Today after work al my co-workers gatherd in the kantine (they are all female). Anyway so we were waiting there to go outside (store was closed). I was thirsty so i wanted to drink a bit of cold water. But there was a new girl standing infront of the watermachine. I went behind her and said excuse me can i use it. She stood still and didnt move..
I had to tap water without touching that skank.
Anyway i was in a uncomfortable postion. And i saw from my eyecorner that she was looking at me for like 20 second. She looked straight at my face with anger/disgust or whatsoever.
I was too pussy to say something but godd damn i would smack that bitch in to another dimension.
Another femal co-worker noticed the staring to.
She was like god damn why are you looking at him like that? you wanna eat him allive lol?
I could literally cry that moment. I felt so ugly and broken inside.
Im going to work minding my own buisness, i talk to nobody and i dont give a shit about them as long as i get paid.
Yet they have to give me the feeling that im nothing worth.
She was also rude before, i was eating (alone) i had a break. But she came sit near me and started to face time with her boyfriend she talked really loud like a maniac and i couldnt enjoy my meal like a normal person
I cant take it anymore, there is no meaning in life for a 3/10 guy.
I dont want to leave home anymore and i want to end my pain.
Im getting closer to the rope every day...
I had to tap water without touching that skank.
Anyway i was in a uncomfortable postion. And i saw from my eyecorner that she was looking at me for like 20 second. She looked straight at my face with anger/disgust or whatsoever.
I was too pussy to say something but godd damn i would smack that bitch in to another dimension.
Another femal co-worker noticed the staring to.
She was like god damn why are you looking at him like that? you wanna eat him allive lol?
I could literally cry that moment. I felt so ugly and broken inside.
Im going to work minding my own buisness, i talk to nobody and i dont give a shit about them as long as i get paid.
Yet they have to give me the feeling that im nothing worth.
She was also rude before, i was eating (alone) i had a break. But she came sit near me and started to face time with her boyfriend she talked really loud like a maniac and i couldnt enjoy my meal like a normal person
I cant take it anymore, there is no meaning in life for a 3/10 guy.
I dont want to leave home anymore and i want to end my pain.
Im getting closer to the rope every day...
