Those brutal moments where you truly realize how bad your life is

[daydreamER]

Most of the time I cope my way out of thinking about how truly bad my life is, but eventually the cope runs out and nothing can distract you from it.

(Read in Saint Hamudi's voice) I HATE MY LIFE. I REALLY HATE MY LIFE. IT'S OVER BUDDY BOYOS

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

It’s brutal man

 

[Just say NIGGER!]

I have that, I would go through my life busy with stuff or coping and just forget how over at is, but at night when I'm about to fall asleep it's just me and my mind, so it all crashes down

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

It’s brutal man

 

[daydreamER]

at night when I'm about to fall asleep it's just me and my mind, so it all crashes down

Exactly. This is why I often only go to bed when I am on the verge of sleep already. Anything to distract myself from the brutality of life.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Read in Saint Hamudi's voice) I HATE MY LIFE. I REALLY HATE MY LIFE. IT'S OVER BUDDY BOYOS

 

[daydreamER]

It’s brutal man

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

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[cunnylover69]

this happens whenever I have go outside and see people or socialize

 

[daydreamER]

this happens whenever I have go outside and see people or socialize

I never noticed this but it is true. When you see people in right front of you like that you realize how alien you really are to them. I don't try to socialize anymore because of this, it is not worth it.

 

[DarkStar]

Yup,

I just spoke to my parents about how my life is & had a meltdown

 

[Sans]

I have that, I would go through my life busy with stuff or coping and just forget how over at is, but at night when I'm about to fall asleep it's just me and my mind, so it all crashes down

Night time is the worst because you're completely alone with your thoughts and there's nothing to do because everyone else is asleep. Can't even go outside and enjoy being in each other's company because there's no one to be found.

Also, during the day you're likely working (if you aren't lucky enough to NEET), eating a meal, or doing chores and other miscellaneous tasks to occupy your time and your mind is focused on what you're doing. But when you're doing nothing and trying to sleep, then all the thoughts weigh on you.

That said, night time is also very beautiful, especially in the summer.

 

[Animecel2D]

Life is an unending nightmare

 

[DutchCel01]

I struggle with this too. Sometimes i feel like my life is okay. But on the other end its like my future is completely fucked