SuicideFuel This month is the most brutal for loneliness

[LostSoulUK]

Every day is brutal but December is absolute suicide fuel for sufferers like us. The loneliness is fucking unbearable, coming home to an empty apartment every day after work, every weekend alone as usual.

Its marketed as ' the most wonderful time of the year' but that couldn't be further from the truth for subhumans like us. Meanwhile, people around us are celebrating with their loved ones, their partners, friends, families, nice vacations and events to look forward to.

Fuck this existence, I'm tired of being so alone in this world, this month is absolute rope fuel. No one would give a fuck or bat an eyelid if we wasn't here tomorrow. This life never began for guys like us .

 

[Lonelyus]

They are having sex while you celebrate alone

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

For guys like us it’s just a reminder of everything we lack.

 

[Pancakecel]

I like the weather, and for me the most depressing is new years eve. I just think about how another year of shit has gone, and a new one is on the way, likely to be worse than the last.

Meanwhile sexhavers are at parties having fun, and fireworks going off everywhere.

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

They are having sex while you celebrate alone

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

for me the most depressing is new years eve. I just think about how another year of shit has gone, and a new one is on the way, likely to be worse than the last.

What hurts most is that sense of inevitability, for nothing changed last year, nothing changed the year before that, so why would the next one be different? There are no future prospects, and while everyone is celebrating a meaningful year that has come to an end, you’re sitting there tallying another wasted year you never even got to live properly.

 

[Dean_Benoit_93]

I'll somehow get through Christmas, but New Year's Eve is the worst. I'll probably get drunk and yell out the window.

 

[Grodd]

They are having sex while you celebrate alone

 

[Dean_Benoit_93]

What hurts most is that sense of inevitability, for nothing changed last year, nothing changed the year before that, so why would the next one be different? There are no future prospects, and while everyone is celebrating a meaningful year that has come to an end, you’re sitting there tallying another wasted year you never even got to live properly.

Exactly, but I still have a little hope that things will get better next year until I'm sitting there at the end of next year and I was wrong again. Fuck my life...

 

[zd60]

For guys like us it’s just a reminder of everything we lack.

I like the weather

 

[LostSoulUK]

They are having sex while you celebrate alone

ye, we're that starved we don't even get a hug, we're not designed for this celibate life, completely deprived of our primal needs, porn can only do so much.

For guys like us it’s just a reminder of everything we lack.

Exactly, its absolute rope fuel.

I like the weather, and for me the most depressing is new years eve. I just think about how another year of shit has gone, and a new one is on the way, likely to be worse than the last.

Meanwhile sexhavers are at parties having fun, and fireworks going off everywhere.

ye New Years eve is brutal, that countdown to midnight, knowing everyone is with their loved ones, kissing someone as the clock strikes, whilst we rot in solitude as ever in our basements. That realisation of another year wasted rotting is absolute rope fuel.

What hurts most is that sense of inevitability, for nothing changed last year, nothing changed the year before that, so why would the next one be different? There are no future prospects, and while everyone is celebrating a meaningful year that has come to an end, you’re sitting there tallying another wasted year you never even got to live properly.

That sense of regret is the worst, knowing we're not living our life whilst we're still in good health. That regret is the fucking worst and there's not a damn thing we can do about it because no one loves us, no one cares about us to share this life with. And we're now so broken mentally that its even harder to foresee a future, this oppressed existence has completely fucked our mental health beyond recognition.

I'll somehow get through Christmas, but New Year's Eve is the worst. I'll probably get drunk and yell out the window.

I can't remember the last time I even had a drink on new years eve its been that long. I just want this whole period done with, at least in January there's less social expectation and less FOMO effect but that's small consolation for us that suffer every waking day of the year.

Exactly, but I still have a little hope that things will get better next year until I'm sitting there at the end of next year and I was wrong again. Fuck my life...

ye we live and hope and its the fucking hope that kills us. Without hope we can rot in peace, but every now and then we feel hopeful. This can be a triggered by anything, a colleague at work for instance who is friendly to us only to be then rejected. Every year we hope that it'll be better, that our life will somehow materialise to the life we want and desire but it never comes to fruition. Our circumstances remain the same year upon year, then we look back on another year wasted, this is the life of an incel, a life of dejection and misfortune.

