I came back from classes today and I was hungry so I went to the chicken shop to pick up lunch. Before I even entered, I saw a Somali girl inside there talking with her friend. Immediately upon seeing me she adopted an expression of disgust with wide eyes. I went inside and they both stopped talking and made it clear to me they didn't approve of my presence.
This is normal behaviour. I get treated like this in public quite often because I am a 5'3 black Somali kid with glasses. It hurt me though because they were my looksmatch basically, albeit slightly overweight ;They were two somali girls with glasses and a hijab.
While I ordered and waited for my food to arrive, they fucking started talking about what kind of boys they liked loud enough for me to hear. It was then I heard them talk about whether they'd prefer a "tall mid guy" in their own words or short. And they chose the former and began laughing.
It then made sense to me why they were looking at me with disdain as I entered. I already knew this, but they were judging me on my physical appearance and now vocalising it because they were low inhib and didn't give a shit.
Somali Girls that were fat and had glasses themselves were harping on about how they wouldn't dare date ugly guys and that they preferred cute ones. I was listening but then they started to whisper to each other. Since I was short myself there and they were discussing outloud the importance of height in a guy they were no doubt talking about me.
I recieved my food and got ready to leave but they were blocking my way at the door. I attempted to make my way past and they were laughing and scoffing at me. I wished I did something to stand up for myself but I couldn't. I just wanted to go home with my food and I had to go through this shit. As I left, they were saying "do you know him" and I left quickly cuz I knew they would immediately start talking shit about me once I wasnt around to hear any of it.
I got blackpilled straight from the landwhales mouth. I can't cope with this anymore. They will grow up to become Somali moms like my mother and lie to their subhuman kids about the importance of looks and how personality is more important. Just like my mother did when I told her about this situation.
I just don't fucking learn, do I?!
