SuicideFuel There is only one option left for me, suicide in the near future.

[FUCKITALLREEE]

I can't fit with normal people, there is something wrong within me, in my personality, possibly Asperger, since i can't seems to connect with peoples, and i have difficulty expressing myself and my thoughts, also having a normal flow in conversation is quite hard so i don't talk much. Plus the fact that i'm short and ugly.

There is no way that i can find a women that would like me, or live a normal life at all. I really love my family and my dog, i'm 28 but i don't think i'll last to 35. Because when you're not normal, there is no progression, no success, no relationships, no new life experiences, only emptiness inside a shell of a human being that is surrounded and supported by family. i'm starting to see my end.

 

[Dionysus]

brutal ngl

 

[Tallcel]

Truth for us all. Is thERe any othER hope?

I can't fit with normal people, there is something wrong within me, in my personality, possibly Asperger, since i can't seems to connect with peoples, and i have difficulty expressing myself and my thoughts, also having a normal flow in conversation is quite hard so i don't talk much. Plus the fact that i'm short and ugly.

There is no way that i can find a women that would like me, or live a normal life at all. I really love my family and my dog, i'm 28 but i don't think i'll last to 35. Because when you're not normal, there is no progression, no success, no relationships, no new life experiences, only emptiness inside a shell of a human being that is surrounded and supported by family. i'm starting to see my end.

Just drink. Once you drinkmaxx rope with me fren

 

[lightskin2thousand0]

most of you might be nt tbh, i play too many games even people here assume mental illness on my part

 

[Tallcel]

most of you might be nt tbh, i play too many games even people here assume mental illness on my part

Talking about me? Anything but NT. You have no idea talking to me. You have NO idea

 

[CopingJim]

I give myself till 30 to find a way to stay neet forever. If I don't it's the rope for me.

No way I'm dying a wagecuck. Fuck that.

 

[CopeKeith]

I feel the same way. I could possibly have Aspergers (90% chance at this point), and I feel so...distant from my family and friends, no matter what. This world is shit, and is only going to get worse so I don’t see the need to go on for more than a decade more or so. All there is to this life is fucking work, “enjoying” your hobbies, and getting played by foids in relationships. There’s no fucking point. I’m not changing the world or gonna get extremely wealthy for what I’m doing, I’m just coping at this point. In the future I’ll have to bury my dogs, say goodbye to my grandparents, and watch as my parents deteriorate over time. Even if by chance I get married to someone who loves me as much as I’ll love them, I don’t see myself living past my mid 30s to early 40s. I’m 21 now, I guess I’ll just cope until my time is up.

 

[Tallcel]

Truth for us all. Is thERe any othER hope?


Just drink. Once you drinkmaxx rope with me fren

Sorry about your dog. Tbh I was cussing at a dog while walking home with a franzia box. Told them they should still be wolves ngl STOP FUCKING BARKING.

 

[Daydreamincel]

same tbh

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

Truth for us all. Is thERe any othER hope?


Just drink. Once you drinkmaxx rope with me fren

Drinking make me feel tired and dizzy just like weed, i just don't see the point if it can't heal me fren.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

7 years then

 

[Tallcel]

I give myself till 30 to find a way to stay neet forever. If I don't it's the rope for me.

No way I'm dying a wagecuck. Fuck that.

Pfft lightweight. I wanted to rope at 7 but here I am at 41. Let's rope together

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

7 years then

Possibly shorter than that since there is really no fucking point in living an unchangeable empty life.

 

[Sportbro]

How do you change things around???????

 

[FrothySolutions]

I can't fit with normal people, there is something wrong within me, in my personality, possibly Asperger, since i can't seems to connect with peoples, and i have difficulty expressing myself and my thoughts, also having a normal flow in conversation is quite hard so i don't talk much. Plus the fact that i'm short and ugly.

There is no way that i can find a women that would like me, or live a normal life at all. I really love my family and my dog, i'm 28 but i don't think i'll last to 35. Because when you're not normal, there is no progression, no success, no relationships, no new life experiences, only emptiness inside a shell of a human being that is surrounded and supported by family. i'm starting to see my end.

I'm not saying you'll find a woman who likes you, but there's plenty of happiness otherwise to be found, even for the autistic.

 

[Incline]

Damn I wish I could join a cult but they would probably make me kill myself while they laugh at me or some shit even the cultcels would hate me.

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

I'm not saying you'll find a woman who likes you, but there's plenty of happiness otherwise to be found, even for the autistic.

I don't agree with that bullshit, once you know that you're not normal, you know it's truly over. Life is supposed to be a progression of experiences, but when you're not normal, there is no progression, no life, no happiness.

