Serious There is not a day where I do not think about suicide or contemplate it

[Tellem--T]

It sucks because there is not a moment of the day where I don't daydream about suicide and not existing anymore,

Normies will never understand this kind of life, I never had a day where I didn't think and dreamed about dying or suicide, while other people just live there lives with no such thoughts, and being blackpilled and racepilled is the worst, constant depression and negative thoughts, there is not a day where I'm not depressed, I have lows and lows not much highs, but normies have reallly highs and some lows.

I don't even know what fun is anymore, or happiness. Everything is so bleak, I see the world as evil and dark yet normies see it as rainbows and strawberries, this is why I can only relate to you guys and refuse to be friends with normies

 

[idkwattodowithlife]

Its a brutal cold reality for us Incels.

However, I find some comfort in revelling the darkness where in. Because I know I wouldn't have to put forth the effort to try. If I were disillusioned then a lot of my failures would pile up and most likely I would regret it later on. Finding the black pill enabled me to escape sooner than later.

Well... I could be wrong, perhaps it's better to be blue pill, just so you don't worry about some of the shit you have to go through.

 

[The End]

I was obsessed with suicide for 2 years - not a waking hour passed without thinking of suicide.

Here's what I recommend: start planning your revenge. Even though you're miserable, just go over every detail of what you want to do before you off yourself. It'll give you something to work on and something to look forward to.

Or you can just get on a lot of anti-depressants like me.

 

[BoltzmanOscillate]

Incels could probably be the best artists. Our squalor brushed unto a white canvas. Heavy, thick strokes done with no care about beauty but expression. Dark hues to paint the leaves on autumn's trees and the greyest paints to paint the waters which run from corner to corner. Emptiness marks the canvas, such that an art teacher would find disgust. "Boltzman", she yells, "a painting is not and has not been complete! White here and there, mine eyes, have seen the painting is not complete!" She cannot understand the art of an incel.

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

We are failed genetic experiments being destroyed before we have a chance to contaminate the gene pool, just get over it and ldar, you cant change your genetics.

 

[Weed]

That LARP

 

[Cam The Angel]

same

 

[Grotesque]

Since I stopped having an oneitis, I haven't had any suicidal thoughts. I'm still miserable, but I don't want to die. Yay.

 

[IsolationHurts]

...

 

[Indari]

Since I stopped having an oneitis, I haven't had any suicidal thoughts. I'm still miserable, but I don't want to die. Yay.

how when you are 37yo neet

 

[tiredofthisshit]

I think about it alot but I would never do it. Too much hope left for a better life and finding love at least once.

Past years I've been only negative and in a shit mood. I'm never happy anymore and the fact that I wont ever be seen as a man doesnt help that (manlet). I dont even have a social circle am I just gonna live behind a screen for the rest of my life? Honestly Fuck this whole society

 

[SOMCEL]

I used to think about roping 24/7 however now it never crosses my mind, I just cope ALL day I never give myself enough time to think about my sad life

 

[Grotesque]

how when you are 37yo neet

It's infinitely better than being a 37yo wageslave virgin.

 

[_incelinside]

We are failed genetic experiments being destroyed before we have a chance to contaminate the gene pool, just get over it and ldar, you cant change your genetics.

I have always liked your posts

 

[_incelinside]

Yeah when I reflect on things it puts me on edge I get suddden ticks, bursts of rage and talk to myself/scream. Just don't think about it bro, get yourself absorbed in some good copes

 

[troglodyte]

I half think i made an account here just to muster up the courage to off myself. Ever since I've been blackpilled I see no point in trying and I'm running out of copes but my dumbass is still too scared

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

I have always liked your posts

Lmfao thanks man, i just keep it brutal as we are warriors of Incelistan. I dont want to see an ounce of bluepill, only blackpilled realism.

 

[Incelibate anarchist]

It's always on the back of my mind. The blackpill is hard to accept sometimes.