Ayala
Greycel
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- Joined
- Jun 19, 2018
- Posts
- 9
This is something I’ve always considered doing but never actually did. I’m like, “why should I have to pay when others are literally fucking for free?” But today after a little over two years of thinking about it, actually pulled the trigger. I’m not going to say that I regret doing it now that I did but it kind of sucked. The girl wasn’t landwhale, she was chubbier than her pics showed though. She was also not the most attractive. Maybe that’s what through it off, idk. I enetered the apartment, said hi to her roommate and then she took me to the bedroom, stripped down and then just let me do whatever. I didn’t really know what to do so I condomed up and started pumping. IMHO it was worse than fapping. With fapping, I can focus on the head of my cock and I can get off quick. This was just meh. There wasn’t any “wetness,” etc. But I think what really killed me was being aware of the true lack of interest. You always hear stories of passion and love and etc, I pumped an escort that had her eyes closed pretty much the whole time and even though she made little moans etc, I know it was faked and she had a job to do. It was like fapping my entire cock with a nontight hand and no lube/lotion wrapped in a condom. Basically it felt like my fleshlight. Wouldn’t exactly recommend. It’s overrated. I didn’t even cum! I think in my head I was asking myself what the fuck I was doing. This is just my personal experience but even touching/seeing a vagina wasn’t exactly what I expected. I would like to hear from some people that maybe tried this route and had a different experience but genuinely I just wanted to let the cels know that this maybe not the right route to go. It sucks. It does. Trust me I know, I’m a 22yo blackcel with a 6in dick and a 3/10 appearance. I’d recommend just waiting on a better opportunity than escortcelling. Maybe Dolls, etc. I’m sticking to porn.