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I told a foid from my class who's closer to him that I wished all professors were like him: both good at teaching and good-hearted when correcting our tests and assignments and giving us grades. She completed what I said saying he's also smart, knowledgeable, cool, etc etc. She said he has no defects, but then remembered one: she said he was a pervert.
- A pervert? I asked. She then proceeded to tell me about how his girlfriend was 14 by the time they started their relationship (still going on to this day) and he was already in his twenties, finishing college. He's in his early to mid 30s or something now.
I got swarmed by ambivalent feelings. On one hand, based. The guy is really the best professor I've ever had classes with, extremely knowledgeable and a total bro, not surprising that he's also a patrician when it comes to tastes for women and knows getting into a relationship with a girl while she's still young is the way to go. I felt happy for him.
On the other hand, though, it's difficult not to feel sad comparing myself to him. Yes, he's more of an intellectual that I am, and more academically accomplished, of course, but this isn't the part that makes me feel bad. I can't really envy him for that because getting on his level is just a matter of reading and studying more. I was the student who spoke the most during his classes, we always had very enriching discussions whenever he talked about philosophy (his formation).
But he's good-looking. Full head of hair, squarish skull, full beard, nothing wrong with his face. White. I'd say 6,5-7/10. Borderline Chadlite.
I know for sure that the only thing between me and a similar experience of getting a 14 yo girlfriend (which is legal here, mind you) is my looks. If he had my looks, he wouldn't have gotten her, and if I had his, I would. Her or a similar girl, for that matter. It's as simple as that. I could have been him with looks. I'm doing my graduation while older, but I did another one, so yeah, at a point, I was a ~20 yo college student just like him, only without a 14 yo girlfriend, of course.
I would be the perfect boyfriend for a girl that age. I would help her with English and other subjects at school. I would be super patient while deflowering her, stopping and resuming it how many times it was necessary. I would shower her with love and support. I would have no problems talking to her parents, I can imagine the chitchat about day to day stuff, politics, soccer, whatever. I'm NT. The only thing between me and this is looks. Maybe age, but this is also contained in "looks", and like I already said, I was 20 something at a point as well and didn't get my 14 yo girlfriend either.
I feel like I have absolutely everything I need to do what I want to do, but let some bureaucratic paper drop in my way to do it, and that's why I can't. That metaphorical paper is looks.
Also worth mentioning is that a bald old professor we had last semester used to call the female students "dear" and many girls from my class were very triggered and upset by it, but this Chadlite professor does exactly the same and no one at all complained. Some foids even went to hug him to say goodbye today, as it was our last class. JFL.
Everything is about looks. This is so fucking sad. I get why lookism talk annoys people, it completely destroys the illusions and narratives they build in their heads. "Oh, I like this person because he/she is kind, intelligent and funny". No, bitch, you like that person because of his/her LOOKS. All else is just secondary shit amplified by the halo effect.
- A pervert? I asked. She then proceeded to tell me about how his girlfriend was 14 by the time they started their relationship (still going on to this day) and he was already in his twenties, finishing college. He's in his early to mid 30s or something now.
I got swarmed by ambivalent feelings. On one hand, based. The guy is really the best professor I've ever had classes with, extremely knowledgeable and a total bro, not surprising that he's also a patrician when it comes to tastes for women and knows getting into a relationship with a girl while she's still young is the way to go. I felt happy for him.
On the other hand, though, it's difficult not to feel sad comparing myself to him. Yes, he's more of an intellectual that I am, and more academically accomplished, of course, but this isn't the part that makes me feel bad. I can't really envy him for that because getting on his level is just a matter of reading and studying more. I was the student who spoke the most during his classes, we always had very enriching discussions whenever he talked about philosophy (his formation).
But he's good-looking. Full head of hair, squarish skull, full beard, nothing wrong with his face. White. I'd say 6,5-7/10. Borderline Chadlite.
I know for sure that the only thing between me and a similar experience of getting a 14 yo girlfriend (which is legal here, mind you) is my looks. If he had my looks, he wouldn't have gotten her, and if I had his, I would. Her or a similar girl, for that matter. It's as simple as that. I could have been him with looks. I'm doing my graduation while older, but I did another one, so yeah, at a point, I was a ~20 yo college student just like him, only without a 14 yo girlfriend, of course.
I would be the perfect boyfriend for a girl that age. I would help her with English and other subjects at school. I would be super patient while deflowering her, stopping and resuming it how many times it was necessary. I would shower her with love and support. I would have no problems talking to her parents, I can imagine the chitchat about day to day stuff, politics, soccer, whatever. I'm NT. The only thing between me and this is looks. Maybe age, but this is also contained in "looks", and like I already said, I was 20 something at a point as well and didn't get my 14 yo girlfriend either.
I feel like I have absolutely everything I need to do what I want to do, but let some bureaucratic paper drop in my way to do it, and that's why I can't. That metaphorical paper is looks.
Also worth mentioning is that a bald old professor we had last semester used to call the female students "dear" and many girls from my class were very triggered and upset by it, but this Chadlite professor does exactly the same and no one at all complained. Some foids even went to hug him to say goodbye today, as it was our last class. JFL.
Everything is about looks. This is so fucking sad. I get why lookism talk annoys people, it completely destroys the illusions and narratives they build in their heads. "Oh, I like this person because he/she is kind, intelligent and funny". No, bitch, you like that person because of his/her LOOKS. All else is just secondary shit amplified by the halo effect.
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