 

[ChronicPaincel]

No way I'm dying a wagecuck. Fuck that.

 

[Mainländer]

Sorry about that OP

I give myself till 30 to find a way to stay neet forever. If I don't it's the rope for me.

No way I'm dying a wagecuck. Fuck that.

I feel you. Wagecucking as an incel is the worst.

 

[FrothySolutions]

I don't agree with that bullshit, once you know that you're not normal, you know it's truly over. Life is supposed to be a progression of experiences, but when you're not normal, there is no progression, no life, no happiness.

What progression are you talking about?

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

What progression are you talking about?

Normal progression that normal peoples just go thru without thinking about it too, moving from an apartment to another, like relationships, goals and even dreams.

 

[FrothySolutions]

Normal progression that normal peoples just go thru without thinking about it too, moving from an apartment to another, like relationships, goals and even dreams.

I'm familiar with the Where's Waldo Hierarchy Food Pyramid, but I'm still not sure I understand what you mean by "progression." You can't move from one apartment to another?

 

[what is happening]

I'm familiar with the Where's Waldo Hierarchy Food Pyramid, but I'm still not sure I understand what you mean by "progression." You can't move from one apartment to another?

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

I'm familiar with the Where's Waldo Hierarchy Food Pyramid, but I'm still not sure I understand what you mean by "progression." You can't move from one apartment to another?

By progression i mean the normal flow of life, "living" by itself. That include relationships, jobs, success, going thru life and making good memories. With asperger it's impossible to change, to live a normal life.

 

[BummerDrummer]

bye nigga

 

[Deleted member 16624]

dont do it tbh,theres shit to look forward to.
Not every generation gets to see the degeneration of society in front of their very eyes.

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

dont do it tbh,theres shit to look forward to.
Not every generation gets to see the degeneration of society in front of their very eyes.

Dude there is nothing to look forward to, the blackpill itself is a cope. My life is stuck in a pit of emptiness repeating the same day all over again.

The only things i care about is my mother and my dog, when they will go, i won't have any reason to stay

 

[Deleted member 16624]

Dude there is nothing to look forward to, the blackpill itself is a cope. My life is stuck in a pit of emptiness repeating the same day all over again.

The only things i care about is my mother and my dog, when they will go, i won't have any reason to stay

whatever you say.I want to see where technology and vr goes.That is my cope.You just havent found yours

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

whatever you say.I want to see where technology and vr goes.That is my cope.You just havent found yours

I used to cope with vidya and porn, but vidya cope faded away amd porn is too addicting since it's my only source of pleasure so i toned it down.

I could start lifting to become stronger, i always wanted to do powerlifting. But no cars and too high inhibited to go to the gym.

 

[Deleted member 16624]

I used to cope with vidya and porn, but vidya cope faded away amd porn is too addicting since it's my only source of pleasure so i toned it down.

I could start lifting to become stronger, i always wanted to do powerlifting. But no cars and too high inhibited to go to the gym.

Just buy gym equipment to train at home theory

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

Just buy gym equipment to train at home theory

I thinking about it, i'm not rich, but i could probably buy 2 plate per month, but other than getting stronger it still wouldn't change anything from the overall picture.

 

[caffeine455]

I know what you mean. I'm a weirdo I get bored too easily around people, can not keep a "normal" conversation, can't stand being around people so can't make any friends or connections, memories of going to different places and participating in activities. my life's being at home, living the exact same day of doing nothing except browsing forums.

there's a 3 year gap year for me careerwise, I did nothing after highschool. I basically spent it at my room being depressed eating noodles and other junk food and watching porn. now that I enrolled to a college this year I go to classes and come back and rest is same. all the people make friends, travel, sports whatever. I do nothing I don't even know what's there at the campus I only know where the classrooms are for the classes I need to take. it's a stagnant, bleak existence. because of lack of connections and no friends we won't strive for a career or a good job. it's the life of an introvert. I wouldn't mind it if I had money and I can live in luxury but being in this spot also having no money is what they call being at the depths of society. I still don't feel like killing myself out this misery though, maybe shit will change for better or worse. I don't feel like I am being constantly tortured by spiritual demons as I was couple years ago. maybe you just have to wait for a while for a mood swing, as inane as it sounds.

 

[FrothySolutions]

By progression i mean the normal flow of life, "living" by itself. That include relationships, jobs, success, going thru life and making good memories. With asperger it's impossible to change, to live a normal life.

Impossible to change, as in, you prefer the routine of your current life?

 

[Ropemaxx]

Truth for us all. Is thERe any othER hope?


Just drink. Once you drinkmaxx rope with me fren

i wanna join u guys, can we rope together?

