Venting Tired of escortcelling. Might retire 4eva

[iblamemyself]

The thought of fucking another hooker is pissing me off so much.

Little background: been escortcelling for years. Probably spent around 3k. Body count must be around 40. Anyway, I took a break from escortcelling since late summer 2018 and was on nofap during that time. I haven't found the motivation to escortcel again, I want to explain why.

At first escortcelling was the best thing since chocolate; I could finally have sex like a Chad and try out the things I saw in porn. It took a few attempts to actually be able to get an erection, but that's another story.
Anyway, as I got used to it, it kind of lost its magic and I finally saw the bad side. For teh 3k I spent on escorts I could have bought two realistic love dolls, which I could fuck and cuddle right. Fucking. Now. While you are reading this.

When I leave the whore, and hopefully my dick worked and the escort was not a total asshole, I feel empty inside. Emberassed, hungry and lonely. And thirstily waiting for the next session. (I lhad a limit on how often I would go because I didn't want to get broke)

Now the biggest issue I have with paying for sex: I need the money. For food, for rent, for hobbies. I'm starting to feel ripped off. Why is this fishy hole getting money for sex while I lose money for sex? It hurts me on a spiritual level. God and Satan as well call to me, saying: "iblamemyself, you shall stop losing money on escorts."

Thank you, guys. You are right. I quit. I fucking rage quit. Not judging escortcels now, btw. But me? No thanks...

 

[bakadesu]

Buy an onahole tbh

 

[Supreme being]

bro girlfriends would had cost you way more than 3k

 

[iblamemyself]

Good idea, @bakadesu.
Maybe, @Supreme being. Will probably never know what it's like to have a gf.

 

[Indari]

not worth if you dont have the money ofc
i'll get a realdoll or something eventually

 

[LastGerman]

been escortcelling for years. Probably spent around 3k.

With that money you could have, instead of using it for used females, for a good used car.

Why is this fishy hole getting money for sex while I lose money for sex? It hurts me on a spiritual level.

Exactly. While men have to pay for it, females can get it for free and even get money from it.

 

[iblamemyself]

With that money you could have, instead of using it for used females, for a good used car.

Or 6 months of rent. I already have a car, but I'm living off savings atm. The sooner I get broke, the sooner I will have to wageslave again. Fml.

 

[LastGerman]

Or 6 months of rent.

That is enormous... Seriously, this has to stop, giving females money for just being female. On another thread I just read, that waitress can make up to 1000 bucks in a night, while we men have to work hard in a craftsmanship job or being mentally pressured in a business job. Then those men working hard every day will use it on females just to receive rejections.
Whenever I see those sluts I really have the urge to punch them over and over again. I cannot stay this cucked world this gynocentric society. It is pathetic.

 

[Cuyen]

I dont think i will go escort ever,it is weird

 

[Pincel88]

3000 for 40 escorts means that they are on the cheap side. Go less often but pick up someone more upscale

 

[Damo the incel]

Maybe if you are more confident and have a better personality they will be punished

 

[iblamemyself]

That is enormous... Seriously, this has to stop, giving females money for just being female. On another thread I just read, that waitress can make up to 1000 bucks in a night, while we men have to work hard in a craftsmanship job or being mentally pressured in a business job. Then those men working hard every day will use it on females just to receive rejections.
Whenever I see those sluts I really have the urge to punch them over and over again. I cannot stay this cucked world this gynocentric society. It is pathetic.

Ikr. This is what is messing with my mind atm. They earn too much too easily. And they get all the welfare money as well; I am already paying for foids and their children by paying taxes.

Now I am paying her to open her legs as well? Because foids in general refuse to open her legs for sub 8s?
It's seriously messed up. This is why I like the idea of a sexdoll. Would rather give my money to a bunch of Chinks than to some greedy, nasty person living on easy mode.

Do you know what I have done to make a living so far? I dived into shit to clean sewers and I cleaned rooms with rotten corpses inside. It was dangerous, gross and traumatic.
Call me entitled, but I do think I deserve more. Noone wants to fuck me or talk to me. I have to buy it with my hard earned money, i.e. the time I have spent wage slaving.
Sorry for venting, but I'm so mad right now.

 

[LastGerman]

Ikr. This is what is messing with my mind atm. They earn too much too easily.

