SuicideFuel Today I got into my old Facebook account from highschool and it made me miserable as a 31yo KHHV

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Every couple of months I get an email notification from some fucker who tries to log into my old Facebook account or reset its password. Today I had a bit of time and I reset my password and enabled 2FA. Should be good now.

But I also browsed my old account feed for a bit and everything is unrecognizable.

Almost all foids are now married and they took their husband's name, I had trouble recognizing them. Not only are the foids married, they have children now. Facebook also showed me highlight posts from the past, and it was a bunch of wedding and baby shower posts. I also saw similar posts from some of the HTN and Chadlite classmates.

I cannot begin to describe how much of a failed subhuman trash I felt like seeing how much my former classmates advanced while I am still KHHV in my 30s. I cannot believe this. This has been my entire life, yet I still cannot believe it is happening to me.

I fucking hate how EASY it is the foids to find someone and get married. I am consumed with RAGE and ENVY. I've seen a lot of low tier Beckies getting married. For the male classmates, only the HTNs and Chadlites seem to have had some success, of course

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

brutal.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Normies and feminists want DESPERATELY to gaslight you into thinking ''ACKSHUALLY, IT IS DIFFICULT FOR WOMEN TO FIND A PARTNER TOO '', but the ''difficulty'' for foids refers to them having to sift through a lot of non-Chad subhumans.

Meanwhile, the difficulty for men refers to not being able to find ANYTHING AT ALL.

It is so easy for foids to do anything. If they want a relationship, they will get into one the same day.

 

[aryanmikmaq]

Normies and feminists want DESPERATELY to gaslight you into thinking ''ACKSHUALLY, IT IS DIFFICULT FOR WOMEN TO FIND A PARTNER TOO '', but the ''difficulty'' for foids refers to them having to sift through a lot of non-Chad subhumans.

Meanwhile, the difficulty for men refers to not being able to find ANYTHING AT ALL.

It is so easy for foids to do anything. If they want a relationship, they will get into one the same day.

 

[aryanmikmaq]

brutal.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Rage and envy are eating away at me...

I was born ugly, and now I will live my entire life without experiencing love and affection from women...

I will never have a wife in a white wedding dress because I was born ugly. Women cannot love ugly men, That's it for me, I've been doomed since the beginning

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

To foids, finding a man is like 2 + 2.

To ugly subhumans, finding a woman is like solving an unsolvable math problem.

 

[aryanmikmaq]

Rage and envy are eating away at me...

I was born ugly, and now I will live my entire life without experiencing love and affection from women...

I will never have a wife in a white wedding dress because I was born ugly. Women cannot love ugly men, That's it for me, I've been doomed since the beginning

 

[aryanmikmaq]

To foids, finding a man is like 2 + 2.

To ugly subhumans, finding a woman is like solving an unsolvable math problem.

 

[Grodd]

Rage and envy are eating away at me...

I was born ugly, and now I will live my entire life without experiencing love and affection from women...

I will never have a wife in a white wedding dress because I was born ugly. Women cannot love ugly men, That's it for me, I've been doomed since the beginning

 

[sk.feelsdevil]

Bruutal. That is why I have deleted my old school related social media. I have new accounts for everything so that I will not rope.

 

[Cuckoja]

Very relatable. When i was 33 and decided to look up my ex classmates, they all do fine, live lives i cannot even dream about.

 

[Cuckoja]

Especially the girls, few which i liked, had huge crush for years. Now all married to guys that mog me into suicide.

 

[ColderManTruce]

Never began.

 

[Mr.Breb]

if it helps you as lifefuel.
It's possible some of those foids have incels sons.
So they will have to bear with a son who will probably lock up in his room for the rest of his life since teenage

 

[oofy reborn]

Rage and envy are eating away at me...

I was born ugly, and now I will live my entire life without experiencing love and affection from women...

