Ferdi
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- Joined
- Aug 15, 2025
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I can’t anymore, anytime I try to play a video game I am no longer enjoying it anymore, anytime I try to watch an anime the worries still loom presently and the wonder of “what the hell am I doing?” And if it has a romantic setting it makes me angry and sad of what I am missing out on, it Keeps hitting me, anytime I try to read a book I feel like shit and never finish it, anytime I work out, I never get a dopamine boost anymore
The whole entirety of my time so far has been spent trying to search for a girlfriend online, /soc/, Duolicious, discord, xitter, you name it (stupid I know, but it’s the best I’ve got), because that is the only thing that eases my mind now, everything else doesn’t matter if I am alone, and finding someone online may be far fetched I know, but finding someone irl is off the tables for me, I’m too autistic for it, this all fucking sucks
The whole entirety of my time so far has been spent trying to search for a girlfriend online, /soc/, Duolicious, discord, xitter, you name it (stupid I know, but it’s the best I’ve got), because that is the only thing that eases my mind now, everything else doesn’t matter if I am alone, and finding someone online may be far fetched I know, but finding someone irl is off the tables for me, I’m too autistic for it, this all fucking sucks





