There is no more COPE

[Futurecel2.0]

Stop with all the COPE. There is no cope for the empty void in your life. Nothing will fill that hole. Nothing is worse than knowing that you will die alone. Nothing is worse than knowing you are alone in this world and unloved. It doesn't get easier, it gets worse everyday.

 

[uruguayan]

I believe in coping, but I think it takes practice, at least it works for me. I actually feel ok after many years

 

[Futurecel2.0]

I believe in coping, but I think it takes practice, at least it works for me. I actually feel ok after many years

what do you do to cope? jerking off and drugs dont ease the pain anymore.

 

[uruguayan]

I know it sounds ridiculous, but positive thinking is the only thing that worked for me. Try to focus only on the few good things that there may be in your life, like the taste of good food and the comfort of your bed. Block any negative thoughs instantly, and with practice it will become automatic.

 

[Futurecel2.0]

I know it sounds ridiculous, but positive thinking is the only thing that worked for me. Try to focus only on the few good things that there may be in your life, like the taste of good food and the comfort of your bed. Block any negative thoughts instantly, and with practice it will become automatic.

That reminds me my bed is shit. I need a new mattress. I sleep on rocks basically every night. Not to mention I don't have air conditioning in my living quarters so I sweat in my room constant. I think i'll go to Walmart or somewhere to try to find a cheap pad or something to put on my rock solid bed.