Venting There is only one thing that I am angry about.

[grondilu]

It's that prostitution is illegal in my country.

I was already an escortcel when I got my first real job as a software engineer.

But it's not like I could travel to fuck whores every week or something, so I had to live a rewardless life. I didn't get any personal gratification from my work, I sucked at having a social life, let alone a romantic one.

So I had nothing to enjoy, or at least not enough to make me withstand my tedious and pointless job. So when I had saved enough money to live freely for a few years, I just resigned and did just that : I became a NEET.

I failed to integrate society because I couldn't get any reward from it : money was not enough for me.

I'm convinced that if I could only have spent my money in a brothel in the city where I lived, I could have enjoyed my life and maybe I would have found the strength to progress socially and professionally.

But I couldn't, because prostitution has been shun upon in my country and brothels closed half a century ago.

 

[Cheezecel]

consider moving into a low cost country and working in your old country remotely

i know some softwarefags that do that and they seem to be enjoying life

 

[grondilu]

consider moving into a low cost country and working in your old country remotely

i know some softwarefags that do that and they seem to be enjoying life

It's too late now.

I don't work anymore so I can't reasonably waste my money in whores. Also I'm getting old so I don't really need it anymore.

In fact I'm not really angry, rather I'm resentful : I think I could have had a carrier if I could have bought sexual reward. It would have given me motivation and strength.