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Today, I saw the most beautiful foid that I’ve seen in months.
Absolutely perfect.
For one second, I looked in awe.
The next second, I was in hell.
Have you ever read Paradise Lost?
Satan talks about being tormented be seeing pleasures that are not for him. Things that he will never be a part of.
I see people out at restaurants, with their friends, as I walk by alone.
I see cars drive by, with a man and woman inside.
I see husbands with their wives at the grocery store.
They would never understand why most of my clothes are black.
Or why I stare an empty stare looking at the world. No expression on my face.
I have cried a thousand days.
But now, I don’t feel anything anymore…..except despair.
A profound sense of loss, of being cheated out of what should have been mine.
Absolutely perfect.
For one second, I looked in awe.
The next second, I was in hell.
Have you ever read Paradise Lost?
Satan talks about being tormented be seeing pleasures that are not for him. Things that he will never be a part of.
I see people out at restaurants, with their friends, as I walk by alone.
I see cars drive by, with a man and woman inside.
I see husbands with their wives at the grocery store.
They would never understand why most of my clothes are black.
Or why I stare an empty stare looking at the world. No expression on my face.
I have cried a thousand days.
But now, I don’t feel anything anymore…..except despair.
A profound sense of loss, of being cheated out of what should have been mine.
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