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

I know what you mean. I'm a weirdo I get bored too easily around people, can not keep a "normal" conversation, can't stand being around people so can't make any friends or connections, memories of going to different places and participating in activities. my life's being at home, living the exact same day of doing nothing except browsing forums.

there's a 3 year gap year for me careerwise, I did nothing after highschool. I basically spent it at my room being depressed eating noodles and other junk food and watching porn. now that I enrolled to a college this year I go to classes and come back and rest is same. all the people make friends, travel, sports whatever. I do nothing I don't even know what's there at the campus I only know where the classrooms are for the classes I need to take. it's a stagnant, bleak existence. because of lack of connections and no friends we won't strive for a career or a good job. it's the life of an introvert. I wouldn't mind it if I had money and I can live in luxury but being in this spot also having no money is what they call being at the depths of society. I still don't feel like killing myself out this misery though, maybe shit will change for better or worse. I don't feel like I am being constantly tortured by spiritual demons as I was couple years ago. maybe you just have to wait for a while for a mood swing, as inane as it sounds.

It fucking suck not to be able to connect with people, especially when you notice that good looking people doesn't even have to try. But you are in a progressive state, you life will get better.

Impossible to change, as in, you prefer the routine of your current life?

No, there is a bit of comfort in being neet, but there is nothing else. Asperger make change piratically impossible, or at best, useless. Since the brain is not neurotipical and cannot become so, even with the best efforts and intentions. It's like putting a band-aid on a broken leg.

 

[Deleted member 16624]

I thinking about it, i'm not rich, but i could probably buy 2 plate per month, but other than getting stronger it still wouldn't change anything from the overall picture.

Yeah,I guess so...

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

Yeah,I guess so...

Most people that you see on youtube and instagram train because there's money behind it, they try to sell their merchandise, programs, preworkout, shirts, try to get sponsored. If you train for yourself then it's for raising your own smv which only happen if you're chadlite aka 6+ on the scale, or to achieve a goal, like becoming better at football or running for a marathon. But training to become stronger without a specific goal generate no motivation, and i think i'll just waste my $$$ on plates. That's why i'm hesitating.

 

[Deleted member 16624]

Most people that you see on youtube and instagram train because there's money behind it, they try to sell their merchandise, programs, preworkout, shirts, try to get sponsored. If you train for yourself then it's for raising your own smv which only happen if you're chadlite aka 6+ on the scale, or to achieve a goal, like becoming better at football or running for a marathon. But training to become stronger without a specific goal generate no motivation, and i think i'll just waste my $$$ on plates. That's why i'm hesitating.

I somewhat agree.Personally I think I'd benefit from a better physice.

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

I feel the same way. I could possibly have Aspergers (90% chance at this point), and I feel so...distant from my family and friends, no matter what. This world is shit, and is only going to get worse so I don’t see the need to go on for more than a decade more or so. All there is to this life is fucking work, “enjoying” your hobbies, and getting played by foids in relationships. There’s no fucking point. I’m not changing the world or gonna get extremely wealthy for what I’m doing, I’m just coping at this point. In the future I’ll have to bury my dogs, say goodbye to my grandparents, and watch as my parents deteriorate over time. Even if by chance I get married to someone who loves me as much as I’ll love them, I don’t see myself living past my mid 30s to early 40s. I’m 21 now, I guess I’ll just cope until my time is up.

Cope until the rope, that's what subhuman like us do since birth.

 

[Emba]

I have dog and cats.

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

I have dog and cats.

Animals are bro's til the end.

 

[Emba]

Animals are bro's til the end.

Yes indeed.

 

[FrothySolutions]

No, there is a bit of comfort in being neet, but there is nothing else. Asperger make change piratically impossible, or at best, useless. Since the brain is not neurotipical and cannot become so, even with the best efforts and intentions. It's like putting a band-aid on a broken leg.

So impossible to change, as in, you're afraid of change?

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

So impossible to change, as in, you're afraid of change?

Impossible to change, as in, impossible to change.

 

[Mogged Loner]

I think being a NEET makes it harder to cope because your not as used to being constantly looked down. Once you join in society and get used to being a subhuman it doesn’t hurt as much when you constantly get ignored or get dirty looks because your used to it.

It still hurts and sucks being lonely but I got tougher skin from dealing with normies more.

 

[TheReaper]

when your greatest dream is being a normalfaggot.

 

[Monk of Failure]

Just cope. That's all I can atm.

 

[FinnCel]

Start drinking, buddy boyo

 

[Monk of Failure]

Start drinking, buddy boyo

It's over for alcholicels.

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

Start drinking, buddy boyo

I don't see the point if it doesn't heal me.