 

[Lonelyus]

This month is the most brutal for lonelius​

 

[xxectrapieces]

Ropefuel thread

 

[LostSoulUK]

Honestly, this forum is our only comfort over christmas, that's how fucked our lives are

 

[Max Doltman]

for me, they are all alike

 

[ItsOverMan]

It's the month of my birthday (which I always spend alone in my room and mostly try to ignore), the 1 year anniversary of my mother's death, Christmas and New Years Eve. Plus the sad Christmas music.

It's simply a dreadful month and you just get through the best you can. 18 days left.

 

[Hohenstaufen]

I dislike Christmas deeply. Mainly because I'm extremely bad at showing joy and alike, even when I like the presents that I get. Family wise it's okay, I'm usually just quiet and sit by, while all others talk - silently hoping it's over soon and we can drive back home. New Years eve is kinda...boring, the entire festivity of it died, and the fireworks are just annoying by now. December would be more 'attractive' if it had snow, but there's usually no snow here ;-;

 

[Marklonely]

The only good thing about the cold months is that I'm able to go outside to my nearest park, and just walk around without having to see anyone(except for dog walkers, they always come to the park)

I stay outside until it's super dark, there is a beauty in looking at the city scenery during nighttime, with absolutely no one in your vicinity.

 

[LostSoulUK]

It's the month of my birthday (which I always spend alone in my room and mostly try to ignore), the 1 year anniversary of my mother's death, Christmas and New Years Eve. Plus the sad Christmas music.

It's simply a dreadful month and you just get through the best you can. 18 days left.

Sorry to hear that, I've seen my mum in and out of hospital since I was a kid which hasn't been nice to see. Its a brutal time of year for us inkwells, just know that we're all suffering together in the same boat, I know that's not much comfort. Everyone of us brocels here deserves to ascend after enduring this lifetime of suffering. Most of us here lack those connections even from family, I think if we had some meaningful connections in our lives it would somewhat ease the burden of being an incel but we lack friends and don't even have that sense of belonging in our own families.

 

[DrunkenYoungcel]

I'll somehow get through Christmas, but New Year's Eve is the worst. I'll probably get drunk and yell out the window.

 

[LostSoulUK]

I dislike Christmas deeply. Mainly because I'm extremely bad at showing joy and alike, even when I like the presents that I get. Family wise it's okay, I'm usually just quiet and sit by, while all others talk - silently hoping it's over soon and we can drive back home. New Years eve is kinda...boring, the entire festivity of it died, and the fireworks are just annoying by now. December would be more 'attractive' if it had snow, but there's usually no snow here ;-;

If we had a nice woman to share this with we could die happy men, without that we'll be forever lost in life

The only good thing about the cold months is that I'm able to go outside to my nearest park, and just walk around without having to see anyone(except for dog walkers, they always come to the park)

I stay outside until it's super dark, there is a beauty in looking at the city scenery during nighttime, with absolutely no one in your vicinity.

That's something I guess, I can imagine that being brutal during the summer around privileged young couples. Gaming is my cope and porn, but there's only so much coping can do.

 

[5'4 king of khhv]

Am I the only one who loves December so much?

 

[Wizardmaxxer]

I keep fainting from heat, god can this year end faster i don't care anymore if the next is more shittier than this i want this to end

 

[AdolfRizzler]

For guys like us it’s just a reminder of everything we lack.

 

[AdolfRizzler]

this month is even a bigger hell for us than the usual hell

 

[TooSomething]

It's pretty cool for me.

I am about to play the Rare Replay collection.

