Dumbass foids get cause and effect in the wrong order.
They ignore the fact that all the pain we have went through due to looks caused us to talk like this towards those creatures.
They can keep deluding themselves. Meanwhile we will grow and get stronger.
We are legion
Exactly. They don't realize the amount of bullying and physical, emotional, mental, and social abuse we had to go through not only at school, but at home growing up. Personally, my stepfather (who's white for those who don't know) abused me non-stop for years and years. Fucked me up mentally and still haven't recovered.
And then at school there were the jock bullies and football players that called me "chink" "gook" in the hallways, and all the jokes from the pretty and popular girls that told me I had a small little dick simply because I was Asian, and for what? To not be outcast by pitying me.
The worst part is when I tried to seek help (lol), I was told to man the fuck up and grow some balls, whatever that meant. Yes, that's what my high school guidance counselor told me. I was told to man up and maybe go into acting and maybe I could change the world.
In what world could a balding, now 36 years old 5'4 skinny fat little ricecel asian boy be a sex symbol in Hollywood? I don't even think I could even make it into a shitty commercial that enforces me acting like a little Chink. How would people react when they see the bald spots on my head from the times I was hit with a wrench at my skull from my drunken white stepfather? How would they react to my facial scar running deep across my left cheek from the time my drunk stepfather tried to kill me with the kitchen knife? My fucking stepfather, who only came into my life simply because my mother insulted my late father who died when I was just 10 for having a tiny penis and lunged herself at the first white man who gave her any attention?
And from all this, my guidance counselor told a bandaged high school asian boy to man the fuck up and stop being a pussy.
And this girl has the audacity to see these posts simply at face value and blame us for acting this way without more context.
NO. IT'S THESE EXPERIENCES WE FACED EARLY IN OUR LIVES THAT HAVE RESULTED IN HOW WE ACT NOW. THE CONSTANT BULLYING AND BELITTLEMENT FROM SCHOOL AND FROM HOME. MAKING US FEELING FUCKING WORTHLESS EVERY SINGLE DAY OF OUR FUCKING LIVES.
AND DON'T FUCKING TELL ME OTHERS GO THROUGH THIS. OTHERS HAVE SUPPORT SYSTEMS. WOMEN HAVE SUPPORT SYSTEMS. MEN DON'T. WE'RE TOLD TO BOTTLE OUR FUCKING EMOTIONS IN AND LET IT SIMMER FOR LIFE. THAT'S WHY WE'RE ALL FUCKING HERE IN THIS FORUM TO FORM OUR OWN LITTLE COMMUNITY. BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE WOULD LISTEN TO OUR DEEP UNDERLYING PROBLEMS AND SHIT UPBRINGINGS.
AND A THERAPIST? DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW EXPENSIVE A THERAPIST IS? HOW THE FUCK CAN I FIND ONE IN BUM FUCK NOWHERE SOUTHWEST INDIANA? PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME. THERE'S SOMETHING CALLED PRIMARY CARE PHYSICIAN DESERTS, AND IT AFFECTS MANY PEOPLE IN THE MIDWEST, LIKE ME! MANY HAVE TO GO MILES JUST TO SEEK PHYSICAL HELP. WHAT MAKES YOU THINK WE WOULD DO THE SAME FOR MENTAL HELP, ONLY TO BE TOLD LIKE IN THE PAST TO MAN THE FUCK UP AND BOTTLE IT IN?
fucking hell. that was a good vent. My stepfather told me I was worthless tonight. Brought back so many fucking terrible memories I wanted to beat his dying diabetic fat ass.
I hope that tiktok bitch fucking sees my post.
