TheNEET
mentally crippled by sleepoverless teen years
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- Joined
- May 27, 2018
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when I try to quit lurking this website, I just replace it with other forums/imageboards and such
the only difference is that they're usually worse bc they're too slow or/and filled with normies e. g. /mlp/ is full of fetishists, /x/ is filled with people who've read one book and repeat the dogma (Christian larpers are prolly the most common ones), Reddit is full of cucks etc.
I'd like to just quit all socialization substitutes, but I can't because I instantly became cripplingly lonely and seek any way for human contact
I've tried to find a friend in so many different ways, but it seems like I'm either cripplingly socially inept (probable) or normies are just so different I can't relate to them: even when they have similar hobbies, they engage in them very differently from me
normies just have an irl talk with a friend once a week and their social needs are fulfilled while I'm forced to keep on shitposting all day not to get depressed
my hobbies/interests are suffering bc I spend so much time here, but I see no way out
not only staying here wastes a lot of time, but also I don't think the content is good for you: once you're blackpilled, you're blackpilled, there's no need to OD on blackpills everyday - if there's no way out of inceldom, we should focus on coping till we rope
the never-ending stream of blackpills makes me feel depressed - I remember knowing life is shit but feeling somewhat fine bc I was consuming a lot of positive media
the final stage of grief is acceptance and I want to reach that - most people here are stuck on anger or depression
the only difference is that they're usually worse bc they're too slow or/and filled with normies e. g. /mlp/ is full of fetishists, /x/ is filled with people who've read one book and repeat the dogma (Christian larpers are prolly the most common ones), Reddit is full of cucks etc.
I'd like to just quit all socialization substitutes, but I can't because I instantly became cripplingly lonely and seek any way for human contact
I've tried to find a friend in so many different ways, but it seems like I'm either cripplingly socially inept (probable) or normies are just so different I can't relate to them: even when they have similar hobbies, they engage in them very differently from me
normies just have an irl talk with a friend once a week and their social needs are fulfilled while I'm forced to keep on shitposting all day not to get depressed
my hobbies/interests are suffering bc I spend so much time here, but I see no way out
not only staying here wastes a lot of time, but also I don't think the content is good for you: once you're blackpilled, you're blackpilled, there's no need to OD on blackpills everyday - if there's no way out of inceldom, we should focus on coping till we rope
the never-ending stream of blackpills makes me feel depressed - I remember knowing life is shit but feeling somewhat fine bc I was consuming a lot of positive media
the final stage of grief is acceptance and I want to reach that - most people here are stuck on anger or depression