I am not only tired, I'm sick to my stomach, of all the pain, fear, discomfort, frustration, loneliness, doubt, complexity, difficulty, failure, disappointment, boredom, humiliation, guilt, insecurity, disability, incompetence, genetic unfairness, sickness, death and every other BS that life's incarnations have to go through, especially humans because of our brutal understanding of the darkness
The worst part about being a miserable subhuman is that you're not really a "subhuman", in fact your experience is THE human experience, which is mostly suffering, but that's also just what life is, you can't have life without suffering, suffering is the payment for temporal existence, it's just the way it is, still, I can't stop feeling that it's all wrong and it shouldn't be like this, I hate it, I'm disgusted by it, I cringe when I think about anything, I don't want to suffer
The worst part about being a miserable subhuman is that you're not really a "subhuman", in fact your experience is THE human experience, which is mostly suffering, but that's also just what life is, you can't have life without suffering, suffering is the payment for temporal existence, it's just the way it is, still, I can't stop feeling that it's all wrong and it shouldn't be like this, I hate it, I'm disgusted by it, I cringe when I think about anything, I don't want to suffer
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