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My life are just failed copes
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This feeling that no matter what I do I can't get out of my depression.
That I can't make real friends and even worse having a gf.
That feeling that I lost too many experiences and I can't compensate what I've lost with anything new, cause I don't see how.
And specially the feeling that people is so distant to me. Like there's no way to connect with people anymore. Like everyone is cold-hearthed. As if people were sleeping under a spell that prevents them from having real emotions and human connections. And the worst thing is that I feel that I'm also under that spell.
That I can't make real friends and even worse having a gf.
That feeling that I lost too many experiences and I can't compensate what I've lost with anything new, cause I don't see how.
And specially the feeling that people is so distant to me. Like there's no way to connect with people anymore. Like everyone is cold-hearthed. As if people were sleeping under a spell that prevents them from having real emotions and human connections. And the worst thing is that I feel that I'm also under that spell.