Even though I’m familiar with all the things necessary to not come off as creepy and insecure at a theoretical level, at the practical level the sensory overload in real time conversations is so big that I can’t help but stutter or stim, moving my body around etc. What’s worse is I’m aware of it so after every interaction I start to regret not having acted in a certain way.
And the worst thing is, there’s nothing I can do to change this situation, it’s absolutely over, kek.
And the worst thing is, there’s nothing I can do to change this situation, it’s absolutely over, kek.
