SryMyEnglish
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I have nothing to stay alive for. Everything I do I fail miserably. I dont have any motivation even to get up from bed.
Even if I tried to and succeeded in finding a job or finding a foid I would still live miserable life, the life like many people do live, like my Chad uncle, he was a slayer when he was young, but now the only joy in life he has is playing stupid online games after long days of wagecucking.
And being NEET is nothing better, the only future we, NEETs, have is surviving as dirty repulsive bumps asking for 20 rubles of change.
Like having kids and creating a big family (what I dreamed of for so long) is not an option now, in the age where its obvious that a few generations later there will be no such thing as kids and family anymore at all, in our age its obvious that our generations are the last generations to have kids and reproduce.
And my future is to spend the last decades of my miserable life in mental asylum hearing constant voices and becoming more insane each day slowly descending to vegetable state.
Idont see any future anymore. Tell me I should rope to motivate myself.
Even if I tried to and succeeded in finding a job or finding a foid I would still live miserable life, the life like many people do live, like my Chad uncle, he was a slayer when he was young, but now the only joy in life he has is playing stupid online games after long days of wagecucking.
And being NEET is nothing better, the only future we, NEETs, have is surviving as dirty repulsive bumps asking for 20 rubles of change.
Like having kids and creating a big family (what I dreamed of for so long) is not an option now, in the age where its obvious that a few generations later there will be no such thing as kids and family anymore at all, in our age its obvious that our generations are the last generations to have kids and reproduce.
And my future is to spend the last decades of my miserable life in mental asylum hearing constant voices and becoming more insane each day slowly descending to vegetable state.
Idont see any future anymore. Tell me I should rope to motivate myself.