Slow agonizing crawl towards death as we seek respite from our endless daily torture.
Serious This is a tremendous curse. I don't think we can even comprehend just how cursed this kind of living is. Its insanely painful and humiliating.
I just live day to day
Not much to gain and not much to lose
Not much to gain and not much to lose
Then you're in a position that's at least a bit better than mine. I have lots to lose from from aging and worsening health.
I wish you the best. 
copes are best for this. I like to think, but sometimes you just have to cope or do something else.
I feel for you, started losing my hair plus getting plenty of white hairs.
Copes are the only thing we can hold onto but even these fail over time.
All of my head hair and chest hair are white/grey now from the stress of inceldom, subhumanity, and blackpill!
I am not even 35.
sad to hear this bro.Copes are the only thing we can hold onto but even these fail over time.
All of my head hair and chest hair are white/grey now from the stress of inceldom, subhumanity, and blackpill!
I won't tell you not to think about this, because it's unrealistic. Sometimes i get depressed too, and that's fine - we have done nothing to deserve it. Just remember to not be to harsh on yourself because what happened to us wasn't out fault. (sometimes i fail to remind this to myself, and then i drown in misery).
Why are your copes not working anymore?
The brain can't provide the same levels of dopamine from repeating any activity. Dopamine is based on novelty and there is none in my life because I'm stagnant and rotting.
I understand completely, things becoming stale. Try learning something, like basic code, or maybe math. it sounds stupid but give it a try, it gives a goal to your brain - even if it's insignificant one.
This is what I'm doing but the weight of my past failures, my subhumanity, and my worsening mental and physical health problems are all keeping me down from making progress. This is what happens after you've crossed into midlife as a truecel.
I'm not at your age yet, but I can definitely relate to how regrets and past failures eating you up from the inside. And I imagine as you gain more life experience you get more failures and regrets.This is what I'm doing but the weight of my past failures, my subhumanity, and my worsening mental and physical health problems are all keeping me down from making progress. This is what happens after you've crossed into midlife as a truecel.
It's a bit of a cope, but try accepting what happened and focusing on the things you want to accomplish - Instead of the things you didn't, makes for an easier life to handle.
I struggle with my failure to get to university this year, but the more i think about that the worse it gets. now thanks to this conversation, i will pick a new goal for myself.
a lot of life is predetermined, but we can make an effort to make our life just a little more comfy.
Things will get better for us, i believe in you.Yeah, that's the problem. Its very brutal.
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