I mean...guys. is it just me or this year is so fucking shit? how the fuck can so much bad shit happen in the span of 10 months
I don't know. there's still two more months.
I know it doesn't have to do with the year. it's just me getting older. what scares me the most is that the upcoming years that I'll live are going to be like this if not worse.
the older I get the more apparent it becomes that life is becoming harder and harsher,
my patience is slowly becoming weaker and weaker as time passes by.
5 years ago I said jokingly that I'm not living to reach 30 years of age and I will rope before that happens, as time passes by the more I realize this joke is slowly and hauntingly turning to reality.
guys it's clear that I'm losing patience and losing time which is valuable. I look at the mirror infront of my room everyday and ask myself what the fuck are you doing with your life and there's just eerie silence.
I don't know. there's still two more months.
I know it doesn't have to do with the year. it's just me getting older. what scares me the most is that the upcoming years that I'll live are going to be like this if not worse.
the older I get the more apparent it becomes that life is becoming harder and harsher,
my patience is slowly becoming weaker and weaker as time passes by.
5 years ago I said jokingly that I'm not living to reach 30 years of age and I will rope before that happens, as time passes by the more I realize this joke is slowly and hauntingly turning to reality.
guys it's clear that I'm losing patience and losing time which is valuable. I look at the mirror infront of my room everyday and ask myself what the fuck are you doing with your life and there's just eerie silence.
but seriously we're closer to death or retirement.
