It's Over today i actually saw my reflection in the mirror...

[NearestNeighbor]

and holy fuck how horrendous i am.
When i get in front of a mirror i "disconnect" my brain to not think about how i look, but today i decided to actually see myself, even from the side with the help of another mirror, and when i realized that's how i really look like, that THAT THING was ME, so much rage built up in me that i wanted to break everything, i punched the walls, the bed, the closet the pillows and i screamed and i wanted to fucking rip my face off.

Why am i like this? why the receding hairline and thinning hairs? why the weak jaw? why my eyes are small and i have eyebags and dark circles so big that it seems i never slept in my entire life? why the fuck my head is so asymmetrical? why am i only 5'7''? and my body is mid and i am a bit hairy and my dick is average at best? and why the way i am is considered ugly?
FUCK THIS WORLD, FUCK THE FOIDS, FUCK THE BLUEPILLED CUCKS BETA AND NORMIES AND FUCK THE CHADS
fuck everyone who rejected me and who will reject me.

From the moment i was born it was already decided that there is no place for me in this world, the only reason i still am a "member of the society" is because i study otherwise i would be a fucking NEET, but it doesnt really matter since not only i am ugly but i stutter too so after i graduate my life is over.
Foids dont want me, employers dont want me, my family dont want me, no one wants me, and it's only because of things i have no control over
THIS. IS. NOT. FAIR.

 

[Moggedbyeveryone]

Relatable.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

and holy fuck how horrendous i am.
When i get in front of a mirror i "disconnect" my brain to not think about how i look, but today i decided to actually see myself, even from the side with the help of another mirror, and when i realized that's how i really look like, that THAT THING was ME, so much rage built up in me that i wanted to break everything, i punched the walls, the bed, the closet the pillows and i screamed and i wanted to fucking rip my face off.

Relatable. It simply fills with such great despair whenever I lay my eyes upon my face; I can't believe I have been cursed with such horrible genetics, condemned to live a life of suffering and loneliness.

 

[over_department]

>wake up
>go to bathroom
>look in the mirror
>day ruined

 

[NearestNeighbor]

>wake up
>go to bathroom
>look in the mirror
>day ruined

so fucking real

 

[RottingMentalIago]

why my eyes are small and i have eyebags and dark circles so big that it seems i never slept in my entire life?

Autism.

It’s now established that an integral part of the autistic phenotype is deep set eyes which therefore look smaller than normie eyes, which create an illusion of a larger forehead and which causes the creases starting at the top of the nose and going diagonally down the cheek (called the tear trough line).


This is why you can usually tell a Sperg from a photo alone.

 

[KHVbrowniod]

and holy fuck how horrendous i am.
When i get in front of a mirror i "disconnect" my brain to not think about how i look, but today i decided to actually see myself, even from the side with the help of another mirror, and when i realized that's how i really look like, that THAT THING was ME, so much rage built up in me that i wanted to break everything, i punched the walls, the bed, the closet the pillows and i screamed and i wanted to fucking rip my face off.

Why am i like this? why the receding hairline and thinning hairs? why the weak jaw? why my eyes are small and i have eyebags and dark circles so big that it seems i never slept in my entire life? why the fuck my head is so asymmetrical? why am i only 5'7''? and my body is mid and i am a bit hairy and my dick is average at best? and why the way i am is considered ugly?
FUCK THIS WORLD, FUCK THE FOIDS, FUCK THE BLUEPILLED CUCKS BETA AND NORMIES AND FUCK THE CHADS
fuck everyone who rejected me and who will reject me.

From the moment i was born it was already decided that there is no place for me in this world, the only reason i still am a "member of the society" is because i study otherwise i would be a fucking NEET, but it doesnt really matter since not only i am ugly but i stutter too so after i graduate my life is over.
Foids dont want me, employers dont want me, my family dont want me, no one wants me, and it's only because of things i have no control over
THIS. IS. NOT. FAIR.

i feel u

 

[NoNameMan3789]

>просыпаться
>иди в ванную
>посмотри в зеркало
>день испорчен

 

[DutchCel01]

I hols my hand before my face every single time i have to look in the mirror. Legit every single time you guys dont understand

 

[Caichan]

 

[Notkev]

>wake up
>go to bathroom
>look in the mirror
>day ruined

Story of my life

 

[Ricecel Sungnodius]

Don't know why, but looking at myself in the mirror feels akward.

 

[Animecel2D]

It is the worst part of the day for me