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ThisIsHell

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Oh my G-d. I just found this place.

I am a mentalcel and a dickcel. I guess each and every one of you is suffering as much as I have suffered. I got inlove once by the way. And god damn is it a beautiful feeling, but an impossible to share, for us, it remains something that we are only going to feel for others and no body will feel it for us.

This is a complete waste of life. This is so, so sad. Words are not enough. It's unfair.  :'(

No wonder you have radical Islamic views, how is a human being supposed to feel normal. You were scarred so badly that everything normal in you has died. I am the same but one view of the girl i fell love with (without ever being together with her though, friend zoned), makes me feel human again, but now it's only through the screen.

The feeling is like, as if you traveled for the end of the world alone, for decades, through a scorching sun, and you finally see this source of life in front of you, imagine it looks like a big ball of shine and light, the answer to all questions, and you go and try to touch it, with your everlasting thirst and hunger for it, but you can't reach it. You try to lift your arm and touch it but your arm wouldn't work. it's numb. 

That's how i feel and it's been 5 years. 

There is so much suffering here, I am sure.
 
Worst part is never even having a chance.
 
ArtoriasWolf said:
Worst part is never even having a chance.
To be honest, I don't regret at least falling in love with this colleague girl in university. It still is a strong feeling, but like I said, a negative one.
 
I wish I could have black pilled myself at age 6.
 
Falling in love is the most bluepilled thing you can ever do when you're sub7.
 
I've never fallen in love. Feels kinda good tbqh
 
99% suffering, 1% cope.
Welcome to hell.
 
"Oh my (((G-d)))"
 
Yup. This is hell alright. A totally wasted life.
 
ThisIsHell said:
Oh my G-d. I just found this place.

I am a mentalcel and a dickcel. I guess each and every one of you is suffering as much as I have suffered. I got inlove once by the way. And god damn is it a beautiful feeling, but an impossible to share, for us, it remains something that we are only going to feel for others and no body will feel it for us.

This is a complete waste of life. This is so, so sad. Words are not enough. It's unfair.  :'(

No wonder you have radical Islamic views, how is a human being supposed to feel normal. You were scarred so badly that everything normal in you has died. I am the same but one view of the girl i fell love with (without ever being together with her though, friend zoned), makes me feel human again, but now it's only through the screen.

The feeling is like, as if you traveled for the end of the world alone, for decades, through a scorching sun, and you finally see this source of life in front of you, imagine it looks like a big ball of shine and light, the answer to all questions, and you go and try to touch it, with your everlasting thirst and hunger for it, but you can't reach it. You try to lift your arm and touch it but your arm wouldn't work. it's numb. 

That's how i feel and it's been 5 years. 

There is so much suffering here, I am sure.
Love does not exist. It is merely an illusion conjured by the mind.
 
It's gonna be different, after tonight, they're going to see me, in a different light.
 
coldmachinery said:
It's gonna be different, after tonight, they're going to see me, in a different light.

Don't hurt people, please!
 
ThisIsHell said:
coldmachinery said:
It's gonna be different, after tonight, they're going to see me, in a different light.
Don't hurt people, please!
It's song lyrics lmao relax
 
The only hope of numbing the pain for truecels is developing some kind of elaborate coping mechanism or roping. There's no other way
 
RREEEEEEEEE said:
ThisIsHell said:
radical Islamic
Huge cope.
its not even a good cope because even if there was some global caliphate all the women would be in harems
 
How big is your dick
 
ThisIsHell said:
With who, desu senpai? Since when?

I don't even know at this point. I was in love with 3 girls in the period of 3 years and all of them hurt me. I am just in constant "in love" feeling and dream about those 3 from time to time.
 
I suspect OP is an infiltrator, FBl or cucktears. Any who uses the term "radical lsIamic" has no fucking credibility. OP also used a stupid emoji. Some of us here have slightly opened third eyes OP, I'm a TI and I can see through a fake a bit better than the average dude. Go back to cucktears or go back to the coffee room at your field office.


