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I will just refuse to live another day again... That will be the day I will kill myself.
I can't remember how many nights I'd beg to god to kill me while I was asleep so I could never wake up again, so I didn't have to experience this feeling again for one more day.
And to this day, I still feel the same way. Some nights are easier to bear, some are excruciating to the point of physical pain. For now I can take this, but I believe there will come a day I no longer will be able to and I'll off myself
I can't remember how many nights I'd beg to god to kill me while I was asleep so I could never wake up again, so I didn't have to experience this feeling again for one more day.
And to this day, I still feel the same way. Some nights are easier to bear, some are excruciating to the point of physical pain. For now I can take this, but I believe there will come a day I no longer will be able to and I'll off myself
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