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ThisIsHell
Greycel
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- Joined
- Jan 25, 2018
- Posts
- 13
Oh my G-d. I just found this place.
I am a mentalcel and a dickcel. I guess each and every one of you is suffering as much as I have suffered. I got inlove once by the way. And god damn is it a beautiful feeling, but an impossible to share, for us, it remains something that we are only going to feel for others and no body will feel it for us.
This is a complete waste of life. This is so, so sad. Words are not enough. It's unfair. :'(
No wonder you have radical Islamic views, how is a human being supposed to feel normal. You were scarred so badly that everything normal in you has died. I am the same but one view of the girl i fell love with (without ever being together with her though, friend zoned), makes me feel human again, but now it's only through the screen.
The feeling is like, as if you traveled for the end of the world alone, for decades, through a scorching sun, and you finally see this source of life in front of you, imagine it looks like a big ball of shine and light, the answer to all questions, and you go and try to touch it, with your everlasting thirst and hunger for it, but you can't reach it. You try to lift your arm and touch it but your arm wouldn't work. it's numb.
That's how i feel and it's been 5 years.
There is so much suffering here, I am sure.
I am a mentalcel and a dickcel. I guess each and every one of you is suffering as much as I have suffered. I got inlove once by the way. And god damn is it a beautiful feeling, but an impossible to share, for us, it remains something that we are only going to feel for others and no body will feel it for us.
This is a complete waste of life. This is so, so sad. Words are not enough. It's unfair. :'(
No wonder you have radical Islamic views, how is a human being supposed to feel normal. You were scarred so badly that everything normal in you has died. I am the same but one view of the girl i fell love with (without ever being together with her though, friend zoned), makes me feel human again, but now it's only through the screen.
The feeling is like, as if you traveled for the end of the world alone, for decades, through a scorching sun, and you finally see this source of life in front of you, imagine it looks like a big ball of shine and light, the answer to all questions, and you go and try to touch it, with your everlasting thirst and hunger for it, but you can't reach it. You try to lift your arm and touch it but your arm wouldn't work. it's numb.
That's how i feel and it's been 5 years.
There is so much suffering here, I am sure.