Blackpill101 said:
Kike Detected.
I knew you would spot him out too dude, good eye my friend.
 
Akarin said:
I don't even know at this point. I was in love with 3 girls in the period of 3 years and all of them hurt me. I am just in constant "in love" feeling and dream about those 3 from time to time.

Did you have the loss of appetite for weeks? The restlessness? The absolute apathy to anything that encounters your existence? Man, 3 girls in 3 years, that's a blast. It's a miracle you are alive. I drove my car with 60+ miles with my eyes closed for 5 seconds only because one girl hurt me.


Dissapointment said:
How big is your dick

Non-bone pressed erected length is 5.5"-6" but because of my big glans and it looks weird. Also my dick is in the form of a mushroom.
Girth is 5" at base and 4.8 up the shaft BUT it looks like it's 4" because the shape of my dick is not flat, like most penises. It's perfectly cylindrical and from the top and bottom view (the only one a girl ever sees, no body looks your dick from the side) my dick is less than two fingers wide, or to be precise 1.45" wide at base and 1.57" wide at midshaft and 1.7" at the head. 

A normal penis is 1.75-2" wide, mine is 1.5". This is a significant difference and even my urologist confirmed that my penis is kind of thin (at 5" girth, I told you that perception of flatness matters). So given that I am below average in girth and that any roastie says "DUN WURRY ABOUT DICK SIZE ONLY GIRTH MATTERS" (without realizing that I may have a thin penis), I very well know that IT'S OVER!
 
ThisIsHell said:
Did you have the loss of appetite for weeks? The restlessness? The absolute apathy to anything that encounters your existence? Man, 3 girls in 3 years, that's a blast. It's a miracle you are alive. I drove my car with 60+ miles with my eyes closed for 5 seconds only because one girl hurt me.

It hurt as fuck, the last one left me wanting to go into mental hospital because I thought I wouldn't survive that. But I went through my biggest heartbreak 5 years ago. She said that she started to date with one guy (as a joke) and something fucking hit me like a bullet in my brain. I started shaking like epileptic and couldn't get out of my bed next day. It's when my depression started for real. It actually helped me. From a shy faggot I've became very low inhibition in few months. But for the cost of wanting to kill myself 24 times a day.
 
Its not over because of your penis ofcourse its not iDeal but I thought you would be a real dickcel girls wont laugh at your dick
 
Dissapointment said:
Its not over because of your penis ofcourse its not iDeal but I thought you would be a real dickcel girls wont laugh at your dick
Feels good to read that. Thank you! That's what I hope for too, when I cope and hope. But there are other things about me that I didn't find necessary to mention, things that make me an incel. For an example, my head is too big for my body and now that I started balding my forehead is too big for my head and my head is too big for my body... Even at least 10 assholes have called me "Hey, head!" or have just mentioned that my head is big, out of the blue. I am not a faggot though, in fact I had quite a reputation when I was young but as we all know, when the years go by and you are still a virgin, you and the others quickly smell that and it fucks you up hardcore.

What about yourself, do you mind sharing? I am 23 years old, by the way, how old are you and what makes you an incel?


Akarin said:
It hurt as fuck, the last one left me wanting to go into mental hospital because I thought I wouldn't survive that. But I went through my biggest heartbreak 5 years ago. She said that she started to date with one guy (as a joke) and something fucking hit me like a bullet in my brain. I started shaking like epileptic and couldn't get out of my bed next day. It's when my depression started for real. It actually helped me. From a shy faggot I've became very low inhibition in few months. But for the cost of wanting to kill myself 24 times a day.

That's exactly what happened to me too, from high inhib but no feelings I went to low inhib and bipolar with catatonic depression and a quite developed panic disorder. This happened to me because of NoFap as I was truly addicted to porn I guess. What about you?
 
