We all may look forward to something in life, whether it be hopes and dreams, or just getting through the next fucking day. My perception of the world has been turned so many different ways I barely trust myself to think about something fluently or coherently without feeling like Im lying to myself. All I see life as is going to wage slaving, giving a futile attempt to escape said wage slaving, and going the rest of my life coping through other means or just killing myself slowly throughout time. There is no way to prove my identity or that I even exist in the modern world that we live in. My laziness has been a byproduct of my lack of drive and overall purpose. Going to work, coming home, coping through watching endless mindless shit on the internet and/or smoking my life away is what goes on everyday. Society has made it almost inescapable and shunned to actually create a life that you personally want to live. Everyone surrounding you wants you to fail in the end because of their envy and human nature purports them to do so by any means. The will to even try is blocked by my view that there is just too much to break through just to fail in the end. Being depressed and overall hopeless has been emphasized by our community/society as well. Women are praised for demonstrating their manipulative and psychopathic nature, and men are shunned for being pretty much fucking anything. Masculine, Feminine, you name it. Women want Men to be Women, and Men want Women to be Men. Just look at the state of the music that is being produced today. Sexualized and promiscuous culture, and endless corporate marketing. Our identities are tied to insignificant material things. I cant go a second without depending on external things to rule over my life. My possessions, my friends, my own fucking family, just to make my insignificant existence more agonizing. There is nothing to fight for, nothing to die for, nothing to live for. Our identity is being crippled and torn away for the need to conform to increasingly worse and worse cultures surrounding society. To satisfy the insatiable need of pleasing other people around you who don't even care. Today there is nothing to gain from even existing as a man in modern day culture. There will always be pros and cons for every position, so why do modern men have to work so hard to barely get anything in return? From money, women, society, family, and just people in general. Everyone is trying to rape you of something at every turn and feed you lies so you can stay in a vulnerable position. You wonder why Blackpill/Redpill is hated on is because people want to hate on the truth of some extent. To live in a false reality and/or manipulating people into that same reality is a hobby for them. There is only what you believe, no truth, only your perception of it. How can men keep going when there is nothing left for us to grasp, to achieve, to find? Lies are fed to into society and projected as real. It all comes back to influencing the common person to rape them of their value without them seeing a single sight of it happening.
I give you this for the purpose of seeking someone who can relate to this type of view, To seek someone of higher understanding who can educate me onto what this viewpoint really means, and how I can understand/develop it to a higher extent. Thank you.
I give you this for the purpose of seeking someone who can relate to this type of view, To seek someone of higher understanding who can educate me onto what this viewpoint really means, and how I can understand/develop it to a higher extent. Thank you.
