Those normies are still messing with my mind even when the bullying is over

[TollieRobertis419]

If I try to cope with something, whether it's videogames or music, I would get reminded of how they would ridicule my copes or get berated for it

If I try to do mundane/ house chores tasks, I would get flashbacks of how normies would correct me in a hostile bossy manner and get yelled at (even if it's just a tiny mistake)

If I try to create something, whether it's art, music, or programs, I still feel like I'm being judged or criticized harshly even if it happened years ago

All of this is always followed by a fit of rage, which is just me being annoyed by it and yell curse words, but if it's too much, I would start hitting my punching bag with a lock in a sock and daydream that I'm beating up a bully

TDLR; I can't cope in peace without some random memory of a normie bullying me bothering me

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

TDLR; I can't cope in peace without some random memory of a normie bullying me bothering me

Same for 8 years , you just learn to live with it bro ,it’s very relatable

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

I still do try to do something with my life you should too if you have any chance ,I don’t rn

 

[Deleted member 41309]

If I try to cope with something, whether it's videogames or music, I would get reminded of how they would ridicule my copes or get berated for it

If I try to do mundane/ house chores tasks, I would get flashbacks of how normies would correct me in a hostile bossy manner and get yelled at (even if it's just a tiny mistake)

If I try to create something, whether it's art, music, or programs, I still feel like I'm being judged or criticized harshly even if it happened years ago

All of this is always followed by a fit of rage, which is just me being annoyed by it and yell curse words, but if it's too much, I would start hitting my punching bag with a lock in a sock and daydream that I'm beating up a bully

TDLR; I can't cope in peace without some random memory of a normie bullying me bothering me

I've come to the point where i've developed Stockholm syndrome. It's bizzare. I will have these manic episodes where i dissociate from reality and become the people who treated me like shit. Then i will usually go into a rage and shuffle dance to drum and bass.https://youtu.be/LVMS7YvzV4Y

music related

 

[bigantennaemay1]

The mental damage they've inflicted on us for being born wrong will follow us the rest of our lives, and they'll never face repercussions for their evil actions. Such is the horrible world we live in, and why I hope Putin will start nuclear armageddon.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Do you cringe, dear fellowcel, during these flashbacks? Do you envision yourself in the room as it happened?

 

[TollieRobertis419]

Do you cringe, dear fellowcel, during these flashbacks?

Yup

Do you envision yourself in the room as it happened?

Yeah

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Yup

Yeah

This might be of use to you:

How ADHD Ignites RSD: Meaning & Medication Solutions

Rejection sensitive dysphoria, or RSD, can mean extreme emotional sensitivity and emotional pain for people with ADHD or ADD — and it may imitate mood disorders with suicidal ideation and manifest as instantaneous rage at the person responsible for causing the pain. Learn more about ways to...

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[TollieRobertis419]

This might be of use to you:

How ADHD Ignites RSD: Meaning & Medication Solutions

Rejection sensitive dysphoria, or RSD, can mean extreme emotional sensitivity and emotional pain for people with ADHD or ADD — and it may imitate mood disorders with suicidal ideation and manifest as instantaneous rage at the person responsible for causing the pain. Learn more about ways to...

www.additudemag.com

Thanks fellowcel

 

[bigantennaemay1]

Brutal

Life is brutal.

 

[Indari]

same here. I'm sure it would help to have some good experiences to overwrite the bad but I've got none.

The mental damage they've inflicted on us for being born wrong will follow us the rest of our lives, and they'll never face repercussions for their evil actions. Such is the horrible world we live in, and why I hope Putin will start nuclear armageddon.

i don't want to die slow and painfully from aftermath of nuclear apocalypse.

 

[bigantennaemay1]

i don't want to die slow and painfully from aftermath of nuclear apocalypse.

Who said anything about slow and painful? Just live near a city, and walk into the light when it happens.

 

[RandomGuy]

PTSD flashbacks