ThisIsHell said:
Feels good to read that. Thank you! That's what I hope for too, when I cope and hope. But there are other things about me that I didn't find necessary to mention, things that make me an incel. For an example, my head is too big for my body and now that I started balding my forehead is too big for my head and my head is too big for my body... Even at least 10 assholes have called me "Hey, head!" or have just mentioned that my head is big, out of the blue. I am not a faggot though, in fact I had quite a reputation when I was young but as we all know, when the years go by and you are still a virgin, you and the others quickly smell that and it fucks you up hardcore.

What about yourself, do you mind sharing? I am 23 years old, by the way, how old are you and what makes you an incel?



That's exactly what happened to me too, from high inhib but no feelings I went to low inhib and bipolar with catatonic depression and a quite developed panic disorder. This happened to me because of NoFap as I was truly addicted to porn I guess. What about you?



I am addicted to porn as well but nofap only changed me to an animal for a while. I wanted to ask my cousin if she wanted to fuck with me but it was late at night and I couldn't take it longer so I fapped after 12 days
 
ThisIsHell said:
Feels good to read that. Thank you! That's what I hope for too, when I cope and hope. But there are other things about me that I didn't find necessary to mention, things that make me an incel. For an example, my head is too big for my body and now that I started balding my forehead is too big for my head and my head is too big for my body... Even at least 10 assholes have called me "Hey, head!" or have just mentioned that my head is big, out of the blue. I am not a faggot though, in fact I had quite a reputation when I was young but as we all know, when the years go by and you are still a virgin, you and the others quickly smell that and it fucks you up hardcore.

What about yourself, do you mind sharing? I am 23 years old, by the way, how old are you and what makes you an incel?



I'm 19 years old my dick is 5.5 inch bone pressed I am 5'10 in the tallest country in the world I cant talk to girls i'm high inhibition and have severe BDD my face isnt that bad i'm just socially retarded
 
Dissapointment said:
ThisIsHell said:
Feels good to read that. Thank you! That's what I hope for too, when I cope and hope. But there are other things about me that I didn't find necessary to mention, things that make me an incel. For an example, my head is too big for my body and now that I started balding my forehead is too big for my head and my head is too big for my body... Even at least 10 assholes have called me "Hey, head!" or have just mentioned that my head is big, out of the blue. I am not a faggot though, in fact I had quite a reputation when I was young but as we all know, when the years go by and you are still a virgin, you and the others quickly smell that and it fucks you up hardcore.

What about yourself, do you mind sharing? I am 23 years old, by the way, how old are you and what makes you an incel?



I'm 19 years old my dick is 5.5 inch bone pressed I am 5'10 in the tallest country in the world I cant talk to girls i'm high inhibition and have severe BDD my face isnt that bad i'm just socially retarded



Please, I know it's a meme, but watch this video thoroughly.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7oFVOJf0TzY

I want to say that I have done NoFap for more than 50 times and each and every time it had the same effect on me - from high inhib to low inhib in the matter of a week.


Akarin said:
I am addicted to porn as well but nofap only changed me to an animal for a while. I wanted to ask my cousin if she wanted to fuck with me but it was late at night and I couldn't take it longer so I fapped after 12 days

You strike me as a guy with no insecurities if you go to animal mode. In all of my streaks I really wanted to fuck but my insecurities wouldn't even allow me to imagine a scenario with anybody.
 
ThisIsHell said:
Please, I know it's a meme, but watch this video thoroughly.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7oFVOJf0TzY

I want to say that I have done NoFap for more than 50 times and each and every time it had the same effect on me - from high inhib to low inhib in the matter of a week.

Thanks I will try it today will be my last fap untill ingetrapt wet dream
 
Dissapointment said:
Thanks I will try it today will be my last fap untill ingetrapt wet dream
You have no idea what a winning choice you just made. I swear to G-d, I went from a guy who was so anxious that had panic attacks around people to somebody who talked too much and made other people anxious and this happens always after the first 5-10 days.

