Brutal Time is the most horrifying thing

[Sinbad Gehenna]

I would say it is way more heartbreaking than looking at someone with a girlfriend making out with her while you're alone. Rotting reminds you on how much you've missed out on. On love, on money, on the potential you could have had. But you've lost. It reminds you everyday that your time is ticking. And no matter how much you try to hide from it, nothing could make up for it. It is something that keeps going, and going until you shrivel up from how miserable it all is and you die.

I just looked at some old discord screenshots from 2020 back when i was a freshman in highschool. And it brought so many bad memories. The pandemic literally robbed the social skills away from me. And i hid from the world in this room ever since. With no money, and no girlfriend. It's miserable.

 

[PhineasSpear]

I agree. People in general fear time because time is something they can't control and leads to the inevitable fate of death.

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

on the potential you could have had

I had no potential

 

[cathuluelitist]

I fear the collapse of Western civilization. Time only effects my eclat and real time continuum.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

To think how the time could have been occupied, if only I was a normal person...
I wasted all my life. All that the years have left behind, are the things that didnìt happen, and a the failures. You're right: the love, the money, the experiences. There is not another chance to get what I missed each year, while my peers were living full and happy lives, or working toward something.

 

[Sinbad Gehenna]

I fear the collapse of Western civilization. Time only effects my eclat and real time continuum.

I dont get how some of you people place something else over yourself first.

 

[cathuluelitist]

I dont get how some of you people place something else over yourself first.

I have an Amor Fati take on everything basically jfl.

 

[Sinbad Gehenna]

To think how the time could have been occupied, if only I was a normal person...
I wasted all my life. All that the years have left behind, are the things that didnìt happen, and a the failures. You're right: the love, the money, the experiences. There is not another chance to get what I missed each year, while my peers were living full and happy lives, or working toward something.

Exactly. All you could do is sit and watch. We hide from the world, just because that is all we are used to doing. Self improvement is like digging a large tunnel with a small spoon. We might try every once in a while, only to give up later.

 

[Sinbad Gehenna]

I have an Amor Fati take on everything basically jfl.

Individuality is something you feel, unlike giving it to others

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

God this is such suifuel that i felt tears welling up in my eyes reading it.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

We might try every once in a while, only to give up later.

My peers are getting families and careers, while I'm still trying to get my first entry level job to know what it's like to have my own money, and have experiences and learn skills that should've started learning as a kid, like everyone else did. And then people say that life is not a race and that you shouldn't feel behind. I don't feel behind, but I feel that the last 20 years of my life might as well have not existed, and I can't catch up in anything no matter what I do. I am a newborn child in an adult body.

 

[RotMaxx]

I would say it is way more heartbreaking than looking at someone with a girlfriend making out with her while you're alone. Rotting reminds you on how much you've missed out on. On love, on money, on the potential you could have had. But you've lost. It reminds you everyday that your time is ticking. And no matter how much you try to hide from it, nothing could make up for it. It is something that keeps going, and going until you shrivel up from how miserable it all is and you die.

I just looked at some old discord screenshots from 2020 back when i was a freshman in highschool. And it brought so many bad memories. The pandemic literally robbed the social skills away from me. And i hid from the world in this room ever since. With no money, and no girlfriend. It's miserable.

yeah i've been sitting in my room for the past 10 years and still pretty young (22). But, I know my future is not gonna be much better than this so I'm just trying to enjoy it. I thankfully thrive being alone and don't get the feelings of loneliness, but I guess deep down I always dwell and think how it could have been. You're probably gonna end up forming similar lack of care/desire for connections with others as the years go.

 

[Sinbad Gehenna]

My peers are getting families and careers, while I'm still trying to get my first entry level job to know what it's like to have my own money, and have experiences and learn skills that should've started learning as a kid, like everyone else did. And then people say that life is not a race and that you shouldn't feel behind. I don't feel behind, but I feel that the last 20 years of my life might as well have not existed, and I can't catch up in anything no matter what I do. I am a newborn child in an adult body.

The older you get, the worser it gets. Thankfully i have my own excuses (that i am 19 years old), but looking back at what i could have become is sickening. 3 Years ago i just simply did not have this sensation.

 

[Sinbad Gehenna]

God this is such suifuel that i felt tears welling up in my eyes reading it.

Sometimes you just have no tears left to shed and it just makes you sick to your stomach and soul

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

Sometimes you just have no tears left to shed and it just makes you sick to your stomach and soul

I thought i did before i read this one. Guess i have to empty the last ones in the tank.

 

[Sinbad Gehenna]

yeah i've been sitting in my room for the past 10 years and still pretty young (22). But, I know my future is not gonna be much better than this so I'm just trying to enjoy it. I thankfully thrive being alone and don't get the feelings of loneliness, but I guess deep down I always dwell and think how it could have been. You're probably gonna end up forming similar lack of care/desire for connections with others as the years go.

When you become lonely for so long you get used to it and sometimes crave it. I have no one besides my family, and even them i avoid.

 

[RotMaxx]

When you become lonely for so long you get used to it and sometimes crave it. I have no one besides my family, and even them i avoid.

same, brutal life.

 

[Solid State]

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I had no potential

 

[FoidsEnshittifyAll]

time is the liberator of us truecels

 

[Izayacel]

Time will take us all out , Hahaha

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Every day that passes makes me closer to 30 yo than 18.

 

[Sir Silentium]

I agree. People in general fear time because time is something they can't control and leads to the inevitable fate of death.