"GrAY" jfl , snap back to reality every truecel gets constantly handed shit by life, you haven't swallowed the whole blackpill thinking that there's a mEaNiNg behind all this crap, everything is the way it is because there is no meaning or reason behind it. Existence as a whole is a fucked up coincidence, constantly evolving more and more with no end goal (it's all pointless). Everything we experience is just brain chemistry and therefore you can alter "reality" back and forth. At the end of the day we're all just a cluster of cells and if it's formed the right way you can fuck stacy.
Making up some meaning n shit is foid trait, that why tarot, horoscopes, astrology (and whatever there else is) gets mainly practiced by foids and fags. Bad things are always happening to me as well, why? Because I'm subhuman and not fit for the world + straight up coincidences that happen to every human being.