This is it my life will just be the same series of pain and humiliation all because of my uncontrollable visual traits the world doesnt value what you have to say your opinion your thoughts its just over im destined to keep living half alive half dead im deprived of intimacy of the most basoc form my mother hates me my father doesnt talk to me my sister doesnt even acknowledge my exsistence my mother multiple times has said she favours her over me and i was the planned pregnancy jfl so ugly that a mistake pregnancy mogs me just because she was lucky enough to be born a female these women how they ignore me they dont even view the space i exsist in as somthing other than an inatimate object its despicable. The scociol games are the worst being tested every week scociolly when i see straight through everything i know what everyone subconciously thinks of me i know im just a joke to everyone just a pathetic unlovable person in their eyes but everyone deserves love and affection even the most ruthless dictaters just started out wanting to be loved and if i cant be loved the world should suffer for their sin and sin to the people of my caste being an ugly male is one of the worst things a human can experience maybe not short term but long term this is torture i dont think i could manage this for another 10 years its over
