Venting Tired of everything & everyone

[hierophant]

Recently, I have felt little motivation, having taken drinking as my new joy... I feel so anxious; that poverty, failure is around the corner and its only a matter of time. I'm alone, its only the internet and petty things that keep my mind racing. I just want a home to rot in and let myself go.

 

[fokusin]

I am also tired of everything

 

[hierophant]

I am also tired of everything

Has it gotten to the point where you have become apathetic or brought you to some addiction?

 

[fokusin]

Has it gotten to the point where you have become apathetic or brought you to some addiction?

Apathetic

 

[zd60]

i've been tired of everything for a long time now, i'm just rotting and passing time till my eventual death

 

[Maki]

It’s around the corner, it is therefore inevitable? How hopeful is your situation?

 

[hierophant]

Apathetic

Its a sorry state isn't it? The minute you have energy it's immediately taken from you, because you need even more energy just to get out of bed.

 

[hierophant]

i've been tired of everything for a long time now, i'm just rotting and passing time till my eventual death

I know that feeling, it happened to me once, but the avuse I endured from family forced me to other things.

 

[hierophant]

It’s around the corner, it is therefore inevitable? How hopeful is your situation?

Inevitable, no just be careful. Self-reflection may be a good remedy.

 

[zd60]

I know that feeling, it happened to me once, but the avuse I endured from family forced me to other things.

abuse by your own family is some of the worst shit to happen, have had to go through it myself

 

[hierophant]

abuse by your own family is some of the worst shit to happen, have had to go through it myself

Sincerely, I'm sorry you endured it. How did you cope & survive through it?

My dad would often invade my room, threaten me, mock me and insult me, then leave rince and repeat.

 

[GrAYnigger]

There is no real reason to live for us

 

[hierophant]

There is no real reason to live for us

Heheh, a reason... I know its all vain or in vain. Man plans and God laughs.

 

[zd60]

Sincerely, I'm sorry you endured it. How did you cope & survive through it?

My dad would often invade my room, threaten me, mock me and insult me, then leave rince and repeat.

drugs are the only thing i can think of, i still abuse them to this day its the only thing that brings any comfort and makes my days pass faster besides that gaming and just using the internet a shit ton

 

[hierophant]

drugs are the only thing i can think of, i still abuse them to this day its the only thing that brings any comfort and makes my days pass faster besides that gaming and just using the internet a shit ton

A fair options, opioids bring the best euphoria. I wish you well and be careful. It feels better not existing doesn't it? Freedom from a mind that always reminds you of the past and a body always keeping score.

 

[parbate2025]

Recently, I have felt little motivation, having taken drinking as my new joy... I feel so anxious; that poverty, failure is around the corner and its only a matter of time. I'm alone, its only the internet and petty things that keep my mind racing. I just want a home to rot in and let myself go.

Can relate.
My phone, computer and other small stuff is what keeping me alive.
And you guys who share same issues like me.

 

[hierophant]

Can relate.
My phone, computer and other small stuff is what keeping me alive.
And you guys who share same issues like me.

How did it start for you, family issues, isolation, a depression over time?

 

[hierophant]

Gentleman, I belive it may be time; time to accept reality as it has occurred. We have failed, we have broken, its done, there is nothing we have left, but each other; we have nothing, belong to nothing and Christ may come another time. We are the forgotten, unwanted creatures by both kith and kin. We should go into a immediate posture of defense and reside ourselves to solitude in each other's company.

The etiquette should be such, that respect is given, before it is reciprocated; that they who cry aren't weak, but hurt. I feel so broken. We ought to suggest best copes and methods of staving off the horrors of life.

 

[zd60]

A fair options, opioids bring the best euphoria. I wish you well and be careful. It feels better not existing doesn't it? Freedom from a mind that always reminds you of the past and a body always keeping score.

love opiates, i still abuse them any chance i can get but these days im stuck mainly with weed and alcohol since the price of opiates in my area is too much for me to afford for any good high, i wish you well too

 

[parbate2025]

How did it start for you, family issues, isolation, a depression over time?

I was always ugly.
Was fat and got bullied from childhood.
I thought i will become sexhaver by 25 but i am 24 and it seems impossible.
How old r u and how it started

 

[hierophant]

I was always ugly.
Was fat and got bullied from childhood.
I thought i will become sexhaver by 25 but i am 24 and it seems impossible.
How old r u and how it started

25,I was bullied, left out or picked last; I'm fat as well. It started before I was born, my dad stuck his dick in crazy.

 

[undesiredsamsung]

I wouldn’t reccomend it but if you really want, weed smoking is a nice cope. It helps me enjoy consuming any form of media a lot more.

I think my life would be more mundane and tedious if I didn’t have any substances to cope with my boredom.

But there’s one thing no body really talks about when it comes to smoking weed, and it’s the fact that it can get to a point where you need to smoke first thing in the morning just to function properly.

 

[hierophant]

I wouldn’t reccomend it but if you really want, weed smoking is a nice cope. It helps me enjoy consuming any form of media a lot more.

I think my life would be more mundane and tedious if I didn’t have any substances to cope with my boredom.

But there’s one thing no body really talks about when it comes to smoking weed, and it’s the fact that it can get to a point where you need to smoke first thing in the morning just to function properly.

There are dispensaries in my town, I could purchase a weed pen. I appreciate the suggestion.