Deleted member 7573
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No matter what we do, no matter what truths we show to society, they won, and there is nothing we can do about it, I realized this yesterday. It occurred to me after a event on my work. When I was going to the bathroom a foid of my team was coming back down the hall, I immediately looked away and didn't look at her at all, like a pathetic beta, you wanna know why?
A few months ago I was terrified that I heard one of the foids talking that I was flirting with her for looking at her in a similar situation, they started spreading rumors about me and saying shit about me, they said things like "He does not get along with people on the team", I even made a thread at the time about it.
And now unconsciously I turn my gaze away from a foid so that I do not end up having more trouble and losing my job. I feel humiliated, lowered to a level of filthy creature, who should not look to his "superiors". But I also feel anger, hatred, I want to make they look at me as I tear their eyes out so they will never feel "bad" being looked at by me. How can I live with this? I was practically indoctrinated to be submissive, or else I will lose my job.
FUCK THIS SHIT EARTH KILL THEM ALL THATS THE ONLY WAY TO WIN IN THIS SHIT FUCK.
A few months ago I was terrified that I heard one of the foids talking that I was flirting with her for looking at her in a similar situation, they started spreading rumors about me and saying shit about me, they said things like "He does not get along with people on the team", I even made a thread at the time about it.
And now unconsciously I turn my gaze away from a foid so that I do not end up having more trouble and losing my job. I feel humiliated, lowered to a level of filthy creature, who should not look to his "superiors". But I also feel anger, hatred, I want to make they look at me as I tear their eyes out so they will never feel "bad" being looked at by me. How can I live with this? I was practically indoctrinated to be submissive, or else I will lose my job.
FUCK THIS SHIT EARTH KILL THEM ALL THATS THE ONLY WAY TO WIN IN THIS SHIT FUCK.