Why am I here? This question crosses my mind after every coom session.
Hypothetically, I am khhv, forced to celibacy due to my bad genes; so it's not surprising, is it?
The problem lies in my almost none existing life. I am a graduate of a meme university in a shithole of a country, unable to find a job with my degree or any job for that matter.
Moreover, I am a burden on my already poor family. I possess no physical attributes or notable intelligence, and let's not forget the most important factor—attractiveness.
Not to mention, I could be deported to Africa at any moment, even though I have never visited it in my life. So, in summary: zero social life, zero financial capability, and complete dependency. After all this, do I have the right or the luxury of an ordinary person to complain about not getting women and their standards?"
It's worth mentioning that what truly bothers me is that after many years of isolation, bullying, and lack of real-world experience, I genuinely don't know how to lift myself from the bottom. Even if I theoretically convince myself, I won't be able to succeed due to the absence of moral support and positive reinforcement. I truly don't belong anywhere; I am a real failure, just wasted breath
Hypothetically, I am khhv, forced to celibacy due to my bad genes; so it's not surprising, is it?
The problem lies in my almost none existing life. I am a graduate of a meme university in a shithole of a country, unable to find a job with my degree or any job for that matter.
Moreover, I am a burden on my already poor family. I possess no physical attributes or notable intelligence, and let's not forget the most important factor—attractiveness.
Not to mention, I could be deported to Africa at any moment, even though I have never visited it in my life. So, in summary: zero social life, zero financial capability, and complete dependency. After all this, do I have the right or the luxury of an ordinary person to complain about not getting women and their standards?"
It's worth mentioning that what truly bothers me is that after many years of isolation, bullying, and lack of real-world experience, I genuinely don't know how to lift myself from the bottom. Even if I theoretically convince myself, I won't be able to succeed due to the absence of moral support and positive reinforcement. I truly don't belong anywhere; I am a real failure, just wasted breath
