TheGrayWolf
At heart, I am panda-bear| 5'4"| 1/10 face&head
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Not venting, just asking if anyone hates aging – apart from not having a gf.
When I think about my age, and really think about what it "means", I get even more depressed. I'm almost 28! 10 years ago I was 17, in 10 years I'll be almost 40!
And like many of you I guess I didn't go through a lot of the vital "stages of development".
Hence I still feel like I'm 18-20, considering my looks/face didn't change and my experiences didn't change at all even going back many years before I turned 18 — I still live at home, still a loner, still social anxiety (any prescribed meds worked shit), zero romantic experience etc.
But I'm almost 30 and it's killing me. THAT is too old to start anyway. I don't even know how to "behave" socially and NOT be boring.
Anyone +/– my age can relate?
When I think about my age, and really think about what it "means", I get even more depressed. I'm almost 28! 10 years ago I was 17, in 10 years I'll be almost 40!
And like many of you I guess I didn't go through a lot of the vital "stages of development".
Hence I still feel like I'm 18-20, considering my looks/face didn't change and my experiences didn't change at all even going back many years before I turned 18 — I still live at home, still a loner, still social anxiety (any prescribed meds worked shit), zero romantic experience etc.
But I'm almost 30 and it's killing me. THAT is too old to start anyway. I don't even know how to "behave" socially and NOT be boring.
Anyone +/– my age can relate?