 

[ArthurSchopenhauer]

I dont care anymore, im used to loneliness, new years eve used to be the worst day for me but now I simply dont care. Will cook myself some food and play video games all night, not bad

 

[NormieCelll]

I feel like the beginning of the year like january is worse tbh, at least in late december, for the ones of us that are in college, we are in winter break so we can fully indulge in our copes
Also Christmas is moreso associated with family reunions than it is with dating I feel like (at least in the west that's the case, asia might be different)

 

[friedrllyudidntknow]

This is gonna be my first Christmas completely alone (no irl friends nor family)
I guess I'll chill at McDonald's all day on Christmas Eve.

 

[Mohamedömar]

They are having sex while you celebrate alone

I thank Allah that I don't celebrate christmas, it is haram Islam

 

[Mohamedömar]

Honestly, this forum is our only comfort

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

this month is even a bigger hell for us than the usual hell

 

[LostSoulUK]

I don't know how you guys survive this loneliness, its honestly rope fuel. The weekends are the worst, that's when the FOMO effect really hits hard. I don't go out at all except work, day in day out we live in solitude.

'Cope or rope' except I can't even cope. Videogames and porn can only do so much to mask this empty void we have in our lives. Every day I
feel like a sinking ship, this depression is too much. I hope that our situation will somehow change in 2026 but its wishful thinking, guys like us are destined to suffer. We struggle to even make friends never mind a girlfriend. There's a reason why suicide rate are significantly higher in men. Loneliness is the root of it, if we had a sense of belonging we wouldn't feel like fucking roping.

This life is about love and connection yet this is completely abstract to us. Even our own families don't give a fuck about our pitiful existence.
Its beyond over, fuck this year and fuck this life .

 

[endoftheskies]

Every day is brutal but December is absolute suicide fuel for sufferers like us. The loneliness is fucking unbearable, coming home to an empty apartment every day after work, every weekend alone as usual.

Its marketed as ' the most wonderful time of the year' but that couldn't be further from the truth for subhumans like us. Meanwhile, people around us are celebrating with their loved ones, their partners, friends, families, nice vacations and events to look forward to.

Fuck this existence, I'm tired of being so alone in this world, this month is absolute rope fuel. No one would give a fuck or bat an eyelid if we wasn't here tomorrow. This life never began for guys like us .

Summer is far worse. Atleast in winter, people are confined to their houses and their domciles. You should look at what summer does. Winter is the most truecel friendly hoilday (except for Christmas maybe)

 

[endoftheskies]

I thank Allah that I don't celebrate christmas, it is haram Islam

Same.

 

[LostSoulUK]

Summer is far worse. Atleast in winter, people are confined to their houses and their domciles. You should look at what summer does. Winter is the most truecel friendly hoilday (except for Christmas maybe)

ye I suffer all year round tbh. If normies had any idea what this true forced loneliness feels like they wouldn't last a day in our shoes.

 

[Icarus]

This life never began for guys like us .

 

[Icarus]

I'm totally stealing this

 

[LostSoulUK]

This life never began, I realised that back in school when I was alienated from the other kids. That blazed the trail for what my life would become. In every place since, I've been the freak show and been treated as such. Fuck this life.

 

[Icarus]

I don't know how you guys survive this loneliness, its honestly rope fuel. The weekends are the worst, that's when the FOMO effect really hits hard. I don't go out at all except work, day in day out we live in solitude.

'Cope or rope' except I can't even cope. Videogames and porn can only do so much to mask this empty void we have in our lives. Every day I
feel like a sinking ship, this depression is too much. I hope that our situation will somehow change in 2026 but its wishful thinking, guys like us are destined to suffer. We struggle to even make friends never mind a girlfriend. There's a reason why suicide rate are significantly higher in men. Loneliness is the root of it, if we had a sense of belonging we wouldn't feel like fucking roping.

This life is about love and connection yet this is completely abstract to us. Even our own families don't give a fuck about our pitiful existence.
Its beyond over, fuck this year and fuck this life .

 

[Icarus]

Coping with alcohol and weed is the only thing that helps anymore

 

[Sir Silentium]

For guys like us it’s just a reminder of everything we lack.

 

[Emba]

They are having sex while you celebrate alone