Serious This World Is A Hell Realm

[City Incel]

I'm sorry brother

It sucks how alone we are.

Mentally ill people deserve to get treated better in our society.

Thanks I guess

But I can't really relate with me being "mentally ill". In that time I simply realized how to be superproductive and how to take massive action like a top gigachad and this discovery blew me away - I started believing I'm the God

If I had not had bad advice, bad materials / surrounded by morons all my life, my jump in self development wouldn't have been so explosive - I would've simply believed I'm the God since I'd been much younger and would not done some stupid public stunts which risk drawing attention

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Thanks I guess

But I can't really relate with me being "mentally ill". In that time I simply realized how to be superproductive and how to take massive action like a top gigachad and this discovery blew me away - I started believing I'm the God

If I had not had bad advice, bad materials / surrounded by morons all my life, my jump in self development wouldn't have been so explosive - I would've simply believed I'm the God since I'd been much younger and would not done some stupid public stunts which risk drawing attention

Pretty based for being able to do all of that though. I can barely get up out of bed lol.

I am mentally ill, and deeply so I'm afraid. I don't like this realm.

 

[City Incel]

Pretty based for being able to do all of that though. I can barely get up out of bed lol.

I am mentally ill, and deeply so I'm afraid. I don't like this realm.

Interesting! I liked this realm a lot, but I made multiple critical mistakes... mostly just the first one because if I had not made the first one there would not been room to make the other big mistakes. It would been a whole different timeline.

Now I don't like it here because I'm in a fucked situation with fucked health and no way to build back anything.

Just in a very shitty place fully understanding how fuckedly heavy that first mistake was.

If I had been afraid too, I'd not made that first mistake. For me paranoia would been a gift. But I didn't have it at the time - I was too happy with my power, my smarts and my high fitness levels I had back then.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Interesting! I liked this realm a lot, but I made multiple critical mistakes... mostly just the first one because if I had not made the first one there would not been room to make the other big mistakes. It would been a whole different timeline.

Now I don't like it here because I'm in a fucked situation with fucked health and no way to build back anything.

Just in a very shitty place fully understanding how fuckedly heavy that first mistake was.

If I had been afraid too, I'd not made that first mistake. For me paranoia would been a gift. But I didn't have it at the time - I was too happy with my power, my smarts and my high fitness levels I had back then.

What mistake did you make?

 

[City Incel]

What mistake did you make?

I started to fully believe I'm the God. Not as a joke or a narcissistic way to please my ego but for real. I started to truly believe in that idea.

I went outside around midnight on a thursday, sprinted extremely fast - I could actvate my body perfectly and sprint even faster than before.

This made me think I'm as fast and as strong as I prove to myself I am.

Then I put on some music of Kanye and let loose and 20 min later I possibly had hallucinations or delusions or both suggesting me this world is just for a show and I'm real myself, not the environment.

I put down my phone, my expensive earphones and got naked on a sidewalk (streets seemed fully empty at the time but this might been a hallucination) because I was devoted to my idea that I'm the God and expected that nothing bad will happen.

I got into trouble, nearby assholes stole my
stuff, called police on me, I resisted arrest and got beaten and put in a madhouse.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I started to fully believe I'm the God. Not as a joke or a narcissistic way to please my ego but for real. I started to truly believe in that idea.

I went outside around midnight on a thursday, sprinted extremely fast - I could actvate my body perfectly and sprint even faster than before.

This made me think I'm as fast and as strong as I prove to myself I am.

Then I put on some music of Kanye and let loose and 20 min later I possibly had hallucinations or delusions or both suggesting me this world is just for a show and I'm real myself, not the environment.

I put down my phone, my expensive earphones and got naked on a sidewalk (streets seemed fully empty at the time but this might been a hallucination) because I was devoted to my idea that I'm the God and expected that nothing bad will happen.

I got into trouble, nearby assholes stole my
stuff, called police on me, I resisted arrest and got beaten and put in a madhouse.

holy brutality

I understand where you're coming from though. I've thought about the theory of me creating this life as well, however if I did design it myself I would not allow myself to be stuck in a physical body like this. Plus I would give myself the ability to will things into existence, which sadly I cannot do.

Thus I believe we are in a prison getting fed off of for our loosh.

 

[City Incel]

holy brutality

I understand where you're coming from though. I've thought about the theory of me creating this life as well, however if I did design it myself I would not allow myself to be stuck in a physical body like this. Plus I would give myself the ability to will things into existence, which sadly I cannot do.

Thus I believe we are in a prison getting fed off of for our loosh.

Well as it turns out we didn't create the reality. The reality has been here since the Big Bang many years ago. What was before the Big Bang if anything or what created it - we don't know.

We were born into this because our parents had unprotected sex. That's it.

Well for me at the time my life was on an all times best getting much much better still. I had everything - it seemed fairly reasonable at that time that I had designed everything to ascend as the God eventually - receiving the ultimate gift.

Sadly this was a trap thought - it was not real.

 

[bimmercel]

Woke up from a dream just earlier, and it pretty much summarized what this world is.

I hate to break it to anyone who doesn't see this, but each and every person that was brought into this world lives in an evil malevolent sadistic design.

This world is life eating life just to survive.

On the surface you have the pretty blue skies and the pearly white clouds, but that is all just an illusion so as to distract you from what this place actually is.

You are thrown into the body of an animal that needs to constantly be fed and maintained. It is physical and so it will fall apart over time.

People will judge you for what vessel you were born into even though you were forced into it from the start.

Even just the act of being born is evil and reprehensible. You are born without any memories, into the body of an infant that is solely reliable on the parents to survive.

At any point you could have gotten aborted, and torn limb from limb, and you would not have been able to defend yourself.

And then as you age you are forced to develop sexual feelings for another creature who does not have the capabilities to reciprocate those feelings.

Does the dog want to be the dog? Does the cat want to be the cat? Does the human want to be a human?

Our own biology is disgusting. We eat food and then piss and shit it out of ourselves.

We need showers to maintain cleanliness. We need physical and mental support just to keep going.

We are born onto the ground because the creator of this place likes looking down upon us.

The very act of gravity keeps us restrained.

And the worst part? Not a damn person realizes any of this. Billions of people here. The majority suffering.

Working your life away because someone thinks they're better then you.

Hoping for a heaven to come after we die, when we should have been born into one to begin with.

Praying to someone who doesn't answer us.

Being "tested" by the limits of this world.

chad live his best life while eation teenies ass out.