For me it is some real rage fuel. I am constantly reminded of that. Just seeing a fucking slut dressed up like one. I cannot stand it any longer. It is fucking gross. It is like an echo chamber.

Now I am paying her to open her legs as well? Because foids in general refuse to open her legs for sub 8s?

I will never give her money for that or any validation. The only things I have done is calling them out for being whores or shoulder slapped them while walking. I do not give her any space. They even think it is standard, that I have to dodge, while the little princess is having fun (with her boyfriend on her side).

Call me entitled, but I do think I deserve more.

No, you are entitled to it. You even did something for it, but in the end, you only receivedpunishment and rejections.

Sorry for venting, but I'm so mad right now.

It is completely legit. I mean, how many years you spend on a hardworking job? How many years you have educated yourself on several topics? How many years you endured it, without even saying anything? Seriously, it is enough.
You worked so hard, while females can just go ewhore and make even more money with it. Yet, men like you are the ones who are truly significant to society.

 

[Insomniac]

I don’t think I will ever escorcel tbh. I’d rather be a permavirgin.

 

[Michael15651]

bro girlfriends would had cost you way more than 3k

That's solely girlfriends, a wife would've raped him of his wallet.

 

[Anonymous MG]

not worth if you dont have the money ofc
i'll get a realdoll or something eventually

3k is enough for a budget sex doll.

 

[Indari]

3k is enough for a budget sex doll.

i have to have one with nice feet or it's worthless

 

[Anonymous MG]

i have to have one with nice feet or it's worthless

Is that another incel with a foot fetish?

I thought I'd never find one

 

[Blancmange]

I feel exactly the same way OP

I became disillusioned after about 30 times.
I then tried to form a p2p relationship with girls, but that failed.

So now I'm planning to go on a sex holiday every few years - somewhere scenic where girls are young, cheap and good looking

 

[SeifEsteem]

I feel exactly the same way OP

I became disillusioned after about 30 times.
I then tried to form a p2p relationship with girls, but that failed.

So now I'm planning to go on a sex holiday every few years - somewhere scenic where girls are young, cheap and good looking

Wat color are their skins

 

[TheLegendofBentCock]

The thought of fucking another hooker is pissing me off so much.

Little background: been escortcelling for years. Probably spent around 3k. Body count must be around 40. Anyway, I took a break from escortcelling since late summer 2018 and was on nofap during that time. I haven't found the motivation to escortcel again, I want to explain why.

At first escortcelling was the best thing since chocolate; I could finally have sex like a Chad and try out the things I saw in porn. It took a few attempts to actually be able to get an erection, but that's another story.
Anyway, as I got used to it, it kind of lost its magic and I finally saw the bad side. For teh 3k I spent on escorts I could have bought two realistic love dolls, which I could fuck and cuddle right. Fucking. Now. While you are reading this.

When I leave the whore, and hopefully my dick worked and the escort was not a total asshole, I feel empty inside. Emberassed, hungry and lonely. And thirstily waiting for the next session. (I lhad a limit on how often I would go because I didn't want to get broke)

Now the biggest issue I have with paying for sex: I need the money. For food, for rent, for hobbies. I'm starting to feel ripped off. Why is this fishy hole getting money for sex while I lose money for sex? It hurts me on a spiritual level. God and Satan as well call to me, saying: "iblamemyself, you shall stop losing money on escorts."

Thank you, guys. You are right. I quit. I fucking rage quit. Not judging escortcels now, btw. But me? No thanks...

Same here my brotha.

Escortceling since 25 years of age. Before that I'd never touched a woman's breast, let alone put my dick in one.

24th of December 2014 was my first escortcel. I busted a nut in her then went home and fapped 4x to the memory.

I really couldn't believe it.

I'd finally sex, the thing that was on my mind since the age of 13. 12 years I'd been thinking about sex, I'd finally reached the point where logically it made sense to have it.

I tried to join the army but failed. I said I needed a change in life. I figured I was gonna have sex.
Escortceling kept me occupied for a couple years. I had some money to spend for once in my life. I'd normally see one once every 3-4 months.

A lot of these creatures are 35+. There are younger ones but they are Romanian and provide a terrible service with massive amounts of attitude.

I always feel depressed that this has been my only female contact my whole life.
That's why I started cold approach day gaming last year. It feels odd to approach women on the street but I gotta do something.