I will never have a wife in a white wedding dress because I was born ugly. Women cannot love ugly men, That's it for me, I've been doomed since the beginning

 

[Sasukecel]

That is brutal

 

[kruffy]

Normies and feminists want DESPERATELY to gaslight you into thinking ''ACKSHUALLY, IT IS DIFFICULT FOR WOMEN TO FIND A PARTNER TOO '', but the ''difficulty'' for foids refers to them having to sift through a lot of non-Chad subhumans.

The most common saying I've seen recently is that "men are dying of thirst in a desert and women are drowning in a swamp" which is fucking retarded. For women it's just picking the best one, for men its holding onto whatever the fuck we can get and hoping that she's not shit (giving her every chance we can) and if she is then it's back to the loneliness and hoping the next one (if there is a next one) isn't also shit.

Oh, and what I said above for men only applies to normies. Your a below average man? Unless you've got a good playing job then good luck, your fucked. This is not at all the case for the below average woman.

They have it so easy.

 

[RottingMentalIago]

the ''difficulty'' for foids refers to them having to sift through a lot of non-Chad subhumans

 

[Ricecel Sungnodius]

have children now

Don't know why so many people have children these days. It seems like a massive waste of money and effort. Where I live, it costs about 20k per year to raise a child.

Mabey to give their lives meaning?

 

[mariomariuss]

Every couple of months I get an email notification from some fucker who tries to log into my old Facebook account or reset its password. Today I had a bit of time and I reset my password and enabled 2FA. Should be good now.

But I also browsed my old account feed for a bit and everything is unrecognizable.

Almost all foids are now married and they took their husband's name, I had trouble recognizing them. Not only are the foids married, they have children now. Facebook also showed me highlight posts from the past, and it was a bunch of wedding and baby shower posts. I also saw similar posts from some of the HTN and Chadlite classmates.

I cannot begin to describe how much of a failed subhuman trash I felt like seeing how much my former classmates advanced while I am still KHHV in my 30s. I cannot believe this. This has been my entire life, yet I still cannot believe it is happening to me.

I fucking hate how EASY it is the foids to find someone and get married. I am consumed with RAGE and ENVY. I've seen a lot of low tier Beckies getting married. For the male classmates, only the HTNs and Chadlites seem to have had some success, of course

brutal asf dude

 

[antisocialcel]

Fucking brutal. I don't have the courage to log into my old account or even look at these people's profiles. I did it once a few years after graduating high school and I regret it to this day.

Over.

 

[Eastwest404]

Good that I don't have social media anymore

 

[froggerwhitecunt]

Every couple of months I get an email notification from some fucker who tries to log into my old Facebook account or reset its password. Today I had a bit of time and I reset my password and enabled 2FA. Should be good now.

But I also browsed my old account feed for a bit and everything is unrecognizable.

Almost all foids are now married and they took their husband's name, I had trouble recognizing them. Not only are the foids married, they have children now. Facebook also showed me highlight posts from the past, and it was a bunch of wedding and baby shower posts. I also saw similar posts from some of the HTN and Chadlite classmates.

I cannot begin to describe how much of a failed subhuman trash I felt like seeing how much my former classmates advanced while I am still KHHV in my 30s. I cannot believe this. This has been my entire life, yet I still cannot believe it is happening to me.

I fucking hate how EASY it is the foids to find someone and get married. I am consumed with RAGE and ENVY. I've seen a lot of low tier Beckies getting married. For the male classmates, only the HTNs and Chadlites seem to have had some success, of course

Yeah I found an old one recently and and I coulda had girlfriend back then but I screwed it up. I was so drugged up psych drugs back then though I don't think I was capable of acting normal around people. I was to zombified to care about anything including myself. I never showered on that stuff and would get dread locks in my hair. God i get filled with rage when I think about that period of my life. Why im a sociopath

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

Yup, this hurts a lot, when you start to stalk and see everyone doing their life ok.
At certain age, when you start to lose your hope at all, you start transcending from human into lost soul in your internal purgatory.
You're not a human anymore, but you still have human flesh. You haven't human experience, but you still have human desires.
Why i still have desires? Why my body still thinks that i should need them?

