- Jun 24, 2019
- 24d 3h 13m
I'm fucking done I don't understand how people just get mad at me for no reason. She doesn't answer me now, it's fucking over, I can't even pay for it. BTW this is the 2nd whore I ever talked with and the first one It was through messages
Note: spoilers might be considered bragging for some users, I don't consider them as such tho.
Well, I ended up being able to contact her, she said that she thought I was trolling her (I wasn't).
When I arrive this stacy opens the door, her face is perfect I couldn't believe it, she was around 30 but looked a bit younger, her body wasn't perfect, but still pretty good.
She asks if I'm underage (jfl), and later if I'm virgin (jfl).
she was suprised I didn't have a gf because she said I was good looking (probably lying to make me feel good)
We got to it and I wasn't able to get it up, we tried penetration anyways, surprisingly my dick started growing more and more which usely doesn't happen during penetration.
During peak I noticed she was feeling more so I tried to deep trust and I could feel the end of her vag (I'm only 15.5cm), she gasped
I couldn't cum anyways but It was much better than last time, this time I actually felt good, towards the end I would start losing the erection and I would stop and lie on her side without even touching my dick it would slowly get up by itself, which was surprising. I don't think her atractiveness had much to do with it, i yhink it was because this escort was nicer and talkative, made me feel better.
I came to the conclusion that I got so used to masturbating that sex feels weird now, even watching naked women irl isn't the same as on video, I will now start masturbating without my hands and just by humping a pillow or something, so that I get used to it.
I genuinly believe that I will eventually be able to fuck a random foid easily, without any stress, just like when I watch porn. I also feel less suicidal because I'm looking forward for the next visit which will probably be better than the last one.