In some ways, I wish I escortcelled from 18. But at that age ppl kept giving me the impression that something was going to "happen" in regards to women. I thought it might be when I went to uni, but instead I got obsessed with female autopsies while I was there, stuck masturbating in my bedroom.

My point is, that's why I waited until aged 25. But I wish I had come to the conclusions about escortcelling in my early 20s so then I could have reached the approaching conclusion by then as well.

At least when I am out on weekends approaching foids I feel like I am doing something and having conversations.

Escortcelling only works if you can find good ones which are nice. The good ones are normally foreign, nice ones from Latin America or southern Europe.

 

[EthnicelNL]

When I leave the whore, and hopefully my dick worked and the escort was not a total asshole, I feel empty inside. Emberassed, hungry and lonely. And thirstily waiting for the next session. (I lhad a limit on how often I would go because I didn't want to get broke)

As if a doll would replace that empty feeling.

Its ogre. Incels will never find love.

 

[Lubricure]

Now the biggest issue I have with paying for sex: I need the money. For food, for rent, for hobbies. I'm starting to feel ripped off. Why is this fishy hole getting money for sex while I lose money for sex? It hurts me on a spiritual level. God and Satan as well call to me, saying: "iblamemyself, you shall stop losing money on escorts."

I was an enthusiastic escortcel in the past, but now I'm a detached escortcel.

I used prostitutes to help me cope with the university. However, I always know "the" issue: Having a pay pussy once a month can't heal all the damages that derive from years and years of deprivation.

Even worse is that the damage is cumulative and this in turn also decreases the efficacy of the single fuck.

Since I don't have the money to keep up and, to add insult to injury, pay pussies are getting uglier and uglier...I stopped going for a while.

Moreover, if you carefully read the brothel websites, especially in Germany, at page bottom you can find a clause like "fine for irresponsible conduct/tampering with the condom up to thousands of €€€". Of course, only the man is responsible...

All of that above, and prostitute are even displaying more and more attitude and carelessness.

 

[Cleftcel]

40 notches, damn even though you paid for them that's still way more women you've had sex with than 99% of the male population

 

[Swiswis]

Some guys in RL say after sex their gf lose 2 points of rate and they just wanna sleep alone

 

[KingOfRome]

The vast majority of escorts are trash and aren't worth 1/4 what they charge.

 

[BlkPillPres]

bro girlfriends would had cost you way more than 3k

 

[Durbis]

That's solely girlfriends, a wife would've raped him of his wallet.

 

[iblamemyself]

I was an enthusiastic escortcel in the past, but now I'm a detached escortcel.

I used prostitutes to help me cope with the university. However, I always know "the" issue: Having a pay pussy once a month can't heal all the damages that derive from years and years of deprivation.

Even worse is that the damage is cumulative and this in turn also decreases the efficacy of the single fuck.

Since I don't have the money to keep up and, to add insult to injury, pay pussies are getting uglier and uglier...I stopped going for a while.

Moreover, if you carefully read the brothel websites, especially in Germany, at page bottom you can find a clause like "fine for irresponsible conduct/tampering with the condom up to thousands of €€€". Of course, only the man is responsible...

All of that above, and prostitute are even displaying more and more attitude and carelessness.

Insult was the word I was looking for. Paying for these kinds of hoes is insulting to me. Women are overpriced, they just withhold sex to increase its value. I remember I had economic law classes in school. Charging extortionate prices is illegal. The practice of producers and service providers joining a group in order to force higher prices onto the market is illegal as well; it's called cartel.

Thanks to bluepilled people who do not agree that dating and sex is a market, we cannot sue women for charging these prices. And you are right about the quality. Some can't even comply and act professionally. One hooker recommended I don't massage her legs (which I wanted to do) because she shaved a few days ago and had stubble. Fucking foids, man.
One time I even said goodbye to a mini brothel because the two foids there were ugly and depressed. This mini brothel offered special femdom services which is probably the reason it can exist. Just rely on niche interests business theory.

40 notches, damn even though you paid for them that's still way more women you've had sex with than 99% of the male population

Jfl. Jealous, redpill fags?

Some guys in RL say after sex their gf lose 2 points of rate and they just wanna sleep alone

Never slept through the night with anyone. Maybe it sucks, maybe it's great. These sub 8 hating foids keep me in the dark.