizing that he only has a few Family members and his two Waifus and no ability to do anything with my life.
TLDR (Jill valentine and Lisa rogan are superior to actual IRL females and my life is a big mess that I can’t fix due to my looks and mental problems)
But Am already desensitized to all the foids walking around so I don’t really care.
But am Completely invisible this time, my acne has cleared up so I didn’t really get any faces of disgust or people looking at me like I am some sort of rapist/terrorist. If you have even the slightest of acne you’ll get all sorts of disgusted looks. But today i was Just invisible, nonexistent to anyone or anything. I simply don’t exist
Anyway when I got to the arcade the dumbass VR didn’t work so I played “the house of the dead 5” instead. While playing I had this strange realization, “Waifus are better…”
Now in the game there’s a female character named Kate green. Now Kate green isn’t a Waifu of mine. However, Lisa Rogan from “the house of the dead 3” is, Lisa rogan is my second Waifu so I guess it’s pretty close.
But at some point I decided to walk around the mall again and I realized how pointless wanting an actual female is.
Like what’s even the point? Am too lost in my own head to hold conversations with anybody, I couldn’t even imagine talking to a female, like what’s there to even talk about?”
How the hell do I even go about getting one anyway? Like nigga I go up to one of theses females and am either getting filmed and posted on TikTok or am getting permanently banned for “harassment”.
I mean how? No It doesn’t matter because my life is a mess anyway.
The Last of my concerns
There’s 23 years old that got paths toward lots of things and some of them even have their own high paying careers and even their own families with their own kids, a “life” you would call it
Meanwhile there’s me, the 23 year old guy realizing that he only has a few Family members and his two Waifus and no ability to do anything with my life.
TLDR (Jill valentine and Lisa rogan are superior to actual IRL females and my life is a big mess that I can’t fix due to my looks and mental problems)
