rotting-alone
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I thought by not watching movies and TV I could shut out stimulus that makes me sad and angry.
But I can't. That stimulus is everywhere. I can't even browse Reddit or gaming forums without someone casually referencing relationships. I was on an assassins creed community and some dude said "lol I had an ex who loved this game" and some shit like that. Another guy chimed in.
It's these words. Words I've never used. Concepts I don't know.
Ex
Dating
Girlfriend
Cuddling
Simple words remind you that there's this amazing pillar of human life you are missing out on: companionship and love.
Everyone has felt it. Except you.
I can't even sit down on the bus without overhearing a guy talking to his GF on the phone 3 rows behind me. I can't even play vidya without seeing characters that have girlfriends and love.
Literally the only way to avoid Suicide fuel would be to retire in a forest and live as a hermit. But you may wake up one day and see squirrels fucking outside and be reminded that you cannot escape the concept of sex.
Fuck this life.
But I can't. That stimulus is everywhere. I can't even browse Reddit or gaming forums without someone casually referencing relationships. I was on an assassins creed community and some dude said "lol I had an ex who loved this game" and some shit like that. Another guy chimed in.
It's these words. Words I've never used. Concepts I don't know.
Ex
Dating
Girlfriend
Cuddling
Simple words remind you that there's this amazing pillar of human life you are missing out on: companionship and love.
Everyone has felt it. Except you.
I can't even sit down on the bus without overhearing a guy talking to his GF on the phone 3 rows behind me. I can't even play vidya without seeing characters that have girlfriends and love.
Literally the only way to avoid Suicide fuel would be to retire in a forest and live as a hermit. But you may wake up one day and see squirrels fucking outside and be reminded that you cannot escape the concept of sex.
Fuck this life.