 

[soft]

Yup, this hurts a lot, when you start to stalk and see everyone doing their life ok.
At certain age, when you start to lose your hope at all, you start transcending from human into lost soul in your internal purgatory.
You're not a human anymore, but you still have human flesh. You haven't human experience, but you still have human desires.
Why i still have desires? Why my body still thinks that i should need them?

Been feeling a lot like this lately. The person I was, with hopes and dreams, and everything that makes up humanity, I left that person behind long ago. Now all that's left is a meat robot. But obviously I'm still here, still behind the point of view of this body. So rather I think that humanity was stripped away from me. Maybe there are people out there who enjoy crushing others' souls, because they themselves have none. Through humiliation, they want you to abandon your soul and join the ranks of NPCs.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

Been feeling a lot like this lately. The person I was, with hopes and dreams, and everything that makes up humanity, I left that person behind long ago. Now all that's left is a meat robot. But obviously I'm still here, still behind the point of view of this body. So rather I think that humanity was stripped away from me. Maybe there are people out there who enjoy crushing others' souls, because they themselves have none. Through humiliation, they want you to abandon your soul and join the ranks of NPCs.

Argh, i crave so much of meaning of life - however envy, misery, hopelesness crushes me so bad that i can't live properly. I get better when shutting in, but obviously i have to go to work, groceries etc. - and then i see people, happy couples, children, foids unbothered by anything, or having such minor problems.
I hate this, envy is bad and devastating, but i simply can't ignore that, and my brain automatically injects hatred in me due to this envy.
I wish i couldn't watch all of them. I'm often dreaming about fleeing ast some kind of arctic desolace, like a Svalbard, Iceland, Kamchatka etc. - just to freeze in loneliness, but not being a loner at the same time.

 

[Maikowski]

i went to an incel high school so probably nobody from my school got married. I never had facebook so I don't know for sure

 

[Cuckoja]

Yup, this hurts a lot, when you start to stalk and see everyone doing their life ok.
At certain age, when you start to lose your hope at all, you start transcending from human into lost soul in your internal purgatory.
You're not a human anymore, but you still have human flesh. You haven't human experience, but you still have human desires.
Why i still have desires? Why my body still thinks that i should need them?

Very relatable. Sometimes i wonder why i still desire relationship so much, when i dont even act human. Dont feel human. Im like a weird observing specie, walking around and being left out of everything. Lately i even have trouble saying simple hello to foids, they make me so nervous. I dont even need to like them.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

You're not a human anymore, but you still have human flesh.

All I have is my soul, imprisoned by ugly meat. But the soul does not actually matter. Soul does not make you human. You are only human if other humans treat you like a human.

The person I was, with hopes and dreams, and everything that makes up humanity

It has always been a cope illusion. No hopes of dreams for ugly men. There cannot be hope. I cannot step foot outside without humans reacting violently to me, I can't live in peace.

i went to an incel high school

What is an incel high school? A high school in a poor area?

Sometimes i wonder why i still desire relationship so much

It is the proof of having a soul. Unfortunately, having a soul does not matter, which is something I painfully realized.

 

[Cuckoja]

It is the proof of having a soul. Unfortunately, having a soul does not matter, which is something I painfully realized.

Well said brocel

 

[ThePornographer]

Sometimes i have that vicious weird wish to discover what people i knew from highschool have become.

Then i remember im a neet incel so i just know it's better for my mental health to not know.

 

[soft]

Sometimes i have that vicious weird wish to discover what people i knew from highschool have become.

Then i remember im a neet incel so i just know it's better for my mental health to not know.

The people who bullied me now own businesses and employ losers like me. I'm not glad to know that.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

it's better for my mental health to not know

 

[Maikowski]

What is an incel high school? A high school in a poor area?

all indians, ethnics, and ricecels

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

It’s surreal watching everyone move through the default human experience while you’re permanently excluded from it. Honestly, I’m still relatively young, but the sights I’ve been forced to endure, all while I suffer every day, have been nothing short of brutal. Men like us have simply been cast aside—left to wither and rot, confined to a state of meaninglessness while everyone else saunters down paths of delight and pleasure. I can’t imagine how brutal it must be when you’re as old as you are.