But seriously though, I wish someone had sent me this video 3 years ago, it's very important to watch it, even take notes, seriously. You have to do a proper reboot of your brain, or you will 100% end up replacing porn with another addiction like weed. That's what I did, NOFAP but 24/7 video games and weed. Now it's youtube and junk food. Just watch the video it makes total sense but I want to warn you, it's the hardest and best thing you will ever do for yourself. 

"[font=verdana, arial, helvetica, sans-serif]A blatant copy/paste from the dead r/semenretention, but posted because the listed benefits are - in my experience - all spot on.[/font]
[font=verdana, arial, helvetica, sans-serif]Abstaining from PMO may lead to:[/font]
  • 1) Clarity of mind, no mental clutter
  • 2) Better stamina in sports
  • 3) Absence of depression, as in "there's actually nothing wrong with me"
  • 4) Better short term memory, grasp conversations, sharp and clear mind
  • 5) Feeling worthy of hottest girls
  • 6) Interacting with people goes from nuisance to fun activity
  • 7) Facial hair grows faster
  • 8) Music sounds better
  • 9) Being cool with awkward situations
  • 10) Past events are remembered better
  • 11) Movies watched in one sitting, rather than interrupting it with distractions
  • 12) Feeling of being really alive and feeling of having/being a powerful spirit
  • 13) Better looking skin
  • 14) Free, genuine belly laugh
  • 15) Appreciation and admiration of women's inner and outer beauty
  • 16) Less sleep is needed to feel rested
  • 17) Much less irritability
  • 18) Destructive erections
  • 19) Improved chest, neck and shoulders musculature (without exercise in a particular case)
  • 20) Vibrant and alive looking eyes
  • 21) Voice is now clear
  • 22) Reduced rage and anger
  • 23) Movies, novels and art are appreciated much more
  • 24) Better dream recollection
  • 25) More wisdom on various subjects, without actually studying them. As in mind gets better at making connections.
  • 26) Easier to get up in the morning
  • 27) Like Neo in the Matrix, getting heightened senses and intuition
  • 28) Enjoying company of kids and older folks
  • 29) No more craving for sugar and alcohol
  • 30) Urge to expand your mind
  • 31) No more angry outbursts around the family
  • 32) "Annoying" things females do are now appreciated
  • 33) A tangible magnetic connection with chicks
  • 34) Chores are now easier to perform
  • 35) Seeing "big picture" in life better
  • 36) Ability to look at women and feel her, sense if her energy is good or bad
  • 37) Ability to relate chicks like friends and seeing them flock to you
  • 38) Nothing stresses you out anymore
  • 39) Men respect you more
  • 40) Men flinch in your presence
  • 41) Sexual Stamina
  • 42) Gives you magnetic personality"
 
I just hope my morning wood comes back because I never have erections even tho i'm not low t because i'm really muscular without working out I dont get it my dick is broken I think
 
Dissapointment said:
I just hope my morning wood comes back because I never have erections even tho i'm not low t because i'm really muscular without working out I dont get it my dick is broken I think

I had a random boner today and it's "only" almost my third day on NoFap (after 10 months of daily minimum of 2 faps, before that I was 3 years on attempts lasting around 20 days or more). Before these 3 days i didn't have any random bones.
 
ThisIsHell said:
I had a random boner today and it's "only" almost my third day on NoFap (after 10 months of daily minimum of 2 faps, before that I was 3 years on attempts lasting around 20 days or more). Before these 3 days i didn't have any random bones.

Do you think you are low t or high t
 
Dissapointment said:
Do you think you are low t or high t

I don't know but I have hair literally everywhere on my body. Even on the back and the shoulders and I am balding at 23 so I guess this is high T? I don't know, man.
 
yes this life is hell. This world is hell, satan has taken over.
 
Tell me something I don't know.
 
[video=youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dz5UNfHVSm0[/video]

we're living it ^
 
NekoStance said:
[video=youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dz5UNfHVSm0[/video]

we're living it ^
Liked it.  5/10
 
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