[Venting] This site destroyed me and ruined all my copes

fukmylyf

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I went out last night and drank so much that I couldn't breathe. I barely even talked to my friends. I was just thinking about depressing shit the whole time. At one point I couldn't speak and was struggling to order drinks. People kept randomly asking me if I was okay throughout the night. Legit thought I was dying on the way home. My uber driver offered me water and gum + kept rolling down the window because of how strongly I smelled like alcohol. Apparently I was also rude to some foids for no reason. I don't remember how I got to my bed, but I woke up with a fever and really bad headache. This never happened to me before. I need a lobotomy tbh. This was the one thing I looked forward to every month and I can't even enjoy it anymore
 

Mainländer

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I'm happy I quit drinking. Drinking was tied to approaching in my case and I've given up.
 

Justdone

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I don’t think I would go back to alcohol after reading this. The most i ever got was buzzed. At least you not light headed now.
 

fukmylyf

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I don’t think I would go back to alcohol after reading this. The most i ever got was buzzed. At least you not light headed now.
it was scary tbh. I don't think I'm ready to die after this experience, even though I really want to.
 

ihaveno1

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not the site it's ur genetics and the cruelty of foids, if it wasn't for that u wouldn't have even found out about this site
 

Justdone

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it was scary tbh. I don't think I'm ready to die after this experience, even though I really want to.
It’s likely you ain’t ready to die. People get honest when they are old and want to use people on here as examples of what not to be and encourage people to only leach off each other.
 

Blue Squirtle

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Alcohol just makes your emotions worse, just smoke some weed because at least you know you're going to be zoned out and you don't have to worry about getting poisoned.
 

CopeWithTheRope

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the blackpill has made me realize I shouldn't leave my room, or just as needed. no point as an ugly male for socialization, it all needs to humiliation then depression.
 

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Drinking alcohol, even in moderation, can have profound effects on the way your body absorbs vitamin B-12, the deficiency of which leads to heart attack and stroke, megaloblastic anemia, fatigue, shortness of breath, tingling and numbness in the extremities, headache, dementia, disorientation, loss of concentration and memory, and even death.
 

fukmylyf

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this is suicide fuel. Alcohol was my best chance at ascending.
Alcohol just makes your emotions worse, just smoke some weed because at least you know you're going to be zoned out and you don't have to worry about getting poisoned.
I can't smoke, and it would probably give me anxiety anyway. idk, I had bad experiences with psychedelics in the past.
 

Blue Squirtle

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this is suicide fuel. Alcohol was my best chance at ascending.

I can't smoke, and it would probably give me anxiety anyway. idk, I had bad experiences with psychedelics in the past.
watch a movie or play a video game, I get anxiety from weed, the goal is to keep yourself engaged, because it's when you aren't doing anything that causes anxiety.
 
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Drinking alcohol, even in moderation, can have profound effects on the way your body absorbs vitamin B-12, the deficiency of which leads to heart attack and stroke, megaloblastic anemia, fatigue, shortness of breath, tingling and numbness in the extremities, headache, dementia, disorientation, loss of concentration and memory, and even death.
 

Just_another_cel

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If you have a social life but have no sex, romantic partner then you are an incel by definition.
Ugly people, which many here claim to be, aren't wanted around because it brings down the smv of the entire group. This is especially true if it's an all male group who are trying to get laid. The ugly person embarrasses the group.
 

r9kcel

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This site is a symptom not a cause. You think you would be happy without it?
 

EyesAreSoCold

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I went out last night and drank so much that I couldn't breathe. I barely even talked to my friends. I was just thinking about depressing shit the whole time. At one point I couldn't speak and was struggling to order drinks. People kept randomly asking me if I was okay throughout the night. Legit thought I was dying on the way home. My uber driver offered me water and gum + kept rolling down the window because of how strongly I smelled like alcohol. Apparently I was also rude to some foids for no reason. I don't remember how I got to my bed, but I woke up with a fever and really bad headache. This never happened to me before. I need a lobotomy tbh. This was the one thing I looked forward to every month and I can't even enjoy it anymore
That sucks, you need to drop all the thoughts of your failure and just enjoy the moment.
Apparently I was also rude to some foids for no reason.
I also do this when I'm drunk kek
 

Darth Cialis

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Ugly people, which many here claim to be, aren't wanted around because it brings down the smv of the entire group. This is especially true if it's an all male group who are trying to get laid. The ugly person embarrasses the group.
I thought you were joking and being edgy, so are you a stupid cunt for real?
 

samupchERch

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Drinking made me so much uglier and made my body grotesque, which it will always be.

I drank to the point of blacking out every night for like ten years straight.

Now I'm going on fasts to try to lose weight. I'm literally starving myself, but I'm still overweight. My longest fast so far is 55 hours. I'm also pretty much eating no carbs whatsoever.

But I'm still overweight and ugly as shit. I'm bald and have dermatitis on my face. I wonder if the dermatitis was caused by my drinking. I drink very rarely, but the damage is already done.

I'm not attracted to landwhales, I wish I was. That would make life so much easier. I'm so desperate, I wish I could settle for a landwhale like so many other guys I see. How do they do it? They can't honestly be attracted to these gigantic 300-pound monstrosities, can they?
 

mylifeistrash

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I went out last night and drank so much that I couldn't breathe. I barely even talked to my friends. I was just thinking about depressing shit the whole time. At one point I couldn't speak and was struggling to order drinks. People kept randomly asking me if I was okay throughout the night. Legit thought I was dying on the way home. My uber driver offered me water and gum + kept rolling down the window because of how strongly I smelled like alcohol. Apparently I was also rude to some foids for no reason. I don't remember how I got to my bed, but I woke up with a fever and really bad headache. This never happened to me before. I need a lobotomy tbh. This was the one thing I looked forward to every month and I can't even enjoy it anymore

the site didn't do it, reality did
 

Cuyen

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weird. this forum is my strongest cope
 

Cuyen

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Alcohol just makes your emotions worse, just smoke some weed because at least you know you're going to be zoned out and you don't have to worry about getting poisoned.
thats the reasoni never drink alcohol or do drugs.
 

Romello Gaghan 2

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"Cope" is not an inherently bad word. There are good and bad copes. I'd relax if I were you OP. Do what you feel as long as it isn't some cucked shit or something of that nature.
 

VirtueSignaller

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I went out last night and drank so much that I couldn't breathe. I barely even talked to my friends. I was just thinking about depressing shit the whole time. At one point I couldn't speak and was struggling to order drinks. People kept randomly asking me if I was okay throughout the night. Legit thought I was dying on the way home. My uber driver offered me water and gum + kept rolling down the window because of how strongly I smelled like alcohol. Apparently I was also rude to some foids for no reason. I don't remember how I got to my bed, but I woke up with a fever and really bad headache. This never happened to me before. I need a lobotomy tbh. This was the one thing I looked forward to every month and I can't even enjoy it anymore
Title of thread doesn't match with text tbh.
Social circle=fakecel
99038
 

albie

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Booze just reacts with my meds(given so I could cope with this world)and knocks me out. I'm missing so much TV!
 

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