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Blackpill To Speak On Apathy

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Around lunch I got really tired and ended up sleeping till 2 in the morning. Honestly some of the best rest I've had.

I think my brain needed a reset because lately I've been so sluggish.

I wish I could describe the feeling I feel. I just don't have the energy to try in anything anymore.

My parents want me to find a job soon, but I can't even force myself to shave or shower.

I know I should be spending my time wisely, but I just don't want to do anything. Trying to force myself to play a video game or read something seems pointless.

If I were to be honest about this to my family nothing would change. I think I'm just gonna tell my psychiatrist that I am unable to function, and ask if I can apply for some sort of disability.

Maybe I can get tested for autism as well in the hopes to finally try and figure out what is wrong with me.

I have to wait till the 11th for the appointment. I just don't know what to do anymore.
 
The level of shame I feel in knowing that I cannot take care of myself.

I am just a parasite feeding off of my family to survive. An anchor holding everyone down.

If I am forced to work again I will rope. I do not value this world.
 
I wish I could just sit and do nothing.

All the while having no need for food, no need for using the restroom, no need for showers.
 
And the worst part about it all is that I am sober through all of this.
 
The anesthesia did not work, and now I am living consciousness as if I was buried alive.
 
If I am forced to work again I will rope. I do not value this world.
I will never work again, I will rope rather than wageslaving again.
try and figure out what is wrong with me.
We're just badly treated because we are uggly and we can't force ourselves anymore to participate in a soyciety who rejected us countless time. Don't be ashamed by it brother, you are as responsible for being a neet than chad is responsible for slaying and having a great life.
 
I know how that feels, bro. Feeling useless and helpless to the people around you.
If you genuinely think there's something wrong with you, then I'd say go for it. There is nothing wrong with getting gov assistance.
This life is all about luck anyway. You're trying the best you can while being sober which takes a lot of strength and I guarantee that even if you worked hard, you'd still be in a similar position.
I get told I don't work hard enough all the time by my other above average siblings, and I get called lazy even though I work harder than them.

At some point, you're going to have to get a job or at least have some kind of income for yourself to be able to survive.
So try and leech off of disability checks and food stamps. I don't blame people for doing that tbh. Working sucks ass.
 
I will never work again, I will rope rather than wageslaving again.

We're just badly treated because we are uggly and we can't force ourselves anymore to participate in a soyciety who rejected us countless time. Don't be ashamed by it brother, you are as responsible for being a neet than chad is responsible for slaying and having a great life.
Thank you for taking the time to respond to me brother.

I don't do this out of sympathy, I just don't have anywhere to turn to. You guys are the only ones who understand.
 
I know how that feels, bro. Feeling useless and helpless to the people around you.
If you genuinely think there's something wrong with you, then I'd say go for it. There is nothing wrong with getting gov assistance.
This life is all about luck anyway. You're trying the best you can while being sober which takes a lot of strength and I guarantee that even if you worked hard, you'd still be in a similar position.
I get told I don't work hard enough all the time by my other above average siblings, and I get called lazy even though I work harder than them.

At some point, you're going to have to get a job or at least have some kind of income for yourself to be able to survive.
So try and leech off of disability checks and food stamps. I don't blame people for doing that tbh. Working sucks ass.
Thanks fren
 
Do you listen to K pop?
 

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