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So I'm a junkie basically and go up to this liquor store close by pretty much every single day to self medicate with whatever usually weed or alcohol but I bought some red kratom yesterday and bought this Mushroom vape that actually helped land me in the psych ward twice last September.
But I digress there's this cute Asian Becky that works at said liquor store. I'd say maybe not even a Becky maybe just average but I think I have high T or at least a high sex drive and it's rare that I see young LEGAL (working at liquor store so at least 21 I'd think lmao) women that are bangable due to my social isolation and just my area probably has a bunch of old fucks.
Now me being high or drunk all the time basically off my disability money from being a schizo who shouldn't even do drugs in the first place has had the possibly false confidence to actually tell this Asian woman that I like her tattoo (she had one on her arm) one day and that I like her glasses another day when she wore them and I had never seen her in glasses before. One day I asked her what her name was and I told her mine. One day I saw her with her hair down and it was beautiful . I'd ascend with her if I could, but I feel like it would be messed up or weird to ask someone out where they work. that might make me never want to go up to that liquor store again or make her feel too uncomfortable. I don't want to be a piece of shit even if I got rejected.
But I'm a 26 year old virgin. I can't tell if she's attracted to me or not. I assume most women aren't. But what do if have to lose if I try to converse more with her, get to know her better and maybe feel the situation out more in a sober state and ask if she would like my Snapchat or something casually eventually.
I want to at least say I tried to escape inceldom before I accept rotting forever or end my life. Hope this makes sense and isn't too revealing cause I'm not trying to be gangstalked by the feds or gangs of criminals haha.
But I digress there's this cute Asian Becky that works at said liquor store. I'd say maybe not even a Becky maybe just average but I think I have high T or at least a high sex drive and it's rare that I see young LEGAL (working at liquor store so at least 21 I'd think lmao) women that are bangable due to my social isolation and just my area probably has a bunch of old fucks.
Now me being high or drunk all the time basically off my disability money from being a schizo who shouldn't even do drugs in the first place has had the possibly false confidence to actually tell this Asian woman that I like her tattoo (she had one on her arm) one day and that I like her glasses another day when she wore them and I had never seen her in glasses before. One day I asked her what her name was and I told her mine. One day I saw her with her hair down and it was beautiful . I'd ascend with her if I could, but I feel like it would be messed up or weird to ask someone out where they work. that might make me never want to go up to that liquor store again or make her feel too uncomfortable. I don't want to be a piece of shit even if I got rejected.
But I'm a 26 year old virgin. I can't tell if she's attracted to me or not. I assume most women aren't. But what do if have to lose if I try to converse more with her, get to know her better and maybe feel the situation out more in a sober state and ask if she would like my Snapchat or something casually eventually.
I want to at least say I tried to escape inceldom before I accept rotting forever or end my life. Hope this makes sense and isn't too revealing cause I'm not trying to be gangstalked by the feds or gangs of criminals haha.
